Friday, January 14, 2005

My head hurts...
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Yum!
Yum!! I have my 3 babies with me (Max,Mia,Maddie...the MMM) Max of course on my lap becuase hes my fluffly ball of wonder. ^_^
AND HAHAHA. i just won, lol (dont ask, just assume i know everything)
and lets see, no ones home, my dad is usually home by now and my brother prolly went to my moms house because hes a dumbass...at which i stole 1 dollor from...and saw scented condoms, NOT a purdy site if u ask me. plus, its not lyk hes gunna get ne thing ne time soon. Umm...Mrs good is stupid, lyk 50 ppl raised their hand to say the prepositions in front of the class just to take up time so we didnt do ne thing but that today, she didnt even catch on on how many ppl messed up on obivious words..i also slept in Math class because Mr Coke is stupid, hes old too. i dont feel guilty about taking advantage of him either because hes goes to fast on correcting shit and hes only a sub. yay subs. Niki is saying im weird right now. shes saying something about me being lyk 2+2 and my finding the answer of 5. thats possible!
somehow..

Bologna song *my bologna has a first name..* u all know it!! (who sings it by the way?

Still lovin them spaceships,
Kate
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Thursday, January 13, 2005

Die
Yayness. I dyed my hair, it looks blackish purplish right now. which doesnt look bad, lol but its gunna be dark brown again, my hair is medium brown now, and i lyk it dark, hehe. Niki is over, she helped me dye it. So yep, she got some on her white shirt, oops, lol...she wanted to help! then were gunna listen to music and do homework lyk nice little girls. my brother has 200 sum dollors but he only had 1 dollor bill so i wont got to steal one dollor, lol, but we got 3 packs of gum off of it...those lyk packs with only 6 or so peices. i got 2 winterfresh because they didnt have the good kind and niki got spirement or something. so now, we got lollipops (heart shapped, yay) gum, and if Chris comes to the mall..A tic tack because he said hed give us one, altho i think i deserve 2 lil tic tacks because i lovers him more ^_~ My ears tickle me, hehe. i dont wanna scrach it because ill get my hands all icky...dye is still in it. humph.
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   Today was back to school, blah. nothing happened, big susprise? nope. Yesterday i ate, ONLY BECAUSE MY MOM MADE ME!!! i had cereal and cheez-its, so i didnt eat that much, oh well. today i ate ^_^ yummy smoothie. I also saw oceans 12 last night and it was weird, not as good as the first and saturday, if my dad is outta the hospital were gunna go see white noise
Today niki is comming over. and imma steal lyk 3 dollors from my brother to get lollipops and gum. So that means were going to rite aid today, gotta love rite aid, they have everything you'll ever need. altho i dont think they have the yummy smoothies so i guess not. Not much more to say
Music: Lover i dont have to love by Bright Eyes
And all of the Razorblade Romance cd by HIM
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Wednesday, January 12, 2005

Icers day!
Yayness..no school. I asked my mom if i could skip today or tomorrow and she said no..but guess what we got? Ice Day! lol. Goodrich is so retarded. We NEVER get snowdays yet we get frickin ice days and to me..(but what do i know) The roads look normal. Damn Mrs.Hart. I never did lyk her for some reason, shes..weird, lol maybe we wont have school tomorrow. Today im rocking out on my music,and today imma post music! *smiles at Chris* im not THAT lazy, not lazy enuff to not get a hair cut ^_~ and today im going to see a movie..my mom wants to see Oceans 12, so i guess imma go see that, but i changed back into my pjs once i learned we hadnt any school today. So i finished 2 books in 2 hours and im gunna read the play version of Romeo and Juilet then im going to the story version of Romeo and Juilet then Hamlet. So, lets see how that works out, shall we? Ill prolly post later seeing as today has only begun. So i will compose a poem today! I wrote lance a poem because i found a poem for ashley so yep...ill post them just cause i know u all love my (not) talent. ^_^

One i didnt write for ashley...

(Lance calls Ashley a Siren because he thinks she has a beautiful even tho for the first months he couldnt tell me and ashleys voices apart on the fone...guess that means i have a purdy voice too?! lol)

Siren

Have you ever heard
the sirens sing
in the evening when the moon shines
brightly upon the ocean?


Last night, you see
I witnessed a fair maiden
being swallowed up by the waves
and in the blink of an eye
she stood above the gentle white foam of the sea
floating, it seemed
towards a small island


and then
she began to sang
I was enchanted by it
frozen to the spot
Oh, how I wished to run to the sea
let the waves take me to her


Forever I would listen
to her beautiful voice


What happened after, I don't recall
in the morning I woke up
lying on the beach, barely out of the reach of waves
She was gone but for a lock of black hair
I held in my hand


Yet I don't know
was I dreaming?



~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~
One i wrote for lance because hes always talking about battle and his empirer or whatever. Hes gunna put it on the fridge because im his daughter and mothers and fathers do that ^_^ lol

The Last History


As the warriors take position,
The knights of their empire made a deal.
Horns blared, while the land is slowly covered by shadows.
Horses turn wild, like a flower starts to grow.
Blades shine with beauty,
Like the heavens lamp, the sun.


Voices start to get the crowd of each empire,
While the stars wait to sprinkle the fire.
One step is led by the leader,
One move is abided by the others.
Lions begin to growl,
As they commit their foul.
No matter how hard it takes,
They will never forget the hates.


The night’s silence starts to call,
While the Knights of castles starts to fall.
To live is to die,
To fight is their life.


Heroes were born and conquered the land,
Foe of history had eaten the sand.
The blade shines, still in beauty,
Beauty shed by blood deity.


~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~

And this is another poem i wrote and was proud about, i have taken a liking to it altho nothing really makes it that special


Determination


I watched a little bug today,
It climbed a wall, and fell away,
It struggled to its feet, with a sway,
And climbed the wall that very day.


I thought to myself, why oh why?
A bug would work so hard and try,
In a single year, it’ll too die,
Its final trip, a last goodbye.


The wall confinement, blocking its dream,
An evil enmity, a whole different scheme,
All alone, abandoned by its team,
It takes determination, to fight it seems.


For the bug would stroll and stroll,
Climbing walls and sticking poles,
It would destroy its body and its soul,
To reach its destination its only goal.

~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~
So yes, there u go, the not Talent Of Kate! yay me. and time for music since i "promised" that


in the last 30 minutes:
Senses Fail-Buried a lie
My chemical Romance- im not okay (i promise)
Breaking Benjamin- Sooner or Later
Bright Eyes-Waste of Paint, bowl of oranges, lover i dont have to love, track 4, ..okay okay..shut up, i need to learn the names, lol, but i did listen to the whole CD this morning, so i was happy, and ill learn it later when im awake and put the CORRECT names on my ipod. Then you all can clap for me because its encouraging ^_^

Love Always,
Kate

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Tuesday, January 11, 2005

   Mmm..so what happened today? Was tired most of the day. Ian was being an asshole lyk usual. first ..i was wearing "gothic" caprees or whatever and he goes up to me and says "youre wearing alot of black....and pink" so i said "yes i know that, i dressed ALL by myself today! arent u proud?!" and he just cut me becuase i was waiting to sharpen my pencil. Then Kyle..whose my buddy but annoying at times...was talking with me about downloading music and stuff and he throws my pen on the ground..everyoe else was reading but since were in the last row we talk...and Ian decided to pick up my pen and say stupidly "haha i found a pen, finders keepers" and he didnt hear me yell at him because they were reading loud or whatever so lisa was lyk, "she put that in her mouth" becuase i always suck on my pens and he took it out of his pocket and gave it to my friend Nick...dumb choice because nick and i r better friends than ian and nick r...so nick decided to be all..nope not giving u your pen..which he did after a while..and by this time Kyle had stolen my pencil that says "Katie" on it (and yes, its not my name..only Chris is allowed to call me that name, but there was no Kates so says my dad) and then he got ahold of my Pen again and i had the cap. so i was stabbing him with the cab and he started giggling because apprently it ticked him so i finally took the pencil outta his pocket *minding where my hands went since ..ew..* and i got it..and i got my pen back to because we did a trade off..so yay, that was my accomplishment of the day:getting my pen and pencil back lol sometimes i wanna kill all men species (sorry, boys!)
Lets see what else..im alone, yay, And...Adam changed his name!! ADAM!! it deleted all the wonderfull comments u left since u leave the most comments which is nice of u, but not now becuase it deleted all. Cept Chris's, and i lovers him more since he leaves comments ^_^
and, im dying my hair friday! ive decided imma get up lyk at 5am to do it, lol. tho i might just wait to do it after school...depends if someone is comming over on the bus because i wanna get a pop since i love my other bus driver...Mrs Seaford is a bitch (and haha..ian is her son..runs in the family) On Bus U Mrs Dunn lets us say PENIS,FUCK,SHIT,DICK,ASSHOLE very and many many other foul words very very loudly and we can get away with it, plus its not crowded at all..whereof's my other bus..is...hmph. Ill prolly end up missing the bus and try to find someone i know to give me and my friend a ride. lol...or i could walk home since lyk no one knows where i live and not many ppl i know can drive. so that makes me feel better >.<
I read too many books. i always read lyk 4 at a time, and only read the ones i lyk twice...and i lyk alot of books twice..sometimes i dont because i have too much other books and knowing the ending isnt much fun ^^
and..Ashely Moorhead broke up with that chubby big eard boy who was obessed with her altho he didnt do much as long her hand twice in the 3 months they were "going out" (that makes me notice something...my hands feel lyk ice >.<) but all day he was looking lyk he was gunna cry and all he said to me was (while looking me dead in the eye* "im pissed" and he walked by. So Ashley Miller was all upset..more than Ashely Moorhead because Ashley said Shane was so nice to Ashely and what not so she got Ashely to feel bad and ash was bitching about it on the bus that Ashley Miller made her feel bad...i have too many friends with the same name. hmph. I also got my fuzzy ball back today from Tony..that broke off sarahs sweatshirt. So i put a smileie face on it because it was happy to see me again..wouldnt be susprised if Tony raped it! hmph..poor ballie, lol and lets see...im pretty boring but its all the little things that make me normal..or..halfway normal.
Right now im talking to Shane and he comments..."i was very sad but i held myself together barely" reality hasnt hit him yet...he was crying full blown out and i knew this would happen...he set himself up...and lyk a song by bright eyes "love is only an excuss for getting hurt" or something lyk that...and then it goes..Hurt me Hurt me! ..but we all love love! altho i know he wasnt in love with her. i love u Chris..hurt me. lol doesnt that sound weird? i think so. but i dont lyk it when ppl r sad so i felt bad for him, altho i dont lyk pitting someone, so i dont for more than a day. he'll get over it in time. now my hands r even more cold. i dunno y...i forgot to turn up the heat when got home..maybe thats what it is..ill turn it up after this..or cuddle myself for a while untill i get really really cold all over. i never check my journals if i made a spelling mistake...so..youre all gunna have to live with it! tomorrow i wanna see if i can go a day without eating ne thing and only drinking water, lol i prolly can, its a matter of wanting to ir not, just testing myself because im cool lyk that ^_^ this is enuff right? i mean, i cant say much more..altho i can because i can talk alot of nothing. so hey! you all love me otherwise u wouldnt be reading this right? so...haha

-Lets talk about spaceships-
Kate
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Monday, January 10, 2005

   Ghost Ship
Today i had a prepostion test. where i had to memorize all 48 prepostions over the weekend, but i was lazy and didnt. honestly...y should we even have to know prepostions? not lyk in real life were gunna be lyk...Oh thats a prepostion! its totally useless..no job im assuming cept teaching has u label prepositions. so i prolly bombed it. im thinking i got a low B to a C. I shud have known them since i had to memorize them last year and the year b4 that but i was lazy then too.
My brothers bird is limping. aww..his nail is all hurtful im guessing because my mom accidently cut it too deep...poor dixie.
And today Nick would not leave me alone! he kept telling me i looked lyk the little girl on the movie "ghost ship" which i totally disagree. but oh well. hes gunna watch the movie tonight and then call me by her name. and apperently Hes Mary, im Kate, Randall is Ann, and Ashley is Ashley so they were smart enuff to come up with "Mary Kate Ann Ashley" haha... we have too much time in art obiviously since none of us actually do our work..unless its rushed, as it always is. ive decided i want more friends on this site. so PM me or whatever!
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Sunday, January 9, 2005

   i blew a guy!
haha..title get your attention? At the hockey game last night i got lyk 50 straws and started blowing on ashley and she kept taking them but i had lyk infinity about of straws in my back pocket. so this guy kept walking by so i blew on his too. lol apperently he didnt notice becuase he didnt look back or ne thing. then i got a bouncy ball! yay me!
So ashley and i were throwing the bouncy ball back and forth with hard force and since christina was working tonight..i lyk her shes cool, used to hang out with her wile our brothers we on the same team...ne ways she kept laughing at/with us so we were all having a fun time..whee. so that was last night...going on to today...
i thought i was gunna die the whole hour and 45 minutes i was in church. i tried getting away with listening to my ipod the whole time..but first i couldnt hear my music because their music was too loud. Then i decided to do the only thing i thought of..i locked my knees in hope i would pass out and ruin the whole church service...didnt work out tho, lol at times we had to sit and when i wanted to sit my mom wouldnt let me altho i was lyk..no im not gunna stand up but she won after the 10th time she told me to get up. Then i got cought listening to my ipod and got in trouble but who cares. so blah. the trick to have ppl not shake your hand when they tell u to is not to look ppl in the eye...well some ppl r stubborn and made me shake their hand ne ways. there was this one good looking guy..prolly lyk 18 or something, he was all smiles and looked so happy..yet his hand was ice cold. go figure. Then all of the sudden ppl turn to me and say "i see jesus in you" with big ol smiles. apperently the pastor told everyone to turn to someone and say that and since i looked the less lyk i wanted to be there...i was the lucky one everyone wanted to see jesus in me i guess. lol it was pretty lame. i did fall asleep tho, which was nice because i got lyk a 20 minute power nap. haha Then we went out and what do u know? my dad and his gf was at the same resturant than us. weird huh. so that leads me to here. got home, took a long bubble bath, and now im online listening to music. Arist of the day is: Bright Eyes..yay Connor. no one really is on that i wanna talk to out of the 19ppl thats on. haha. oh well. ill prolly end up talking to Lance about something i know nothing of while he talks about "his emperor" or whatever. so. i think i will do that now.
Much Love,
Kate
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Saturday, January 8, 2005

   Having a bad night tonight. Jake keeps complaining to me. He made these stupid rules for Kittie. something about if he goes out with her for 2 weeks..shes moving in 2 weeks so i dont see whats the point but ne ways..the rules r..no one can know,they cant hold hands or kiss, no going over to each others houses..and he wont be friends with ne goths..which is all stupid because hes judging, and he doesnt really lyk her and hes just an asshole. so whatever.
Also the party was okay.. Mike was playing guitar all night to the songs we were playing...green day. and we broke the door..lol it got fixed tho. but tony was being so stupid. he was turning off the lights and then going around touching everyone in inapproate places..and you all know what i mean...he was all over everyone..even the guys who r stright. lol. but the pizza guy was good looking and im purdy sure tony scared him off..haha. who cares tho. Sams baby brother was SOO cute! 7 months old and i got to carry/hold him around because we were looking after him for a little bit. Pee wee Kept taking nicks hat that i stole from nick. and steph broke her guitar and no one but mike played guitar so i dunno y they brought it over. also Kittie got upset becuase Mike didnt say sorry and by the end of the night both Steph and Kittie had cried at least once...so much drama!! >.< so yeah. it was fun if you dont count all that. Nick is afraid of girls panties so ashley and i were lyk "u wanna see our thongs, nick!" lol and we made a puzzle! haha. it was a fun party even tho only lyk 15 people were there. we were loud..hehe...Gawd Jake wont stop bitching. and tomorrow i have to go to fucking church when i was making fun of god and what not to my mom i was saying lyk "mommy...why do all churches have a T on them" and shit lyk that and saying how the bible is fairy tale. haha wow dont i love my mom ^_^ i better charge my ipod..gunna bring it and listen to it instead of listening to everyone else...im tired....
Much Love,
Kate
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Thursday, January 6, 2005

ive decided to read a book that when i frsit read it lyk a year or two ago..i loved and cried over it. but then i realized i didnt cry other the book. i cried about my life and everything that was happening to it. I just blamed my crying on the book, because its easier to blame things than to accept reality. I think for the first time, i understand that, and people have it alot worse than i do.
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