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Thursday, February 22, 2007


Another day with Dramamine

Grr. I'm kinda pissed, but happy with Jason at the moment. I'm thinking that, yes, he really does care about me like that, but... at the same time, why the hell does he keep saying, "No. We're not going out and we aren't going to." To everyone? Well, at least when Jai asked and said, "Seriously" he wouldn't say anything. I don't know. I just feel a bit like maybe I'm his friend with benefits, and I don't want to be that.

In other news. I've been at my grandma's everyday this week. My cousin got kicked out for smoking in the motorhome, of course, and for stealing money from my grandma. That kid's a mess. He keeps calling her trying to get back in, but she won't let him, for obvious reasons. And it's a huge emotinal strain on her... and it's hard to listen to her end of the phone when she's talking to him and then see her sitting there sad when she hangs up. I'm sure things will be okay after awhile... I'm sure.

We went to the cemetary to see my granddaddy's name on the palque. They finally, FINALLY got it up there (after two months, slow asses). It looks good, nice and fancy. I think he would've loved it.

My hair is bleh today. I've given up trying to fix it. It looks uninspired. I wish I could just chop it all off again. Maybe I will. Shave my head and give my hair to a kid with cancer. It'll be like my plan from 9th grade.

-Susan

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