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Tuesday, April 26, 2005


   I AM LOSING MY MIND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Damn! I feel so lonely right now, and it is pissing me off! I have had absolutly no answers to any of my messages on Yahoo personals......SCREW THEM! I have been turned down for a date every goddamn time I ask. I hope they all DIE!!!! I hate anything that has do do with love! Well hell, I fell asleep at my cousin's wedding. HEHEHEHEHEHE. I just put on my sunglasses and dozed off. You know why? Because I don't care! I feel that I prey for something happy to happen to me in my crappy life, and all I get is pain. And happiness is just given to someone else. I actually got out of the hospital a couple of days ago after having an emergency appendectomy. I was pissed!! Is a relationship too much to ask for??????????? Goddamnit!!!!!!!! What if I could turn back time? What if I could get my revenge on those who have hurt me deeply? What if I could make them beg for forgivness? I wish that I could make them realize the pain that they have caused me. They are all superficial assholes. And I would give anything to watch them burn alive when this stupid, obsolete world finally goes. I'd sit there with this twisted, yet satisfied smirk on my face. You know?....That look you give someone when you look them right in the eyes while they are dying and tell them " HA HA Now look who's laughing?" Never let a woman walk all over your heart. When they do, do not hesitate to let out all of your hate for what they have done to you. Let them know that they are worthless pieces of crap for toying with your heart. Stand up, be rude, be hateful. They will, so why shouldn't you? I am not out to take on the world or anything like that. Well.....I better get going for now. I have proved my fu%^&*g point. I am never going to appologize for how I feel about this.
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