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Porcelain like an infant's eyes
Glowing like a face on fire
Singing this lullaby
Painting a fatal goodbye
And we're bleeding colors of grey
Hear the screaming fade away
Burn these stains away
No memory, No memory of this
This pain these stains portray,
A memory, A memory from this
A canvas, your to beautify
Painting a peaceful goodbye
And we're bleeding colors of grey
Hear the screaming fade away
Burn these stains away
No memory, No memory of this
This pain these stains portray,
A memory, A memory of this
You'll hear the screaming fade away
White in place of black
I pray
Burn these stains away
No memory, No memory of this
This pain these stains portray,
A memory, A memory of this
Burnt Memories - Stutterfly - the past few days i've had memories dredged up from the past. Memories that should have stayed buried. Not only memories but thoughts in general, and i've realized things about some of my friends, which make me incredibly sad. I hate knowing things that could possibly destroy your friends feelings, yet if you leave it alone, it destroys your own mind b/c your continuously thinking about it. I've realized how shallow my friendship is to some people, and i guess i try too hard? i expect to receive as much as i give? i dunno, i guess i have no confidence in myself, and to make people like me i try too hard to gain their affection? then when i don't get it all back in return, i feel let down? i miss greg, beyond belief, its so hard not being able to talk to him everyday or to be there with him. i just feel blah. I'm also getting tired of myotaku. i am kinda just getting tired of the internet period.
on a happier note, i posted a new picture, dunno when it'll show up though. i am kinda tired of writing my story >_< i think i may take a break, i am sorry to all who read it, but i appreciate it much! i am just in a slump. *sigh*
christmas will be great, i know it, i love getting free stuff ^-^ but i hate the christmas crowd, and i kinda hate it when my family members get together.
sorry about the depressing post.
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