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Monday, April 21, 2008


paper bags and plastic hearts
I'm hoping that a lightening bolt will come and hit me.
I feel so useless right now.

I've been doing fine lately, but today I just got down. I should be happy. Saturday was Tori's party and I had fun. A.C, Tori and I rarely get to hang out these days. We were always conjoined at the hip, but now it all seems so, long ago.

I keep changing my mind. Today I want to do one thing but tomorrow I want to do the other. I want to stay with someone but I wonder if being away from them will be better. I also wonder if I leave her, I'd just become the one thing I was afraid of becoming.

I'm 16, shouldn't I be worrying about my license, or who is going to take me to Prom? Isn't that what happens in 'real' life?

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