Birthday • 1990-04-19 Gender •
Female Location • Neverwhere Member Since • 2007-08-04 Real Name • Twinkle Toes Fantastic
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the dude that had the seizure, he is ok and at home.
i was just reading about a few things, because i'm a nerd i guess. First thing i red about was the lizard man in my very own state. and yeah you should go check that out b/c its interesting. The lizard man is supposedly 7ft tall with green scaly skin and red glowy eyes spotted mostly around the swamps in Bishopville, SC.
i was also reading about Matthew Shepard and how he was killed for his sexuality. i think its heart breaking that other guys could be so unsure about their own sexuality to drive them to killing a guy for being gay, a guy who never did anytihng to them.
but here is a thing i found. you can go check out his story too.
THE ULTIMATE SILENCE
October 12, 1998
Listen to the mustn'ts, child. Listen to the don'ts. Listen to the shouldn'ts, The impossibles, the won'ts. Listen to the never haves, Then listen close to me ... Anything can happen, child. Anything can be.
~ Shel Silverstein
Six years ago Matthew Shepard was murdered for being homosexual.
so some things happened in school today that scared the shit out of me.
i was sitting in economics, on my laptop looking at some stocks for a game we are playing, and all of a sudden someone like calls out one of my classmates name: Daniel. I look over at him and he is having a seizure, and i've never seen someone have one before. He was still sitting in his desk, and mouth was open, his eyes were kinda, i can't say rolled up, but they were weird, and hes shaking and jerking. it scared me so bad, i immediately felt weak and i was shaky. everyone is looking at him while some of the others go for help, but i couldn't look at him, when i did glance back he was on the floor and his legs were jerking with some people all around him. i will never in my life make fun of seizures again, and i never want to see soemthing like that again.
I'm dead tired. x_x I got home at almost 11 last night, I was helping my mom with some work, and I couldn't get to sleep at all. About 2 or 3 in the morning some stuff happened between me and my boyfriend, which things are ok now, I guess. I just was really tired and felt sick. Anyway, I didn't get to sleep until 4, and I got up at 8 for school. I'm at school now and really don't want to be here, but I don't want to miss anything, and I need to be careful of my days.
I had fun, though, yesterday, my cousin Melanie went with me to help my mom, and yeah, we joked around the whole time. I don't like driving anymore since my little accident in my car last week, so when Melanie is around, I simply let her drive, which makes me happy, except I freak out b/c I always think she is going to wreck my car. >.< HER ASS WOULD BE MINE IF SHE DID! *fire in eyes* XD
so when theOtaku's new VV launches they are adding in a FanFiction site. which is all gravy, but they are censoring it, and only allowing PG 13 work. i won't be able to post my work and it also upsets me too, but even the younger generation on here (i'm 17). its like they are acting as parents and honestly, i think its stupid b/c i've been buying and reading those "adult-themed" ROMANCES since i was 12, and no one stopped, and now i cant even post my own story here b/c its inappropriate for the younger peeps on here.
ok enough rambling.
UPDATE:
this song makes me happy too so i am posting it, you should really read the lyrics, toward the end it talks about how this guy was butt raped in jail lol.
Date Rape by Sublime
Let me tell you about a girl I know,
had a drink about a hour ago.
Sitting in a corner by herself, in a bar in downtown Hell.
She heard a noise and she looked through the door.
And saw a man she'd never seen before.
Light skin, light blue eyes, a double-chin and a plastic smile.
Well, her heart raced as he walked in the door
And took an empty seat next to her at the bar.
"My brand new car is parked right outside. How'd ya like to go for a ride?"
And she said."Wait a minute I have to think."
He said, "That's fine. May I please buy you a drink"
One drink turned into 3 or 4 and they left and got into his car
and they drove away someplace real far.
Now babe the time has come.
How'd ya like to have a little fun?
And she said."If we could only please be on our way, I will not run."
That's when things got out of control.
She didn't want to, he had his way.
She said, "Let's Go"
He said, "No Way!"
Come on babe it's your lucky day.
Shut your mouth, were gonna do it my way.
Come on baby don't be afraid,
if it wasn't for date rape I'd never get laid.
He finished up and he started the car
He turned around and drove back to the bar.
He said."Now baby don't be sad, in my opinion you weren't half-bad."
She picked up a rock.,threw it at the car, hit him in the head, now he's got a big scar.
Come on party people won't you listen to me.
Date Rape Stylee.
The next day she went to her drawer, look up her local attorney at law,
went to the phone and filed the police report and then she took the guy's ass to court.
Well, the day he stood in front of the judge he screamed, "She lies that little slut!"
The judge knew that he was full of shit and he gave him 25 years
And now his heart is filled with cheers.
One night in jail it was getting late.
He was butt-raped by a large inmate, and he screamed.
But the guards paid no attention to his cries.
That's when things got out of control.
The moral of the date rape story, it does not pay to be drunk and horny.
But that's the way it had to be.
They locked him up and threw away the key.
Well, I can't take pity on men of his kind,
even though he now takes it in the behind.
But that's the way it had to be.
They locked him up and threw away the key.
Well, I can't take pity on men of his kind,
even though he now takes it in the behind.
DATE RAPE!
An old man gave me a tip he said
"Don't waste your time with politics" he said
"Just chase skirts instead"
"Life is too short, and you're almost dead" he said
"I met a woman once, I gave her my best shot"
"But never did I talk and talk and talk"
"If I had her back, I'd be as real as my age"
"I so don't blame them, I wouldn't do the same"
"But I can blame them, I'd sing her this"
And you want to be dressed in poetry
But imagery doesn't fit
And you want resizing
But darling dear get a grip
And I think what I just wrote is going over my head
I'm stealing lines from myself
And what I said was never said
It's just a lyrical lie
Made up in my mind
And you want to be dressed in poetry
But imagery doesn't fit
And you want resizing
But darling dear get a grip
You're moving but not aware
You're drowsy without a care
Except keeping your whites behind your lids
And your lids are your best canvas
I can only imagine what you're painting, what you're painting
And your body on my mattress is proof
And your makeup on my pillow is proof
But do you think I am telling you the truth
It's just a lyrical lie
Made up in my mind
And you want to be dressed in poetry
But imagery doesn't fit
And you want resizing
But darling dear get a grip
And you want to be dressed in poetry
But imagery doesn't fit
And you want resizing
But darling dear get a grip
so yesterday was the absolute WORST day of my life. i shouldn't have went, i didn't even want to anyways, i just wanted to hang out with my friend amanda, and no this is not the same amanda as UniqueSideEffect. She wanted to go meet this guy, well he wouldn't answer her calls, and she finally got in touch with him at 12, lunch, but he said he wouldn't get off work until 4. i was in a bad part of columbia, and i kept getting lost, well anyways at 4, no sign or word from him, and at 4:30 i left, i didn't care if amanda wanted to stay or not, but then HE finally called. and he said he'd be there in 10.... 45 freakin minutes later, no sign, its now like 5:45, and i start heading back, i was completely lost, and the sun was in my eyes, and i was scared and had no idea where i was going. i was turning, and with the sun in my eyes, i didn't notice the car in front of me had stopped until it was too late >.< yep, you guessed it, i hit the car. everyone was raelly nice, but its still on my insurence, and right now i am mad at my friend and the guy, though i know its my fault, i should have told her no the first time and just left, but i didn't. its always nice to blame someone else.
so pretty much now my insurence is going to go up, my parents are already paying over 1500 bucks for insurence, and with my speeding ticket its not helping. plus my car is TRASHED. she had her feet on the windsheild. toe prints everywhere, candy from her daughter everywhere, pieces of hamburger everywhere, and even a dirty diaper that i got out earlier >.<
I AM PISSED.
but other than that, today me and some friends were talking about Naruto in my class, and my teacher goes "you guys sound like such losers.."
and i gasp and ask her if shes ever even watched naruto. and shes says "oh, i freakin love it, but i don't go around talking about it."
we then decided she would make a perfect lady tsunadea. ^__^
