Thursday, December 6, 2007

ok so good news ^_^ my mom is extremely slow sometimes and got everything wrong, or either my aunt got it wrong, but pumpkin hasn't gotten death row yet, the jury voted for it, but in fact the judge is the one that gets to say. so the trial to decide that is being help february 14, 2008, so he still has a chance ^_^. i got a skirt today >_< *pukes* i have to wear it to my aunts funeral. my legs are going to freeze! and i have some pictures of ed, and i dunno if i am going to post it, but kakashi too. but i have to write a epic for english and i am gonna do it on FMA, when they try to bring their mother back. and i realize that i reallu LOVE all my friends on here, they are all so awesome! ^_^

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Wednesday, December 5, 2007

"chin up, don't ever let your smile fade..." thats my motto right now, and i've realized that some of my friends are worrying about me, and i really don't want to cause worry. i always get through tough times and will get through this one too. ^_^ i promise.

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UPDATE: I just found out that pumpkin was put on death row and now i can't seem to stop crying. i don't know what to do anymore. this has been the worst possible week of my life. let us go through the series of events: 1. my great uncle died sunday, not so bad, i didnt know the man. 2. my cousin got convicted of 1st degree murder monday and is either going to get death row or life. 3. my aunt died this morning at 7:30. i went through half a day today knowing, i found out right after lunch, and i haven't cried, no one even knew. i mean how are you going to say that in a conversation? "Oh hey yeah i just found out my aunt died" then i would get hounded about WTF arn't you crying? ohh and to top it all off 4. My friend is kinda being suicidal. i know that hes probably wanting attention, but i also know that there is alot of depression mixed into it. i know how he feels, and i don't see him hardly, so i couldn't have really stopped him, but just to know that he is doing it pisses me off (meaning i'm mad at myself) so yeah... have a WONDERFUL day! ^_^ (cough)

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Tuesday, December 4, 2007

Wolverine Chibi Hosted By theOtaku.com. Head Dancing Hosted By theOtaku.com.

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so yeah, i guess on a happier note, i got the first and second dvd of fullmetal alchemist(sp?) with episodes 1-8 on it. it makes me so happy! and i going to post a request picture i did for Dragosteia within the hour. which makes me happy. but about my cousin, we still don't know if hes going to death row, or get a life sentence. He told my family that he didn't want life, he wanted death because he refuses to spend the rest of his life in jail for something he didn't do >_<. i guess theres really nothing i can do... but anyways i got most of my college stuff in today so i feel extremely relieved. but yeah i guess that is all.

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Monday, December 3, 2007

The "wrong" point of view? my cousin, james turner, was found guitly today, murder in the 1st degree. My family, dispised. why? because a group of people want to blame one of our family members of something so horrible as to actually murder someone. Is my point of view the "wrong" view, then? because one group of people find him guitly, he is there for guitly? They sentence him tomorrow to either life or death. death... my family already recieving death threats. is this dramatic? i never, ever thought when i woke up this morning that something so terrible as this would hit me. yes i've known for almost 2 years now that hes been on trial, but today they finally sentenced him. the guy that has always been so incredibly sweet to me, might be sentenced to death tomorrow. theres so much incriminating evidence, so many things like "the death woman's child hovering the corner covered in blood" and yeah, so maybe i have the "wrong" point of view, but i know he didn't do it. i know the real story, but why would anyone believe me? people would rather believe he committed the horrible murder simply because who else is there to blame? my mind is so cluttered right now, i don't want pumpkin to get death row, but i know he will. i don't believe in death row, but what are my beliefs? if you wonna read it click here

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Sunday, December 2, 2007

today has been busy, kinda like yesterday, buts all good. i am trying to write my "Statement of purpose" for college, and i know i should be writing it right now instead of this but yeah i figured it wouldn't hurt to write a little. and yeah thats what i just did.

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Saturday, December 1, 2007

so yeah, my new "label" is a hillbilly ^_^ so yeah today was fricking awesome. well first we had a cram session for AP at. 9:30am - 2pm. it was pretty fun actually. alot of stuff happened, like for instance this girl that i HATE started petting her hair in the parking lot so me and amanda started saying "My Precious" like the dude from lord of the rings. it was pretty funny. then we went to my house where we played Raymen Raving Rabbids, and it was really fun, i guess its b/c me and amanda seem to make everything fun. there was a christmas parade in my town, so we went to see my nephew who is in the cub scouts. it was awesome. we saw this dude that kinda looked like a neo nazi, but to me he was frickin awesome looking. like he had a green army jacket kind of tihng with a anarchy thing on the back, and plaid like pants, blonde nappy hair with dark roots. he just looked awesome >_< anyways in the parade there were some shriners dressed up as hillbillies so this is my plan: 1. grow a beard. 2. join the shriners club. 3. learn to square dance. 4. become a hillbilly. 5. take over the world! so its a good plan don't you think? pretty sound to me. WORLD DOMINATION!!!! ok i'm over it. so later we went to la fagatas and on the menu was pollo loco, so for some reason we cracked up and scared the waitress dude away. but b4 that he started laughing at us, which made us laugh even more and my parents were kinda like "omg why am i sitting with them?" we really couldn't stop laughing every time we said crazy chicken. oh and we went to lows and rang the door bells *shrugs* and played with barbie lamps. later when i was driving amanda home i called my boyfriend, greg, and his friend answered. so yeah let me say some things first about his friend. I am OBSESSED with the lead singer of coheed and cambria's hair, i think its like gods greatest gift to man kind, it makes me so happy. well greg's friend's name is Thorr. Thorr has hair like the coheed and cambria's dude. i've never met thorr, but like me and amanda have been like talking about thorr about, is that strange? anyways thorr answers and was like "well this isn't greg, i'm just using his phone." and i'm like "oh ok.... wait who is this?" and like i've talked to thorr online before but not on the phone. and well yeah he says its thorr, and like i am about to freak out, and i look at amanda and whisper that its thorr and of course she freaks out and yells WHAT?! or something like that. so yeah now thorr is thinking we are stalkers, and i'm triyng to shut amanda up and hes saying "well i'm kinda at work now..." so of course i'm like "oh yeah! sorry, bye!" i felt like a dork, but the first thing amanda asked was "did he sound like a girl?!" and HE DID!!!! which was awesome, so thats all we talked about on the way home was thorr, coheed and cambria wearing a viking helment, and vinnie the mobster. (vinnie being another of greg's friends) Quote of the day: THORR: GOD OF THUNDER! sorry this post is long.

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Friday, November 30, 2007

song: Well Enough Alone - Chevelle you can always tell what kinda of mood i'm in by the music i am listening to. i really like chevelle. i am so jealous of my sister, she got to hug all the band members and got them to autograph the cd. >_< but yeah, i like chevelle, they spell out my mood best.

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so im in class, and i was looking at the college i want to go to, and some of the animations of the students. i don't think i've ever been this excited to go to school before. this school looks so awesome!!! ^_^ so here, you should go check out the animation >> Animation. Just click the tab where it says video.

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