Thursday, May 3, 2007

   Bored.bored.bored.bored.bored.bored.....

Lol, hey peeps. ^.^ Havin' an ok day today, I guess. My uncle Scott is visiting and I love him. ^_^ He is so cool. I got to ride his Harley the other day, and it has skulls all over it, it's awesome. :) On another note, I gots a new boyfriend. :3 My friend got mad at me though, because she really liked him, but it really isn't my fault, I mean he's the one who asked me out, I'm not gonna say no... He's emo, lol. He's got black hair, down to his shoulders, and he's funny. X3 We're going on a double date this saturday with my best friend and her boyfriend. ^_^ So hopefully, I'll have enough money to go. -_- Not really much to talk about, been pretty boring around here... Have nothin' to do... I don't have my cell, so I can't call m friends. -_- Ah, well, I guess I might live, neh? :3 Well, I've got Gimp, and paint.net thanks to Fallow. X3 So kudos to her. How's everyone? Good? Inferno hopes so. ^_~ Talk to y'all later.

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Wednesday, May 2, 2007

   **yawn**...

Hey, bubs.:D OMG! INFERNO ACUALLY UPDATED MORE THAN ONCE THIS MONTH!!! SHE MUST BE SICK! Lol, I'm in an ok mood right now. ^_^ Just a little upset 'cuz I got my cellphone taken away at school. We're doin' those retarded achievement tests this week, and my phone's battery was low, and beeped during the test. XD I acually thought it was kind of funny. My teacher got pissed. X3 The school said that I can't have it back until next wendsday. Well, screw that, my mom said that she'd go get it tomorrow after school, so whatever, lol. I'm tryin' to download another free trial of photoshop or painter or something, so I can enter Fal's contest. :3 So hopefully I'll be able to get some more artwork up soon. =^.^= I'm thinkin' about changin' the song on my site, but I'm just so addicted to that song. It's just so damn sad for some reason. I'm a die-heart-romeo-and-juliet-hopeless-romantic, so yeah, lol. I read a book called Twilight, and New Moon (the sequel) and those were the best damn books I've read in my life. Romance, so... yeah... It's about a girl who's in love with a vampire, oh, you'll cry. Especially in the second one. I can't wait until the third one comes out. :D **huggles books** I also read a book called Surrender... the saddest damn book you will ever read in your life. About a 20 year old kids who locked away in a crazy room, dying. And his life sucked. *wimpers* Well, I think that I've talked enough for today, I'm probably boring, lol. XD I think I've commented on everyone's sites who updated today, but I'll keep watchin' incase someone updates later or something. Well, I guess I'll talk to everyone later. Thanks everybody, you're great. ^_^

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Tuesday, May 1, 2007

   Hey, everyone.

Grrrr... I STILL CAN'T SEE MY MOTHERF**KIN' POSTS!!!... Sorry... We finally got wireless at my aunt's house, so I'll be gettin' on a lot more. ^_^ Woooo, yeah, I bet that everyone is just so happy, lol... I'm thinkin' about movin' my site to a different username, because of all of the freakin' problems I'm havin' with mine. T_T My great aunt's doin' a little better, she's strong enough to take the chemo now, so maybe things will start to turn up, I guess. How's everyone doing? Good, I hope. I'm off to visit sites. Talk to you all later.

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Saturday, April 21, 2007

   I'm Back... kind of...

Hi everyone, sorry I haven't updated in like, forever... again... Since we moved back into my aunt's house, I haven't been able to get on the internet until just recently. For some reason, I can't see my posts at all, and the only way I can read my comments is to go to my archives, which doesn't even show my latest update. T_T I've got so much artwork to upload it's not even funny. I'm left without a scanner. V_V **Sigh** Things have started to get better though, for now. My bastard of a dad is back like, $5,000 in child support. Hasn't payed a dime in months... Around Easter though, I found out that my great aunt who lives with us, has lung cancer. The same kind that my gram died from. She's too weak to take chemo, so her doctor says that she's got about 1-2 months to live. Nice Easter present, huh? Ah well, I guess I should just enjoy the time I have with her and make sure she's happy. My counsiler says that I have a real problem with loss. -_- I won't be able to get on much, I hope you all understand. I'm sorry that I've been neglecting everyone so much, including my own site. -_- Kind of down right now, but whatever, I'll go watch South Park, that'll make me laugh. XD Well, I hope everyone's doing well. If you want to talk, feel free to pm me if you want. Thanks guys, catch ya laters.

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Friday, March 30, 2007

   ...

Hey everyone. Gotta keep this post short, I'm on my cell phone, which has realllly crappy internet connection, and it barely lets me do anything. :( Can everyone see my post? Well I guess if you can't see it, then you can't read that question. :B On my last post, it wouldn't show up when I went to my site. XP I hope everyone's doing fine, I'll try to get on my aunt's computer later if I can, and update again soon. Talk to ya laters. ^_^

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Wednesday, March 28, 2007

Oh MY GOD... O.O

Well, unfortunately things haven't gotten any better really... Well, you know how I've been take to court for my absences from school? Well, I missed three days last week, and my mom called in, explaining everything that happened, that I had strep throat, and that my dad was in the hospital, and they said it was ok. But those bastards lied. They put a warrent out for my arrest and crap. But I didn't know. So I'm at school, in seventh period, when the principal comes up to the room, and asks if he can take me out of class for a moment. My teacher says yes, and he walks me down the hallway, asking about my absences and stuff. Then, when we get to his office, I walk in, and there are two policemen standing there. Then, the principal asked me if I knew that I had a warrent out for my arrest. I of course, said no. They then put this big ass leather belt on me, and attached handcuffs to it, and handcuffed me. They then take me out to the police car, and by this time, I'm crying my eyes out. And it was so embarrassing, four of my classmates were out in the hallway watching, and staring at me, all suprised. Then, when we get to the juvenile delinquent center, they pull into the garage, and then I walk in, and I have to give the woman all of my stuff. Then the damn bitch STRIP SEARCHES me, I don't wish that on anybody. T_T I had to change into the clothes provided. Then I had to give them information, and at that time, I was crying again, saying that my mom was at the school waiting for me, and she was probably worried sick. Then, my mom called there, and started cussing the lady out. When I talked to my mom, she was all upset, and when I talked to my little brother, he wad crying. It may sound like my brother and I fight a lot, but we're glued together, we're inseperable. Probably through all that we've been through together. But anyway, I found out that I had to stay the night there until my court date the next morning, and I started crying harder. They put you into this little ass cell, with a hard, thin mattress and a crappy toilet that barely works. Then when they close the door, you can't get out, they have to call the main building and tell them to buzz me out. It sucked, I don't wish that on my worst enemy. You have no idea how valuable your freedom is until you've lost it, and that's the truth. The worst part had to be the lonliness. I swear I prayed more that night than I have in my entire life. I was so freakin' scared. ... **sigh** Like I don't have enough problems. XD Lol, j/k. I'm feeling a little better now, since I got out. I ran up and hugged my mom like I hadn't seen her in years. I realized yesterday just how close I am to her. V_V ... Well, other than that, I'm ok now. We've now moved into my aunt's house, and I'm happy that I have a roof over my head. Another bad thing though, my mom got super pissed at my dad, because she called him while I was in juvy, and asked him to come to court for me, and she told him where I was, and he didn't even care, just hung up. :( Ah well, I don't really care much for my dad anyway... Thanks to everyone who PMed me, and commented. I really appreciate it. Special thanks go to Lare and RootOfAllEvil too. ^_^ **tackles everyone** Lol, I'll get to them sites now, talk to everyone laters. :3

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Sunday, March 25, 2007

Still kinda sad... BUT SUPER PISSED.

WARNING: THE FOLLOWING RANT CONTAINS "SUGGESTIVE LANGUAGE AND DIALOGUE. Well, you know my Mom's ex-boyfriend, the asshole? Well, he's even more of an asshole now. My mom gets in AOL chatrooms, and talks with her friends and stuff, you know the normal stuff, not anything perverted or discrete. Well, the asshole got in the chatroom, and started badmouthing my mom. Saying that she gave me Xanaxes (a VERY addicting drug that my mom had a BAD problem with about half a year ago, which she and I are very sensitive about), and that she was giving me hard Vodka on a regular basis. He also got in there and was rubbing in our faces the fact that we have no money and that we're practically homeless, staying in motel presently. Saying that he had thousands of dollars for pocket money, and a whole lotta shit. He also threatened to call child services on my mom, calling her an unfit mother. So naturally, with someone messing with my mom, yet again, I got super pissed, like PMS pissed, and called his stupid ass. Here's a brief overveiw of what our conversation went like. Me:Is this Nick? Nick: Yeah, what the fuck do you want? Me: Yeah, I don't appreciate the fact that you're badmouthing, and calling my mom fucking names over the internet. Nick:Well, why don't you tell your fucking mom to send that laptop back to me before I call the fucking police? Me: Why don't you just go fuck yourself? Nick: Well, why don't you go fuck YOURSELF!? And tell your goddamn, pill popping dad, to pay you motherfuckers some fucking money? Me: Oh, I'm a motherfucker? I'm a motherfucker? Why don't you go look in a fucking mirror? **click, I hung up** Yes, I have a potty mouth. Well, wouldn't you? I was so mad I was shaking... He even had the nerve to say that he was going to go kill my dog. Ok, that's too far. I'm practically in tears right now, from the stress. I mean, do people really have to kick us when we're down? ... Ah, well, I guess there really isn't anything I can do about it. Though I'm about to call the police and report him for phone harrassment. Anywho, I'm online at the hotel, with their crappy wireless connection. T_T I uploaded two pictures a couple of days ago, though I'm pretty sure everybody's seen it, nothing much. Just a couple of quickies. I really want to do some RentonXEureka fanart later, considering the fact that I watched Eureka seven on Adult swim. I was freakin' squealing when Eureka was hugging Renton, saying that she loved him so much, and that they would always be together. XD **screams, and faints** Yeeessss, fear my romance addiction. O.o Usually if an anime has no romance in it, I won't watch it. Well, I'll try to update tomorrow, and I'll try to get to as many sites as I can. I hope everyone else is doing ok. I feel better now after venting. Well, thanks guys for reading my long boring posts, take care everyone. ^_^

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Thursday, March 22, 2007

Sadnessness...ness... :(

Yeah,... I haven't updated in forever... I suck. XP I STILL haven't put up those char sheets. I've looked at my artwork, and where I am right now, and I've decided that I'm not really at the point right now where I would really like to faithfully start my manga. The characters aren't fully developed... the plot is still unfinished, and eh...So I'm postponing it until further notice. I know I'm unreliable and I never do anything that I say I'm going to do... You know my stepdad? Well, just like with my real dad, he just got up and left. No warning, nothing, just got up and left. He claimed that he still loved his ex-wife, even though when he got with my mom, he said that he was posotively sure that it was in fact, over. So, I got pissed. Wouldn't you? Nobody screws with my mom, I don't care if you're some random Joe, or if you're the damn pope. So... I grabbed my cell, and called his dumbass. I cussed him out, and he yelled at me, saying that my mom "exaggerrated" everything, and I hung up on him. My mom has talked to him since, and he wanted her back, but she said no, which I'm glad for. I laughed at him when his ex-wife wouldn't even take his ass back. Through all that my mom's been through, she doesn't deserve that, I mean, her husband of almost 12 years just got up and left her, she doesn't need another prick to do that again. Another thing, guess what? We're gettin' kicked out of our trailer. My stupid landlord shut our water off, and then called a health inspector, who claimed that we have to be out by noon tomorrow. I swear to God, if I had him alone in a room for two damn minutes... And I can't go live with my dad, considering the fact that he's in the hospital. He called my little brother, claiming that he was having SEVERE depression problems, and that's why he was in the hospital. He didn't give any details though. I don't know if he had a breakdown, or if he tried to commit suicide or what... not that I really care, I'm not really close to my dad anyhow. But he's still my dad, I guess. My mom made up with my aunt, so they're all good now. My uncle scott isn't doing too good though, his wife just left him, I'm gonna kick her ass. He's a good man, and a great uncle, he's always been there for me, he doesn't deserve that... Well, my life just seems to be one big drama huh? Yeah, I'm startin' to seriously consider the fact that there's a curse on our family. I'm just glad that I have good friends who support me. Anyway, I'll try to get some artwork up later, maybe a sketch or two... But right now, I've just gotta keep myself from having a nervous breakdown. O.o Well, how's everyone else been? Better than me, I dearly hope. I'll go get to them sites now. Talk to everyone later.

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Sunday, March 4, 2007

   Stuff. :/

Not really much going on here. I don't feel good though. XP I've got a really bad cough now, and I still have the dizziness. O.o *oooohh, pretty spinny room...** Lol, how's everyone else been? Good I hope. Anyyyywayys... I uploaded some art. 4 pics I think. Yeah, I'm putting off the character sheets for now, because I think that I've almost got my scanner working. :D Some of the settings are jumbled, and I'm still working with getting them fixed. I really don't wanna do those character sheets all over again if I don't have too. Or maybe I'm just reeeaallly lazy. O.o Yep, I think that's it. XD My dog is so cute. XD I was working on the scanner this morning, and it has a fax machine on it. Apparently I pressed the wrong button, and it made this giant screeching sound. O.o My dog ran away from it, but when it got louder, she went up and tried to pounce on it. Lol, she's been pawing at it ever since. XDDD **hugs doggeh** Well, Talk to everyone laters. ^_~

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Thursday, March 1, 2007

   BLUUUUUEEEE..... O.o

As you can see, I did some site revisions... I think that it looks ok, what do you guys think? Anywho, I'm happy right now, because I finally got a free photoshop trial to download! :D **boogies** But since my scanner isn't working, I'll have to do the character sheets all over again on photoshop, which shouldn't be too hard. I'll get started on that tomorrow. Since tomorrow's friday, I'll have a bunch of time on my hands. :D ... **kicks scanner** ... I got a new cd today... well, two. I got the new Fall Out Boy cd, and I got the Linkin Park Reanimation cd. So I'm a happy wolfeh right now. :) Inferno's been sick though... I feel really dizzy, and my head hurts everytime I stand up. O.o I hate being sick... :( Well, I'm off to visit sites, and then off to bed. Talk to everyone later. :)

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