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myO Still <3's You

Vitals

Birthday
• 1989-07-11
Gender
• Female
Location
• Nashville, TN, USA (wandering around)
Member Since
• 2005-12-08
Occupation
• Student/part-time mercenary
Real Name
• Susan, the gratest person you'll ever meet, but will most likely take for granted

Personal

Achievements
• Obviously being myself
Anime Fan Since
• Right before high school, probably 2002.
Favorite Anime
• NANA (and pretty much anything by Ai Yazawa, but Paradise Kiss is a bit overrated and at times annoying), Fushigi Yugi, Hot Gimmick, Kare Kano, Mars, all that shojo jazz. And I do realize that all of these are manga. I prefer it to anime.
Goals
• To Live. To Love and to be Loved. And to move to Germany because right now, I'm not too happy with America.
Hobbies
• Arts, all of them
Talents
• Drawing, singing, being pretty damn cool.

myOtaku.com: indie rock child

Tuesday, February 13, 2007

What he said.
Susan,

I didn't write back earlier, because I didn't know what to write.

I still don't, really..there's not a great way to respond, I don't think.

I value your friendship and I think you are an excellent, inspired human. You are very creative and fearless, it seems.

and obviously lots of people look up to you and want to be around you.

i'm not interested in a relationship that is more than friendship with you. I'm sorry.

I understand about closing a chapter in your life. and i think it's totally healthy and important.and yes, i have felt like that a lot, lately.

there was an older girl in high school that i dated for a short time that i liked for years after that. it hurt so bad that we couldn't be together and i wondered when all the hurt would stop. but then, gradually, it got better and i could let go. i realized that there were lots of other exciting people that i should be focusing my time and energy on and so i did.

it seems like you have no problem finding people that adore you. so focus on the people in your life right now and be happy with who and what you have.

i hope this helps some.

sorry for the chronic tardiness on returning emails -- remember, I was always late to school and class, too..

talk to you soon,

Caleb

Hey,

Listen. You can love someone and not want to be in a relationship with them. I thought you'd know that. I was trying to see what you'd say if I said that. Automatically you assumed it was relationship wise.

I tell a lot of my friends that I tell I love you too and they don't automatically assume I want to screw them or anything.

-Susan

A good cover. And, I realize that maybe that's what it's come down to, you know? Maybe he was just that person I could never be with, that was so fucking amazing that I had to fall for.

I still think he's great, but... to tell you the truth, a relationship with him would be awkward. It's all good in writing, but... hmmm.

I'm not just saying all this because of what he said. Really. I'm not covering any tears or making up bullshit to sound like I'm not hurt.

And I'm not even hurt, to be honest... He was just so amazing I forgot my head. And that's what Neda was trying to tell me.

Chapter closed. Next.

-Susan
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