Wednesday, March 3, 2004

   Bleh! XP

You are like Yue serious and tough you have an
alter ego; deep down you are very nice and care
for others however you *may* think it's only
weak to show that side to others! don't worry
not everyone is bad ^_^


Which Card Captor Sakura guardian are you?
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o.O Am I really like this? Nope! I don't think so. Bleh! XP


You are the team 'Blade Breakers'


Which Beyblade team are you?
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I have no clue what this one is talking about. o.o'

~~~ETERNAL LOVE~~
You're prolly having problems going on with life.
You had a girl/guy that dumped you. Or they passed
away. Your still in love with this person and
it's really destroying your love life. So, a tip
for the wounded, try to get over it. It's better
for you and your ex-love would want that for you
too.


LOVE SECTION, Whats your love type? very,very good pics.^-^
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Why do I always end up with these kind of results. n.n I am NOT still in love with any of mah exes. Bleh! XP


The Guardian
Adventure, thrill seeking, loyal, with high goals
for themselves, and equally high standards for
society. They protect what they stand for, and
those that cannot stand up for themselves.


A unique perspective on one's inner self: who are you?
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I suck at knowing anything about myself so I don't even know if this is true. ;P

Best Inuyasha Partner Test by Ibiki

I just took this one cuz I saw it on another journal. O.o I didn't expect to get results like this however... x.X
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Tuesday, March 2, 2004

   OMG! I had 2 uke experiences!!
I'm not talking about the first one... >__> heh. It was really really fun is all I can say. X3 Mmm...

But the 2nd one I didn't want. o_o' This guy's sister came onto his account and grabbed me. O__O *meeps* She was all clingy and.. um... horny. I barely managed to escape with the excuse that I needed to get some sleep... n.n

Oh god.. I dread going back there later. *knows for a fact the girl will be there waiting for her* .__+ Help?? *also knows no one will probably help her cuz it would be a good yuri scene to drool over* x___x

I'm gonna go and get some sleep now so later I won't be so tired as I fend of the grabby girl. e.e

Ja!
~<3 Yuki
Ps. I've added some quiz results down there. v Heh... some are interesting. n.n


Innocent


What's your sexual appeal?
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80% Seme


How seme are you?
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Cheerleader


What kind of girl do you want?
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Nanami


Which Utena girl are you?
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do do do if you read this far I'm sure you must be really bored. XD
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Monday, March 1, 2004

   Yay! Snow Day!!
Yessssss! We had a snowstorm blow in and everything was closed down! ^-^ It looks like I won't be having school tomorrow too! Whee!! X3

*sighs all happylike* Today was a good day. I stayed up all night using my time before going on chat and IM withdrawal on Yahoo chat rping as my charries. (It is soooo fun rping as a guy and having ppl flirt with you or as in the case of being in the SlaveAuction Room ppl offering themselves up to be your slaves! XD) Muwahahaha! After that fun filled night, I got to stay home becuz of the snowstorm and get some sleep... Yee! Bliss is sleeping for 12 hrs with no interruptions and no worries about what'll happen the next day. Oh!! And when I finally woke up, after a refreshing shower of course, I had a great dinner all prepared and waiting for me!! (cocoa is <3!!)

Yay!! I just love this day!!! X3
Maa... welp I have to go get me some more cocoa (Mmm... Cooocoooaaaa!!!! *-*).
*wavies* Ja matta! -^_______^-

~<3 Yuki
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Sunday, February 29, 2004

}>D I am so ebil sometimes
I'll probably be getting mine in the end (karma and whatnot) But I think it was worth it. X3

Okay.. Here is what I did and how it started. Early this morning, around 3 am or so, Inu-sama and I were talking about my onee-chan, Rin, and how she was flirty. (okay it was more like him asking me a million questions I couldn't answer becuz I dun pay attn to my onee-chan's flirty ways. XP) One of the questions that came up was would she flirt with Inu. o.o;; I said probably... Gah! It's just easier if I put down the convo. n.n

(Edit) Nvm I'll do this at home where I actually do have the convo saved and can be more accurate with what was said... (end edit)

The rest of this entry has been deleted until I get home. o.-

Ja!
~<3 Yuki
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Saturday, February 28, 2004

I don't know... Musings?
I've read my friends journals and... they all know themselves or at least what their problems are. Me? I don't ever talk about myself unless someone forces it out of me or I breakdown and let it slip from my thoughts into some pretty emotional words...

*sighs* I really despise this... talking about myself... it feels so much like I'm whining or I'm making myself seem weak. -.- I don't like either emotions... ugh. XP I wish I could talk about something or someone else... Anything other than me. x.x

*blinks* Oh! Okay.. There. That's something about me. >.> I tend to focus on others instead of myself. That way I don't feel like a burden to anyone and I can help ppl. Sometimes tho... As I listen to these hurt and troubled souls I find myself wanting to scream at them to 'Go away. Leave me be... You're hurting me by giving me your pain.' Only I never say that... as much as I don't want to feel pain, I also don't want to give it to someone who comes to me for help/comfort/guidance. I know what pain is... and I don't ever want to give it to someone.

Bleh! Subject change.
I'm pretty social. But I don't try to be... Somehow as I'm talking to one person I end up talking to the others around that person as well... or in some cases I try avoiding a person becuz they scare me and somehow some mysterious guy or girl senses how I'm feeling and ends up protecting me. O__o;;;; I guess I give off a scared little girl or fragile kitten vibe when frightened. (I asked a few ppl who 'rescued' me why they did it. Their answers are usually the same... o-o; mostly the little girl/sister thing or cute/fragile kitten one.)

@___x mah head hurts really bad... I'll stop for now and continue this later. If I remember...

Ja!
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   Here go the quizzes.

What Irrational Number Are You?

You are ð Of all the irrational numbers, you are the most famous. You have many friends and fans. Like many people, non-Euclidean geometry makes you feel uncomfortable. You are involved in so many things that it seems like it would take two of you to make ends meet. You are particularly close to the rational number 22/7. However, you and e have been called "remarkable." Your lucky number is approximately 3.14159265

Shiny Lemur Straif's Blog

You are an angel of love. You are someone who cant
help but look for someone to love. When you
find that person, everthing in the world is
perfect to you. you have no reason to worry
anymore once your soulmate has been given to
you. The other problem is that you are too
nice, and your heartbreaks tend to be a
horrible thing. Just wait a while for it...


What Different Kind of Angel are you...? ( Anime-ish pics )
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Your element is Light: Innocent, beautiful,
kind-hearted and pure. You are so sweet your
almost angelic, you find joy in others
happiness and cannot stand to see anyone in
pain. You want to make everyone around you feel
good about themselves and if someone is upset
you can tend to become rather upset as well
which means you still have a heart. Being as
kind and good-natured as you are people have
most likely hurt you in the past but you pick
yourself up everytime and dust off the pain.
You may look fragile but you are stronger than
you think. Life is beautiful no matter how you
look at it and people make mistakes, not
everyone is perfect. You try to see the good in
the bad which is a talent few posses, dont ever
let anyone change you. Someday all of your hard
work to make others happy will pay off big
time, not that your looking for a reward. You
truely have a beautiful soul inside and a heart
of gold.


.:-|What is your true element?|-:. {-With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-} ^_^
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Aesthete


The ULTIMATE personality test
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I am: light, purity, innocence...
I love: ppl.
I hate: when others get hurt.
I fear: my family or dear friends leaving me.
I hope: everyone is okay.
I hear: pain.
I crave: love from 2 special ppl.
I regret: nothing.
I cry: silently and where no one will see me.
I care: about those I love.
I always: get hurt.
I believe: in my family and friends.
I feel alone: when 'they' are not there.
I listen: to others problems.
I hide: my own emotions.
I drive: nothing.
I sing: when I like a song.
I write: about my feelings when I can.
I run: from the scary flirty ppl. o_o
I miss: nii-san...
I learn: life isn't all good. In fact it sucks.
I feel: like crying.
I know: nothing.
I say: things to make ppl feel good or better.
I succeed: at giving others comfort.
I dream: of being loved.
I wonder: if I can finally say what I can say without being hurt.
I want: to be held.
I have: despair no one sees.
I give: everything.
I receive: friends and companionship.
I fight: for others when I can.
I need: them... always them.

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Thursday, February 26, 2004

   Loved and Liked
I'm sick... and bored. -.- So a list ends up here.

The Loved:
ĦīêīﻌŊîîﻌŠâň - Family - Younger brother
†¤•Híë핤† - Family - Older brother
Kaykairi - Family - Niece
Jakotsu - Family - Adopted older brother
Kimera - Family - Niece
Kairi - Family - Niece
Inuyasha - Friend?
yoko kurama - Friend

The Liked
ЌåGØмЕ/Sarah
Kagome Higurashi
°K¡kýoų°
Ĵíñ
¤Ýúšúkë×Ürãmèšhî¤
Gëñkãî
Nãømî
Basically all the ppl I've made a list of before. -.-'''
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Wednesday, February 25, 2004

   quiz...
I should stop taking these things... the results are usually the same. n.n


Waaah! You're so LOVABLE! Everybody likes you,
because you're a great person to have around
and it's always happy about everything ^^.
congrats! and...can I hug you?? plz! ^///^


Yet another personality test ^-^ (nice anime pics!) NEW outcome!!
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huggle away strange person? O__o; I'm used to it by now.. kinda. >____>;;;;;


You are...definitely not over him.


Are you over your ex? Your answer with anime pics!
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uh... *goes away now*


Ice!! You are an Ice demon or angel (choose) You
may be cold, but still you are intelligent and
very fluent. Excellent for you!! ^__^


What kind of Demon or Angel are you?
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creepy quiz knows exactly who I am.... x.x'


Heart of Gold


What is Your Heart REALLY Made of?
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o.o.........

Youre Tekken Bishounen Match! by TekkenFan
LJ Username
Youre Bishie is?	Jin Kazama
Are you Uke or Seme?	Seme
How many Times a Day?	92
Created with quill18's MemeGen 2.0!

O_O HOW MANY TIMES A DAY?!!!!! *goes into stunned silence* ...........
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Tuesday, February 24, 2004

   Effects of Insomnia
Exhaustion... Dizziness... Lack of inhibitions... Lack of complete thought.. Distorted emotions... Violent mood swings... etc. etc.

Basically you go insane or something. O.o' Maybe I should get some sleep sometime soon before I start getting the worser effects of this thing. >-> ...Nah... XD

Hum... I think it would be kind of fun to go insane. You probably don't have to think so much when you're bouncing around padded walls. Ooo! Padded walls... *-*

*snaps back to reality* o.o; Actually you probably wouldn't think about anything serious or real like. Just get yourself lost in fantasies, dreams, mirages, w/e. However... At least then you wouldn't have to deal with the world and the ppl who live in it. -.-

lol Sounds like I'm making 'going insane' something worth achieving or something ppl should desire. XD *sighs* But really this is just the good things I'm talking about... There are some bad things about losing yourself and getting trapped in fake realities... n.n

I won't list those here. Anyone can just look them up on the net...

..do do do..

My insomnia seems to be getting worse. I haven't slept right for the past 4-5 days. Jakotsu wants to take me to the hospital and have someone take a look at what might be wrong with me. ._.' I think he's like the only one who's noticed and wants to actually do something about it. so.. um... Yay for gay brother types? heh.

Anyhoo... I agreed I would go if I didn't get any sleep tonight. So tomorrow I might not go to school (ditching X3) and he'll take to me to the clinic.

Bah. I g2g for a bit. I'll add more to this later. Ja!

~<3 Yuki
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Monday, February 23, 2004

   I feel numb
I doubt anyone's noticed tho. I'm pretty good at keeping my feelings to myself or hiding them under false ones. >-> No one would know anything is wrong with me until I finally burst with all those held up emotions.

Hum.. Yesterday was a fluke. I'd read some things nii-san wrote and... I just... started crying. I don't even know why I was crying... Some of the things he'd said made me happy. Really Happy! ^.^ But then... those same things made me extremely sad... and confused. u.u' *sighs* I just don't understand it...

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I miss nii-san.
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Basically what I know about myself concerning him.

oh well... I'm going to wander around now. Ja matta.

~<3 Yuki
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