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Tuesday, July 12, 2005

   Life Sucks
it seems like anytime i will write in this it's because im depressed and/or lonely. i have a sick feeling in my stomach and the reason is the girl i like didnt even call me when she got back two days ago from vacation. i didnt even kmnow she got back until one of my friends that had talked to her had told me. i will be seeing her today though because my friends justina, jennifer, mario, and of course her (tie), and i are going to the mall today, but i dont even know what im going to say. i can almost see whats going to happen anyways like everytime.
and here it is:
shell come and yell Justina! Jennifer! and then give them hugs. then shell give mario one and all ill get is hi steven if that. this girl told me she liked me but sometimes she doesnt act like it.
like one time (same peopel) we were all at a store and then she's like lets go losers, and u too mario, roland, justina, jennifer, and rudy. meaning of course im the loser she meant. why the hell am i always the one that deals with this crap its just not fair. so now i feel anxiety, loneliness, and some excitement cus i could be overanalyzing everything and maybe things will be better then i think. oh yeah and i could end up living either with my aunt here in palmdale or with my grandparents in simi valley all because of my halfbrothers stupid ass mother fucking dad who i hate and despise with a passion. i dont want to move but what can i do everythings out of my hands and i dont even know if itll go through sometimes i think my halfbros dad just says this crap to make my mom woried, tiold u he's a total fuck head.
anyways bye to whoever reads this and im guessin itll be from 0-1 peopl if im lucky to even read this but it does feel good to get my thoughts down on soething even if no one reads it.
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