Thursday, January 6, 2005

   wouldnt it be fun to die and then come back? im in a thinking mode today...and i really would lyk to go away for a few months...then id know people might miss me. then id come back and everyone would be happy and id be happy.
I hope things will get better for everyone...especially the people with the su-nah-me in their area. id hate to loose my whole life and be nothing all over again.
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Weird things have been happening lately. I dont know why..maybe im just noticing things more. To start off..i saw kurtis skipping, and for some reason i got really mad at that and started crying..dont ask me why.. maybe it wasnt seeing someone skip maybe i just needed to cry, and i did. i used to skip when i was little..so maybe it was memories or something or to see someone happy. but to tell u the truth, i wish everyone could be happy, but not everyone is. so that night..last night... i finished "the perks of being a wallflower" and i started crying again. for no reason other than what all is in there is true and how i can relate to Charlie (main character) alot. altho i have lots of friends, i only have lyk 2 great friends that i do everything with. Some other examples r: my favorite book is the one ive read last, i cry for the cheesest reasons, and in the begginning..it said how hes not experienced...and neither am i. I wish more boys were lyk charlie tho, because not all guys r sweet n sensative or what not. but it was a fun read.
another weird thing was i somehow shut the door on my head and it hurt alot. i dunno how i managed to do it but im the biggest non-blonde you'll ever see. ive been spaced out lately and been sick, but yet i continue to go to school. im fine now. so who cares about the past. i think im acting weird because i was sick. i felt fine today and didnt run into ne thing. So today on the bus i threw gum at Katie with red hair and Katie with blonde hair said it was me and i started laughing saying it wasnt and how could she be so mean as to blame me and it was a mean thing for her to do....i really didnt hit katie with red hair with the gum...just by her because katie with the blonde hair told me to. so i did. and she thought katie with the blonde hair did it so i had a good laugh. ^_^ suspoesly im a good liar altho i dont lie about serouis things. Just fun things lyk that...she still thinks it wasnt me. hehe

Tomorrow Sam is having a party at her house for Kittie or Bree or Crysta (she lyks to call herself many things) and its lyk 5-10:30. ashley is spending the night and since most of the ppl there r lyk couples for some reason..ashley and i decided our date would both be this little fuzzy ball that came off of sarahs swearshirt..lol its fun. because tony has the ball now and apparently...he now has 3 balls and only that one is fuzzy...sickening child but it was funny how he said it.
Im playing with this water ball that used to look lyk an eye i think. now its just white with some red. the color went away. im not sure if little kids throw it around or if its a stress ball. but im playing with it...squeezing it. and i dont feel ne different. ive been squeezing and messing around with it..throwing it at things and i cant find the point to it yet. but i guess its suspoesta be fun. Maybe it'll be fun if i could throw it "nicely" to someone ^_^ Maybe some things just dont have points...

Much love,
Kate
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Tuesday, January 4, 2005

Whee...lets see...how long havent i written in here? Wow. im lazy. I ate 3 cookies or so in the past 4 days...i never do that, lol. and i make my "myspace" all purdy again. whee...i also got lyk 7 books at the library. Right now im reading 'the perks of being a wallflower' and gotta say...love it. lol id love to meet the main character if he was real...tonight im thinking of going to bed early because i dont feel well and i havent gotton much sleep lately..and ive decided..becuase i had this fight with lyk 3 ppl because it was raining...that you cant share the rain. And unless someone proves that to me, then my idea remains the rain stays mine. I have this fantasy that i wanna kiss and dance in the rain. warm rain tho...not the yucky cold rain. i dunno why. guess im a freak or weird right? who cares. I like the rain...
Lets see. Jake didnt give me the paper he told me he was gunna write out for me (hes gunna teach me how to play the drums)
but now hes rambling on about pee wee...he lyks her even tho he wont admite it and he thinks she dislikes him becuase shes "been acting weird" lol who knoes
hmm...also lets see. the library didnt have romeo and juilet! so theyre putting it on hold for me. Holy is so nice ^_^
aww...jakes really concerned about her! and he thinks its my problem when i know whats wrong he just wont listen...typical guy, huh?
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Thursday, December 30, 2004

Today is....My dAy
Blah. Tomorrow ashley is comming over...and i MIGHT go bowling with her tonight, doubt it though. my dad wants to go to the movies and he was upset that i went with sarah instead of with him to shop. oh well. so were gunna go see Darkness. hehe maybe there wont be a car alarm in this one, lol
I just watched the movie Calartial or something lyk that (Ca-lat-er-al) or whatever, lol it was okay. hmm today im in a bad mood, i dunno y. n i want someone to talk to me!!! (IM-Twistedpixie45) im bored....what else..hmm. im cold. im always cold. my dad is always warm, so he has the house at lyk only 65...and im a stubborn lil child *dont yew all love me* hehe today i had 2 of those very yummy healt drinks that r strawberry kiwi flavored...those r the best!! hehe. and erm...i failed at having a YEAR to try and make Jonas smile...altho i didnt talk to him lyk even half the year but i failed. so that was his prize that i failed, lol but what do u expect? he lyks fucking torture and i was lyk...would u do that to me and he said yes, and he was talking about de-skinning and burning and OUCH...mental lil boy he is! and then i said i was gunna try and he said "Crying people are beautiful" lol u see y i didnt talk to him even half the year? lol gosh..but he was okay when talking about movies and hes a good poet and all that. umm lets see...i ended up getting my hot chocolate! lol but i didnt drink it all...its half empty/half full.... luvs yas!
Songs: 21 and invincable(SC), I wont make you (SC, and Track 10 on bright eyes...on CD "Lifted"...its on my itunes and i was lazy and didnt edit the names so i dunno what im listening to..good song tho, lol


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Wednesday, December 29, 2004

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Okie dokie..this morning i flippin posted that at lyk 1am...>.< so now let me tell you about my day! yay...Sarah and i woke up..and jimmy did too i guess but who cares, lol and then we got mcdonalds...and jimmy drove...which he wasnt that bad but it did scare me a lil when the semi pulled in front of us, lol hehehe n then we went to sarahs gmas house and i met everyone...and the baby was soo cute! he fell down the stairs...aww!! and Jordan and Jimmy laughed!!! then we played texas hold em for lyk 7 and half hours...guess who won!?! hehe i got 15 dollars and it was my first time playing, lol i didnt even understand it half way thru...then i got the hang of it >.< so today ive have 2 hot chocolates..hehe yum..no way in hell am i ever getting to sleep tonight, hehe...still drinking too!! Wheee. we also went shopping, which was fun, sarah got a butt load of stuff and i got lyk one wimpy bag cause i only had gift cards..lol i think my hot chocolate is on the counter..damn...im too lazy to go get it..what if it gets cold?!?! glad to know that thats the worst of my worries, lol. Jimmy kept playing Punk Rock Princess <3 all day so i got it stuck in my head...lol great song tho! but i just had to sing along to the other songs...Im a little tea pot short and spout...hehe..i think i also sang mary had a little lamb or something, lol i cant remember...too high on hot chocolate..which prolly is just warm right now. hmph
Shane is trying to figure out why "im pissed at him" which im not, i just dont want to repond, he keeps IMing me "hello..." "u pissed at me" "Hello" and what not. then Nacho, gawd i hate him stalked me again, damn that boy, i need to lyk change my sn AGAIN because he wont stop talking me...gawd is that all he does? glad to know im the highlight of someones life *rolls eyes*
Something Corporate- Punk Rock Princess
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Okie dokie..this morning i flippin posted that at lyk 1am...>.< so now let me tell you about my day! yay...Sarah and i woke up..and jimmy did too i guess but who cares, lol and then we got mcdonalds...and jimmy drove...which he wasnt that bad but it did scare me a lil when the semi pulled in front of us, lol hehehe n then we went to sarahs gmas house and i met everyone...and the baby was soo cute! he fell down the stairs...aww!! and Jordan and Jimmy laughed!!! then we played texas hold em for lyk 7 and half hours...guess who won!?! hehe i got 15 dollars and it was my first time playing, lol i didnt even understand it half way thru...then i got the hang of it >.< so today ive have 2 hot chocolates..hehe yum..no way in hell am i ever getting to sleep tonight, hehe...still drinking too!! Wheee. we also went shopping, which was fun, sarah got a butt load of stuff and i got lyk one wimpy bag cause i only had gift cards..lol i think my hot chocolate is on the counter..damn...im too lazy to go get it..what if it gets cold?!?! glad to know that thats the worst of my worries, lol. Jimmy kept playing Punk Rock Princess <3 all day so i got it stuck in my head...lol great song tho! but i just had to sing along to the other songs...Im a little tea pot short and spout...hehe..i think i also sang mary had a little lamb or something, lol i cant remember...too high on hot chocolate..which prolly is just warm right now. hmph
Shane is trying to figure out why "im pissed at him" which im not, i just dont want to repond, he keeps IMing me "hello..." "u pissed at me" "Hello" and what not. then Nacho, gawd i hate him stalked me again, damn that boy, i need to lyk change my sn AGAIN because he wont stop talking me...gawd is that all he does? glad to know im the highlight of someones life *rolls eyes*
Something Corporate- Punk Rock Princess
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Whee...so i went to the mall with sarah...made her get whole bunches of things...well i didnt MAKE her...but i was lyk..sarah u shud get this and blah blah, lol then we came back and watched 28 days later and then red dragon...it scared the shit outta me...specially when the car alarm went off, lol and tomorrow were going over to lyk her gmas house or something, and her cousin is gunna teach me n sarah how to play poker or something...fun fun
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Monday, December 27, 2004

   I found out...everytime Ryan would touch me...and thats alot..i can scream and he'd eventually stop touching me. hes just a discusting pig/perv. GRRR so now im home alone..finally. tomorrow im going to the mall...wanted to go today but oh well...asked for tomorrow and got it! whee...i got lyk...prolly 80 sum dollors worth of old navy gift cards that im only gunna spend on panties and socks and jewerly cause i dun lyk their clothes >.< what else happened today...um...they kept tortueing my kitties...so i took ryans fone till he threatened me...then i got my babies back and it was all good...then my dad hung my white board/cork board in my room today and i cleaned my already clean room...>.< so now i have nothing to do...music tho!

Something corporate -she paints me blue (and ruthless)

what else can i say...ND was good! watched it again...dunno if i said i watched it in the last entry but oh well...not many ppl read this i bet. im done typing..i cant think of ne thing else. love yas
-Kate-
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Sunday, December 26, 2004

   Ryan is over and i got hurt in the knee...which lasted lyk 5 whole seconds, lol it still hurt, then he keeps telling me i chould go out with Chris and he keeps saying "so hows yer buddy chris, and i smile" cause of course i lyk chris but if i tell ryan..who knows what'll happen! then he frickin tickled me, then put his foot under my ass and touched my side and all that while sining "ooh i wanna kiss u" or something...he stutters so i cant tell what he says. lol. so i jabbed him with a pen *thanks to chris i know what to do now* and he got mad and sayd "yer gunna get it" and walked outta the room...got him to leave huh! yay gawd i hate that kid (ryan not chris!)
Sarah is writing a novel...i doubt she'll let me read it when shes done! hmph and have u guys noticed?! i have 11 guestbook entries?! i feel special. and thanks to chris for getting my hugs to half of 1000!! hehe i lovers him ^_^
erm..lets see what else...i watched N.D. today!! lol my dad wont stop about "how dumb it is" and blah blah
and right now im having a lovely sexual conversation with my SEXY buddy chris and talking to sarah about her story...so im more interested in listening to them than typing this! love ya peoples ^_^
<3
-Kate-
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