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Wednesday, September 10, 2008


I got an unexpected suprise
today. I'm used to, when I'm
missing Char, texting her.
But today she texted me and
it made my day. I know it's
something small, and probably
really weird and stalker-like,
but I liked it. @-@

Tori's post yesterday just
about sums up my attitude about
college and what not.

I'm looking around my living
room at all the pictures of me
growing up. The earliest one is
from 1st grade. I look like a
dork. -pointless paragraph-

I was about to go to bed last
night, but for some reason I
started thinking about all the
things I hate about myself.
I was so interested by this list
that I wrote it down. It
may sound weird and a little
masochistic in a way, but it
really made me step back and
look at myself, and question
the things I was doing.

A few chart toppers:
-I'm not that talented
-I'm not pretty
-I try to be things I'm not
-I act like a child
-I don't treat my family with the respect they deserve
-I have NO selfesteem
-I'm only good at doing things enough to not make a fool of myself
-I'm too judgemental to people I don't understand
-I try not to disappoint anyone, but in doing so I always disappoint the most important person.

.....On a lighter note I applied at McDonald's.

Listening to: When The Day Met The Night-Panic!At The Disco
Drinking: Diet Cherry Coke
Eating: Nothing
Mood: Relieved

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