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Sunday, October 7, 2007


well, I spent the night at my girlfirends house last night. Me and a couple friends went over there to hang out. We hung out, lit a fire (god was that hot), and played some games. All was fine until we went back inside. I layed down on the bed and so did Syd. We held hands for a bit, then she broke out the handcuffs. I started freaking out. First she handcuffed herself to the bed...Ii walked into the bathroom to hide), then another friend. I went back into the room and and layed back down. She started putting a blindfold on and getting really, really close and trying to kiss me. (I am honestly a virgin to dating. I was FREAKING out) I sat on the floor and she kept trying to get me to come back. I didn't. I told Tori it was too fast and I was scared. *sigh* I'm not sure having a girlfriend right now is a good thing. I liked being single, I didn't have to worry about things to say infront of people. I'm not ready for any of this. I think I'll just give up relationships. Their too akward to me. I feel like a little kid, cause when I was holding her hand, I was nervous. I think I'm going to tell her I'm not ready for anything just yet. I'm not the dating type of person, just a friend. Plus realtionships always end someway. I can't put anyone through that, I'm too nice. Tori if you're reading this please don't tell Syd. I want to tell her. I'm a whiney baby. D=
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