Monday, February 6, 2006

   kon'nichiwa everyone!
it's been a while since i last updated.-sigh-i've been uber busy.i've been studying,trying to improve my drawings,writng new fanfics...and i've been tryin to learn how to cook.this valentine's day i want to make my boifriend a chocolate heart that says:aishiteru on it.but i'm so lousy...i have till the 13th to get everything rite!he says he's planning on getting me sumthing fer white day...i hope it's a ribbon or a necklace.i prefur the ribbon...hmm...but what color?O__O white!it should be white!nyah!>_< oh my oh me!our anniversary's on the 15th!-spazzes out-uwaaaaahhhhhh!!!!!!what should i get him!?!?!?!i have ran out of ideas!kyah...no,no,no...i'm so messed up.what do guyz like?fer x-mas i baked him cookies(which took me hours in doin cuz i kept burning them)and i got him lots of axe body stuff...i wasn't telling him that he smelt bad...i'm pretty sure he liked kilo...welp!
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Sunday, January 1, 2006

   HAPPY NEW YEAR!
yay!the week of shogatsu has come!is anyone celebrating sanga-nichi?i am!i was on earlier...round 12 am.but i don't think i was on my otaku.i think i was on gaia...eeks!i got money as my new year's gift^^i'm gonna spend it on...STUFF!muwahahahahahahah!yeah!*falls off chair*
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Saturday, November 26, 2005

   kon'nichiwa...kamo!
what is up guys?well,i'm sitting down rite now cuz i have nothing better to do...what should i tell u guys...i kno!i'm werkin on another story...i'm already on chapter 2 cuz i started it a few hrs ago...well n-e ways it's perverted...yet...funny.i d/k what to call it...
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Wednesday, November 16, 2005

   ello...
well the guy i fell inluv w/ asked me out 2day.i was happy.but his x-gf,who used 2 b my best friend,h8's me now.she can't stand the fact that they're over with.so,she takes out her anger on me and him.i h8 it cuz all my life,in order to find myself happy,i end up hurting sumone close 2 me.so i tried to avoid that and endded up miserable.too bad.i made up my mind.i am going to stay happy,even if that means losing most of my friends.the 3 musketeers(me nd 2 of my other close friend)will stay 2gether.the kids @ skool can call me what they want.i don't care,not n-e more.she acts as if she can get what she wants just by asking.i don't think so.i have to work my a** off 24.7 and i don't even get what i want most of the time.*sigh*i should'nt care whether she h8's me or not.as long as i kno that he luvs me.if i tell her the truth,she cuts herself.she ends up lying to herself saying that it's all a dream.she needs to face reality.but if she does,she mite kill herself and i'll live with ppl telling me that i killed her.i need some advice.what should i do?
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Friday, November 4, 2005

   heh heh....
sorry i hhaven't been on.i gave my computar a virus somehow,so it wouldn't work.how have u all been?i've been ok.i h8 the fact that alot of guys want to d8 me cuz i don't want to hurt them.plus i've finally fallin in luv.it's been a while.but i kno this is it.he's the one.he's the prince i've only dreamed about having and he's now rite there.i luv him.of course i didn't tell him that i luv him but i'll get on to it.i'll probably see him tonite @ the football game.it's so weird cuz he's sworn to protect me.i didn't kno that i'd fall for one of my protectors.i luv them all but i want to be with him.i d/k if i should ask him out rite now.my friends think i should but i don't.y'see,he broke up w/ his gf 2 days ago and i want him to get over her before we get serious.he didn't cheat on her if thats what ur thinking.i guess he didn't want to b with her.me nd his x r friends and i was trying to talk to her nd see if she was ok but she ignored me.i felt as if this was my fault.sumtimes i wonder if we were d8ing,what would happen...would his x start h8ing me?would her other friends?i'm one of those people who are usually sensitive but then once in a while will get super pissed that therez no way u can stop me unlees u arrest me.that's why i go to anger management.becuz i'm bipolar.i'm not skitso.i swear i'm not.but n-e ways,i can cry very easily.i'm brought to tears if someone says they h8 me or if they call me demon.i don't kno why they do that.i was once a creature of the darkness just like they were but i managed to break free and live in the lite.all because sumone believed in me and they purified my heart.if i could do that,i kno they can too.they can still stop it,before it's too l8 and darkness consumes their souls completely.
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Thursday, October 13, 2005

hola como estas?
hi everyone.me again.so what have u guys been up to?me,i've been drawing,and i've been wanting to write a fanfic but i don't kno what it should be about.any ideas? gosh i'm so bored.i was reading cardcaptor sakura earlier...omg!i started watching elfin lied earlier as well.believe or not,but i couldn't even get through the theme song.there was a naked lady and u could see her exposed breasts and everything.i shut it off as soon as i saw those.i was shocked!my guy friend gino told me to watch it so i did.he's a little pervert!yuck!i'm never borrowing that dvd. i have to study for 3 tests tonight.one in math,one in language,and one in social studies.*sigh*i hate tests.ok...nuff of that matter.did any of u gys read any good manga l8ly.or watch anything good?ooh!has anyone ever seen a show called mr.con and ms.csi?it's mega fun.i think ms.csi is very pretty.in one show,there were alot of cute chinese/japanese rockstars.lol.i like that show. um...r u guys on gaiaonline?if not,u should join.it's an awesome site.i'm a member so if u are,tell me,we can send eachother pm's.well,i better get going.much luv to u all and take care. c ya, ~mi~
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Monday, October 3, 2005

   hi
well.how's it goin?i'm fine.not getting teased as much anymore.that's a relief!today i was watching azumanga daioh and descendants of darkness.pretty darn coll if ya ask me.so yeah.my family's going through some hard times and may want to move.i don't wanna.i want to get into an awesome school.i want to become an artist.*sigh*i'll get my scaner really soon!i've been dying to post up some of my drawings.well,i gtg.ttyl^^
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Tuesday, September 27, 2005

   ello
how's everyone?good i hope.i can't stand the sesshomaru avi.it doesn't go.my life is sucky at the point and i'm starving.i tried fixing my site but i don't kno if i made it worse.can u guess what anime it's themed?just wondering?please leave comments.Oh ya!i'll b posting a few poems.please rate them.i really need to have u rate them cuz i need to kno what u think.well,i gtg much luv,mi-chan
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