Saturday, June 12, 2004

*blinks*
Mood:Default?
Music-Love and Honesty-BoA

Thinking of changing my layout... Like Dyne, I'm also tired of mine, even though I haven't had it for long.

Slept over at Skye's last night, and Janina was there too. Janina didn't keep us up until 2 am this time (Rachel couldn't make it) We watched School of Rock and then talked until midnight...

I was thinking about Maxine/Victoria not being here next year, and I wrote some semi depressing poetry... I'll type it just for the hell of it. Although why some of it is about love, I'll never know.

Frozen in time
These moments I hold dear
Something slips down my face
I think it's a tear
I've locked this moment
Deep within my heart
So I can be with you forever
And again we'll never start
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Deep inside lost within
The darkness of my soul
I can't chase away
This consistant nagging pull
Dragging all your lies
Across the sadness of this realm
Creeping up on me
Is the ship of death's helm
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Diving into spirals of confusion
Overwhelming stress on my head
Striving to understand the purpose of it all
Insanity turns my vision red
Eating at my insides slowly and constantly
Screaming to understand this inner fight
Forever raging within my soul
As I disappear into this endless night
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A thousand words are not enough
A thousand smiles not worth a tear
Especially if it's to see your face
That's my only fear
Yearning to look into your eyes
Your sweet voice to once again hear
I can't let myself give in now
That's my only fear
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Yeah, that's pretty much it... Depressingish I know, but *shrugs* And now for surveyness, all stolen from Dyne ^_^

Basics
Name:: Rose or Rosy...
Age:: 13
Height:: 5'5 or 5'6...
Hair Color:: Dark Brown.
Eye Color:: Dark Brown.

School Life
What's your school's mascot?: Panther (I still say the Lost Carrots stole our mascot..)
School color(s)?: Black and white, which is actually pretty cool.
G.P.A.?: Not sure yet...
Who is your favorite teacher?: Ms. Gold... Even if people say she didn't teach us as much, she was still fun.
What do they teach?: Language Arts/Social Studies.
Is this your favorite class?: No... My favorite class is lunch. :)

Internet
Do you use any instant messengers?: Duh
If so, which ones?: AIM, MSN, and occasionally YIM
About how many hours a day do you spend online?: ...16 or so?
Do you have a digital camera?: My dad does...
If so, do you post pictures of yourself online?: No

Music
Do you play any instruments?: I used to.
If so, what one(s)?: I used to play the violin in 3rd grade. I quit after 3 weeks...
3 Favorite Genres Of Music:: Mostly Rockish...I'll listen to almost anything that has a guitar, a drum, and a guy screaming into a microphone...
3 Favorite Bands:: Mmm... Good Charlotte, Blink 182, and New Found Glory...
Do you go to concerts and/or shows?: I almost did... But it got cancelled :'(
What is the most you've ever spent on a concert/show?: My dad spent about $80 on the tickets... But returned 'em.
What is the least you've ever spent?: $0?
Do you think buying merch at a concert then wearing it there is corny?: *blinks*
Do you listen to any bands that you'd be ashamed to admit to listening to?: No. Fuck what other people think about my music.
Did you notice the grammatical error in question 29?: No...

Word Association
Blue:: Ocean.
Camera:: Stupid pictures
Boy:: Die.
Pretty:: BoA
Pants:: Baggy?
Music:: Calming
God:: I dunno...
Sweater:: Don't wear sweaters.
Live Journal:: Confessions
MTV:: Die.

Labels:
Do you think labels are dumb?: Yeah, but sometimes it's kinda hard to describe people without 'em.
Why or why not?: How else would you describe Louisa and them other than "The sluts"?
What do people label you as?: Goth, Punk... I think poser by some people.
How/Why did you get this label?: Because I wear black all the time... That doesn't make me punk/goth.

Which Is Worse?
Physical Pain/Emotional Pain?: Emotional.
Blink-182/Good Charlotte?: I love 'em both...
Being Deaf/Being Blind?: Deaf.
Being Bored/Rushing around because you have too much to do?: Boredom.
Losing your dominant leg/Losing your dominant arm?: Leg... I couldn't type/play video games without my arms.

Love
Do you believe theres a difference between "love" and "in love"?: I dunno.
Is it better to have loved and lossed than to have never loved at all?: Yeah... At least you had the expierence.
Are you romantic?: Not really...
Are you in a relationship now?: ...No.
If so, for how long?: ...Didn't I just say no?
If not, how long have you been single?: All my life...
What song describes your love life right now?: Uhh... ICP-Homiez... Nothing to do with love, but part of the song says "If you don't like me you can fuck off" and that describes me...

Ranomosity
War - Good or Bad?: They say violence doesn't solve problems, and yet they teach us that war solved all of America's problems... Until now. I don't remember where I heard that, I just remember it.
What do you think of designer labels?: I prefer big black baggy shirts with cool pics/sayings on them.
Who's skankier - Britney Spears or Paris Hilton?: They should both stop being skanks and just date each other...
What is it with guys and cars?: Can we say obsessive?
Do you sing?: Of course.
If so, what part (Soprano 1,Alto 2, et cetera)?: ...Wha?
Kiss or hug?: Both, I guess...
What color is your room?: White x.x
How old is your mom?: No idea.
Black and white or color photos?: Color... Brings the picture to life.
Who cuts your hair?: I cut it myself...
What color is your toothbrush?: Orange.
What color is your hair brush?: The color of wood?
What kind of hair products do you use?: Shampoo/Conditioner
Is K-Mart just the poor man's Wal-Mart?: Isn't Wal-Mart cheaper than K-Mart? I don't go to either of 'em.
Are you sexy?: Define sexy?
What color to people tells you looks nice on you?: My friend said red, once...
What color do you think looks nice on you?: Black.
Clothes shopping or grocery shopping?: Clothes shopping... A chance to spend more of my dads money.
Who do you sit with at lunch? ...What kinda stupid question is that?
Do you like the sound of your own voice when you hear it played back?: Not really... Some of my friends say I have a cute voice though.
Who has the nicest speaking voice that you know?: I really like my friend Erica's voice... I think she hates her voice though.
What is the website for one of your favorite bands?: www.newfoundglory.com Only because it's an easy place to look at the video for It's All Downhill From Here.
Do you prefer to date people younger, older, or the same age as you?: How the hell should I know/care?
Do you listen to songs on repeat often?: Yeah.
Who was the last person you hung out with?: Skye/Janina
What did you and that person do?: Talked/Video Games...
Do you use internet shorthand (i.e. "lol", "brb", "jk", et cetera)?: Yeah...
Are you a people-pleaser?: Fuck what people think of me...
Do you dye your hair regularly?: No, but I think I'm going to dye it bright orange over the summer, kinda like BoA's in the Amazing Kiss video.
What about your eyebrows?: Who dyes their eyebrows??
Do you wear makeup?: No.
If you answered "yes", to #96, are you female?: What if I answered no to question 96 but am a girl anyway?
Do you buy CDs edited or unedited?: This meaning...
Can you beatbox?: o.O
Does your mom like the song "Hey Ya" by OutKast?: This is the most retarded question I've ever seen.

More later, my computers stupid.
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