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Thursday, December 7, 2006


  Caleb: "great, i'll see you in a couple of weeks!" (his reply to His reply to "Yeah. Sure. I'd love to.")

The miracle in the white van is happening.

I can’t help but think how nice it’d be to be sitting across from Caleb at one of those little round tables at a coffee house, sipping a coffee when I’d rather be drinking a coke (I don’t necessarily care for coffee), and just talking to him. I mean, yeah, we’ve kept in touch over the years through emails, but it’s different when you’re actually talking to the person. If it weren’t for technology (i.e. email), I don’t think he’d even remember me (or possibly he would, for obvious reasons).

But at the same time, it’s hard to see myself acting like my normally cool and collected self around him. I’ll probably be too nervous to speak, or, if I do, I’ll say something incredibly stupid and, therefore, dig myself back into the hole I’ve been filling for years.

Maybe this is it. Maybe this is the test to say, “Do you still feel the same now as you did then?” Maybe what Alex has been saying will happen will finally happen.

“When you’re far away, oh god, you are so far away.” –Franz Ferdinand

People who are negative and roll their eyes a lot really piss me off. I hope you’re not one of them.

God, I love seeing Nick Zinner everytime I go to my site.

-Susan

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