Thursday, January 6, 2005

Weird things have been happening lately. I dont know why..maybe im just noticing things more. To start off..i saw kurtis skipping, and for some reason i got really mad at that and started crying..dont ask me why.. maybe it wasnt seeing someone skip maybe i just needed to cry, and i did. i used to skip when i was little..so maybe it was memories or something or to see someone happy. but to tell u the truth, i wish everyone could be happy, but not everyone is. so that night..last night... i finished "the perks of being a wallflower" and i started crying again. for no reason other than what all is in there is true and how i can relate to Charlie (main character) alot. altho i have lots of friends, i only have lyk 2 great friends that i do everything with. Some other examples r: my favorite book is the one ive read last, i cry for the cheesest reasons, and in the begginning..it said how hes not experienced...and neither am i. I wish more boys were lyk charlie tho, because not all guys r sweet n sensative or what not. but it was a fun read.
another weird thing was i somehow shut the door on my head and it hurt alot. i dunno how i managed to do it but im the biggest non-blonde you'll ever see. ive been spaced out lately and been sick, but yet i continue to go to school. im fine now. so who cares about the past. i think im acting weird because i was sick. i felt fine today and didnt run into ne thing. So today on the bus i threw gum at Katie with red hair and Katie with blonde hair said it was me and i started laughing saying it wasnt and how could she be so mean as to blame me and it was a mean thing for her to do....i really didnt hit katie with red hair with the gum...just by her because katie with the blonde hair told me to. so i did. and she thought katie with the blonde hair did it so i had a good laugh. ^_^ suspoesly im a good liar altho i dont lie about serouis things. Just fun things lyk that...she still thinks it wasnt me. hehe

Tomorrow Sam is having a party at her house for Kittie or Bree or Crysta (she lyks to call herself many things) and its lyk 5-10:30. ashley is spending the night and since most of the ppl there r lyk couples for some reason..ashley and i decided our date would both be this little fuzzy ball that came off of sarahs swearshirt..lol its fun. because tony has the ball now and apparently...he now has 3 balls and only that one is fuzzy...sickening child but it was funny how he said it.
Im playing with this water ball that used to look lyk an eye i think. now its just white with some red. the color went away. im not sure if little kids throw it around or if its a stress ball. but im playing with it...squeezing it. and i dont feel ne different. ive been squeezing and messing around with it..throwing it at things and i cant find the point to it yet. but i guess its suspoesta be fun. Maybe it'll be fun if i could throw it "nicely" to someone ^_^ Maybe some things just dont have points...

Much love,
Kate
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