Monday, February 4, 2008

ok so alot of stuff has happened, and well the lesson that can be learnt is "everything always come back and bites you in the ass". some people on here would be good to take that advice. Games are for children, which is pretty pathetic since the preson i am talking about is OLDER than me T_T. i hate to say this, but i told you so, amanda! ^___^ lol sorry i couldn't resist. but yeah i went to school today scared shitless, and now i am so happy b/c i have my friends back, who actually BELIEVE me now. they weren't gone, but now everything is right again, and there are no lies, and me pretending to like someone, who is "a piece of shit to me". but for the most part, i'm still happy in love with my boyfriend, that hasn't changed. i found out like the other day his brother is taking him to coasta rico (sp?) for the summer, i am happy for him b/c he loves it there, surfing and all, hes lived there for a year, the year b4 i started dating him. and yeah hope everyone is great. and sorry my sites still under contrustion, i'm lazy.

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Sunday, February 3, 2008

ok so a good bit has happened today. my mom decided to take me and my friends, melanie, and amanda to see a movie O_O my mom is cool, but she never goes and sees movies, i think the last movie i saw with her was either the first rugrats or all the pretty horses, i think it was all the pretty horses, we went with my dad that time. but point is, we went and saw meet the spartans, and my mom, and melanie hated it, while me and amanda laughed our asses off. then we went to the mall and walden books and THEY HAD YAOI BOOKS EVERYWHERE!!! O_O. i got one called Manic Love, its pretty much a one shot book. and i also got issues 11 and 12 of black cat, yay! and i kinda found a prom dress i liked, but still looking around town and stuff. alot has happened with my friends this weekend, and i feel so bad for them, i wish i could do soemthing to help, but i feat that if i give advice, they will make the wrong dicision and regret it. so i just try to be there, you know? its all you can do... but yeah, hope everyone is doing ok ^__^

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Saturday, February 2, 2008

ok as you can probably tell, my site is a little under construction and will probably stay that way for a few days >_< ok so a few things happened today, i got 2nd place in a website developement contest, i was nervous as crap and my partner froze up >_<. but after that, i went to columbia (reall big town, with lots of stores for those who dont live here), thats where the closet book store is, and i got Black Cat manga 9, i already had 10, don't ask why >_<. and i got a Naruto game for my wii, yay! but yeah thats about it, i am gonna go read now.

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Friday, February 1, 2008

so i'm at my moms office and I GOT FAST INTERNET! O_O but anyways i am skipping school today, and i've downloaded so many songs in 5 minutes O_O. anyways those who know my friend on here Token Black Guy, well his name broked and he got a new one: Token-kun. so go add him again. anyways random lyric day! Cancer by Sick Puppies Tell me all your plans and I'll laugh back in your face Preach me your religion if you're dumb enough to pray I tried to make a change to get a better way to make a little more money I tried to get away to see if I could stay and look what I became, honey [Chorus] What is it I'm after Searching for disaster Watching my whole life flash in front of my eyes We've been given answers Still we're walking cancers Dressed up as a life Get all your news from a corporate company Trade in your opinon for a gallon of gasoline Go! I tried to get away to see if I could stay And look what I became, honey [Chorus] What is it I'm after Searching for disaster Watching my whole life flash in front of my eyes We've been given answers Still we're walking cancers Dressed up as a life Dressed up as a life Dressed up as a life This life is a waste of life This life... Is a fucking lie! [Chorus] What is it I'm after Searching for disaster Watching my whole life flash in front of my eyes We've been given answers Still we're walking cancers Dressed up as a life Dressed up as a life Dressed up as a life Dressed up as...

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Thursday, January 31, 2008

so i'm starting a series of drawings called "What if". i've already got one drawing up but since myo is stupid in the mornings and won't let me go to it or even comment until around 9 >_< i can't post it yet. But the what if series is like taking characters from different stories, just alot of then, and putting them in different positions. like i have Train, from black cat, as a Pirate. "What if Train was a pirate?" anyways i'll post a link to the image here later, so those that are too lazy to go to it, can just click ^__^ UPDATE: What If Hosted By theOtaku.com.

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Tuesday, January 29, 2008

ok so not much to say again. i talked to my boyfriend this morning, and i am really worried about him, i tried to stop him from doing something really stupid with his bike. but he told me that doing stupid shit was who he was and who he'll always be. he said you could get hurt doing anything, why not have some fun? and i pointed out how i was the complete opposite and he said that even he needs a balance and that i'm that balance. so in stead of talking him out of it, i simply told to be careful. b/c him doing that stuff is one of the reasons i love him. he said he'd rather die with a smile than sitting in a room looking out the window. anyways i cooked supper today! ^__^ i did really good, i cooked chili and some carrot things.

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Monday, January 28, 2008

yay ok, so time for a real post ^__^ so i still don't really have anything to say, but i guess i will talk about senior week. me, UniqueSideEffect, Token Black Guy, and some other people. It was kind of annoying because i had to book the room and get all the finanical situation straight. but its all good now. A looked up 2 rooms that has 2 bed rooms, OFF THE BEACH, and it was like 890 bucks and thats only for 4 nights!! O_O but i started thinking, a beach house would be better, so theres a friend of the family kinda, and she has a beach house and i can get it for 350, THE ENTIRE WEEK. *dances* and so yeah i'm pretty happy about that. everything has been figured out. and well yeah... hows everyone else?

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Sunday, January 27, 2008

RANDOM LYRIC DAY!!! WOO! .. ok yeah i don't know what else to say. don't ask, i don't know what genre this song is even considered but it makes me really happy. That Was A Crazy Game Of Poker by Of A Revolution (O.A.R.) Ohh myyyy 20 throw down in my fist of rage and the man to my left has folded down well johnny doubled up with a royal flush I had three jacks and a pair of nines my mind is turning - just two shots more there's not much left to play well then dude walks in black hat on top What a mop, I'm lucky It wasn't a county cop cause I'm just runnin out of time Who's up for game two what to do my wallet's gettin thin and I just lost my watch last night well I gotta problem just one answer gotta throw it all down and kiss it goodbye Yeah! That was a crazy game of poker (That was a crazy game of poker) I lost it all (I lost it all) but someday I'll be back again And I, never to fold. (never to fold) Who's up for game three I can barely see the bourbon drowning next to me And I just lost it all well there's a man sittin next to me Red, with smiling eyes It's funny I don't have no money tonight yeaaaaaaaahhhhhhh That was a crazy game of poker (That was a crazy game of poker) I lost it all (I lost it all) but someday I'll be back again And I, never to fold. (never to fold) Bop bop bop... I say now skittleedat dat, Well how bout that? I'm coming out the front never coming out the back And I walked into the bar yesterday Cause I had something to do, something to say And Johnny walked in right behind me and I didn't turn around Til I heard the sound of his feet falling on the ground I looked over my shoulder and I saw a clown And I said what'cha doin' in the bar tonight. So I said Johnny whatcha doing tonight? He looked at me with a face full of fright And I said, how bout a revolution? And he said right. I say of, you say a I say revolution, and you say jah I say of, you say a I say revolution, and you say jah jah jah Jahova! And I said, what'cha looking at? He hit me across the face with a bat I grabbed my .45 and I said let's get out and go So he opened the door and said do what you're here for I said I'm wandering round the road four to four And I said I been walking for about a thousand years. And my feet are growing tired My eyes a little wired Don't know what to do unless I retire And he just said let's play some crazy poker So I said Johnny whatcha doing tonight? He looked at me with a face full of fright And I said, how bout a revolution? And he said right. I say of, you say a I say revolution, and you say die I say of, you say a I say revolution, and you say die dah dah Day day oh! I said that, was the craziest game of poker that I ever saw I said that, was the craziest game of poker that I ever saw But I'm not gonna quit and I'm not gonna stop Don't give a shit cause I got the drop Johnny just got two eyes just like mine And I'm feeling kinda funky, kinda fine And I drank a bottle of whiskey, 'fore I came Came to the bar to see what's the same I saw my man named Johnny sittin' across the table from me And to my left was a man, he had no chin Didn't really think about starting to sin The man to my right wasn't feeling kinda nice He looked kinda mad and I felt bad Beacuse I took his money last night it's kinda funny But now I'm just struggling-- I need a honey-bunny. I don't know what to say anymore So I'm just gonna go out, anywho... So I said Johnny whatcha doing tonight? He looked at me with a face full of fright And I said, how bout a revolution? And he said right. I say of, you say a I say revolution, and you say jah I say of, you say a I say revolution, and you say jah I say of, you say a I say revolution, and you say jah I say of, you say a I say revolution, and you say jah jah jah jahova javhova, is watching over me... Day day oh!

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Saturday, January 26, 2008

I adopted a Naruto chibi! ^.^ Name: Kiba Inuzuka Owner: Ima Loser Baby Click here to adopt your own Naruto chibi! I adopted a Naruto chibi! ^.^ Name: Hinata Hyuuga Owner: Ima Loser Baby Click here to adopt your own Naruto chibi!

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Thursday, January 24, 2008

Why do I love my boyfriend so much? Well this is what i have ^___^ : a boy who calls at 3am just to say hi a boy who isnt afraid to show up at my house and steal me a boy who tries to earn the respect from my parents that he deserves a boy who worries about my bad habits and managed to change me for the better a boy who doesnt feel the need to impress me or show off in front of his friends a boy who isnt afraid to make a scene in public with me just for laughs a boy who is as spontanious as i am and isnt afraid to make a fool of himself a boy with the most amazing smile i've ever seen a boy who is willing to both learn from me and help me to learn from him a boy who will cuddle me to death a boy who understands my weird sense of humor and doesnt confuse it with insanity a boy who doesnt expect me to be perfect or to always look my best but thinks I am perfect because of it and loves me even when i look like pure shit....which is a lot of the time a boy who will cry with me and cry for me and forgives me no matter how badly i fuck up which i do entirely too much and never fails to make me smile afterwards a boy who realizes that i dont break easily a boy who will hold my hand when i get a new tattoo or piercing and lets me hold his a boy who wont mind when i hide behind him during scary movies and wont get embarrassed if i squeal a bit in the movie theater a boy who isnt afraid to do rash things in public places a boy who can keep up with me and my crazy atttitude a boy who brings me to new places a boy who surprises me when im least expecting it a boy who doesn't mind holding my hand while he is driving and will drive my car when i get scared at night because of my terrible night vision a boy that can cook amazing food for me a boy that will tickle me when i get sad a boy who will play his guitar for me because he knows how happy it makes me a boy i can talk to all day without getting bored a boy that makes me feel like the most special girl in the world a boy that knows that HE'S ALL I NEED.

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