Sunday, July 31, 2005

   Dark Angel Names
I have a story and the character is a dark angel (half demon half angel) and he's a good guy. but i need a name so i will list some and their meanings and then tell me which ones u like or give me another one (it can be funny or serious but i need a name).

Donovan-Dark Warrior
Ezekiel- Archangel of death and destruction
Adrian-dark one
Damien-I just think it sounds cool
Zane-also sounds cool
Caelan-young warrior
and anything else u got!
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Friday, July 29, 2005

   Changes
Things r changing and i think for the better. My half-bro'd dad (whose lived with my mom, bro and i for 12 years) is going to finally be moving out in october because his other daughter is coming from egypt and my mom wont let her live with us so mario (half-bros dad) decides to move. GOOD! he's a total asshole. and my mom finally got a job. YAY a son can be proud of theie parents right? cus i am. but we're gonna sell our store Pyramid Market to mario and then we're also going to rent out our guest room also. i mean the only problem with mario leaving is money but with a rented out room, my mom's job, selling the store, and hopefully i get a job to so i can contribute. but yeah i find that very VERY VERY!!!! good news.
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Tuesday, July 12, 2005

   Life Sucks
it seems like anytime i will write in this it's because im depressed and/or lonely. i have a sick feeling in my stomach and the reason is the girl i like didnt even call me when she got back two days ago from vacation. i didnt even kmnow she got back until one of my friends that had talked to her had told me. i will be seeing her today though because my friends justina, jennifer, mario, and of course her (tie), and i are going to the mall today, but i dont even know what im going to say. i can almost see whats going to happen anyways like everytime.
and here it is:
shell come and yell Justina! Jennifer! and then give them hugs. then shell give mario one and all ill get is hi steven if that. this girl told me she liked me but sometimes she doesnt act like it.
like one time (same peopel) we were all at a store and then she's like lets go losers, and u too mario, roland, justina, jennifer, and rudy. meaning of course im the loser she meant. why the hell am i always the one that deals with this crap its just not fair. so now i feel anxiety, loneliness, and some excitement cus i could be overanalyzing everything and maybe things will be better then i think. oh yeah and i could end up living either with my aunt here in palmdale or with my grandparents in simi valley all because of my halfbrothers stupid ass mother fucking dad who i hate and despise with a passion. i dont want to move but what can i do everythings out of my hands and i dont even know if itll go through sometimes i think my halfbros dad just says this crap to make my mom woried, tiold u he's a total fuck head.
anyways bye to whoever reads this and im guessin itll be from 0-1 peopl if im lucky to even read this but it does feel good to get my thoughts down on soething even if no one reads it.
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Friday, July 1, 2005

   My First Post...YAY
Yay i've had this for a long ass time and now im actually writing in it. well i guess i will just talk about my day. thisafternoon i talked to my friends justina and mario. we planned to go to the movies, but since justina lives and lancaster and didnt have a ride we planned to go to cinemark 22 instead of the mall which is 3 blocks from my house. so when i get there its just justina and I. we looked and waited like an hour for mario, but he never showed up. so jutina and i bought our tickets and saw war of the worlds. its a pretty awesome movie but that little blonde haired girl needed to die. all she did was scream the entire fucking time. ive never wanted to break someones neck that bad...*cough* but anyways... After the movie we went home and i went on the internet. ere i meat mario and he tells me how he was at the mall theater and how he waited 2 hours for us and that because his mom dropped him off and picked him up for nothing he got in trouble. i know it was just a misunderstanding (and this shows how important cell phones are cus then i could have called him)but i feel really bad. and i know he's extremely pissed (i would be to). i do hope he cools off soon though.
besides tat today was pretty good but now im back to thinking about this girl i really like and how much i miss her (she's been gone for 2 weeks and one more to go). i dont know if she likes me the same way or not or if she thinks of me as her best friend but i feel that way about her.

well thats about all tat is on my mind...and im not to sure who willactually be reqading this because only one person i know hoes to myotaku.com.
oh well bye for now..and dont cry i will be back later
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