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Monday, October 1, 2007


Two posts in one day...
Aren't you lucky? xD I'm feeling a bit better now. I was kinda depressed (not really if I think about it) about the whole friend likes me, but I like someone else thing. I heard this song on youtube and now I keep listening to it. I'm a geek but I think it's called Breathe You In by Thousand Foot Krutch. S'a good song. Well, really all I've been doing for the past half hour is look at people's pages and read posts. I have a really morbid look on life. I act like everyone is trying to get me. Most everybody else is happy with how their life is going. I'm really glad you all are happy. It makes me even more sad when my friends are sad. I've been told that I care too much about other people's feelings, rather than my own. Is that really bad? I want people to be happy. I guess I'm a good people person. I just try to make everyone proud of me. My dad, he is the person I want to make happy most of all. I always seem to disapoint him. I try, but when I do, I seem to get myself in more trouble. I try to be responsible, but when I do, he tells me I'm still a kid. Though when I act like a kid, he tells me to be responsible. I hate disapointing people, that's why i try so hard to be funny. I know it may sound weird, but when people laugh it makes me feel like I'm helping them. When i'm sad, I still try to make people laugh, hell I try to take my pain and turn it into a joke. I don't know how many people will read this, but if you do I want you to know don't ever be like me. Don't put everthing you have into trying to make people proud. Be who you are, don't try to be what they want you to be. I know it may sound cheesey, but please, if I can ask one favor, don't be like me. I have to go now, I hope you all have a great day tomorrow. Bai...
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