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Friday, November 4, 2005


   heh heh....
sorry i hhaven't been on.i gave my computar a virus somehow,so it wouldn't work.how have u all been?i've been ok.i h8 the fact that alot of guys want to d8 me cuz i don't want to hurt them.plus i've finally fallin in luv.it's been a while.but i kno this is it.he's the one.he's the prince i've only dreamed about having and he's now rite there.i luv him.of course i didn't tell him that i luv him but i'll get on to it.i'll probably see him tonite @ the football game.it's so weird cuz he's sworn to protect me.i didn't kno that i'd fall for one of my protectors.i luv them all but i want to be with him.i d/k if i should ask him out rite now.my friends think i should but i don't.y'see,he broke up w/ his gf 2 days ago and i want him to get over her before we get serious.he didn't cheat on her if thats what ur thinking.i guess he didn't want to b with her.me nd his x r friends and i was trying to talk to her nd see if she was ok but she ignored me.i felt as if this was my fault.sumtimes i wonder if we were d8ing,what would happen...would his x start h8ing me?would her other friends?i'm one of those people who are usually sensitive but then once in a while will get super pissed that therez no way u can stop me unlees u arrest me.that's why i go to anger management.becuz i'm bipolar.i'm not skitso.i swear i'm not.but n-e ways,i can cry very easily.i'm brought to tears if someone says they h8 me or if they call me demon.i don't kno why they do that.i was once a creature of the darkness just like they were but i managed to break free and live in the lite.all because sumone believed in me and they purified my heart.if i could do that,i kno they can too.they can still stop it,before it's too l8 and darkness consumes their souls completely.
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