Sunday, January 14, 2007

   wOOt!

Inferno have internet now!! XD NOTE: I WILL BE STARTING MY MANGA SOON!!! It'll be slightly different from the story I started, I've made some changes. It will also be fully colored, instead of black and white. I've finished about 4 pages, and I should have the cover, and chap 1 page up by tomorrow at the least. I'm also working on three requests right now too. So I have no room for any more requests right now, but they will be returning soon! I'm about ready to work on photoshop now. Requests, and pictures due: Root of all evil Physco wolf4ever and someone else who I can't think of right now, lol. Anywho, how is everyone doin'? Ok I hope. Talk to everyone later.

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Tuesday, January 2, 2007

   ...

Well, things haven't exactly gotten better, but not worse either. My mom and my aunt got in this huge fight, and she kicked us out. So we're back in that stupid trailer. We bought some little heaters though, so at least it'll be warm. We cleaned up too, so it's liveable. I'm in Chicago right now, with my brother, mom, and her new boyfriend. I like him I guess, but I kinda feel like I'm being pushed away. Though I'm sure it's just me. He's nice, and we're here in Chicago, because he's visiting family. Chicago's pretty cool, although I prefer the country better. Quiet, and peaceful. And full of polite people. Well, anywho, how is everyone doin'? Good I hope. Oh, and my site is lookin' wierd right now, because I'm switchin' back to Wolf's Rain. I missed meh Kiba, lol. I'll have everything done by tomorrow... I think. [I may be too lazy to get around to it, lol.] Also, I'm going to upload some art tomorrow too. And I know that I have one request to get to, but I guess I'll get that when I can. [Considering I didn't bring my tablet.] Oh, and before I forget, my boyfriend has an account on here now. His name is Christian, and his screen name is CHAOSwtf. Heh, visit his site when you can. [If you want to] Thanks everyone, talk to ya laters. ^_~

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Monday, December 18, 2006

   Better.

Well, it's hard to express how much things have gotten better. I've moved out of my crappy trailer, and into my aunt Sherry's house. My mom and her sister split the rent with the child support money my dad is acually paying now. She's still in good health, and is under so much less stress now. Since school is too much for me to handle with all of the emotional problems I have right now, I'm going to start being homeschooled. [yay ^_^] For once I acually feel happy. [oh, and I forgot to add, I know have a reliable computer ^_^] It seems that God has shone his light on me, and I'm happy. Thanks you guys, a bunch ^_^. The only bad news is, I still don't have a scanner, but I do have my tablet. So I'll have to do all of my work on the computer from now on. I'll be sure to do a big picture dedicated to all of you ^_^. I can finally visit all of your sites now, sorry I haven't in forever. Oh, and that story I was writing? I'm just gonna start out a manga. I'm gonna start working on it as soon as I get photoshop downloaded on this computer. ^_^ I sure hope everything is going good for you guys, and if not, you're in my prayers. ^_^ Talk to you all laters ^_~

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Saturday, December 2, 2006

   Same ol', same ol'

Hmmm, sorry I haven't updated in forever. I've been busy, and to make it worse, we had to pawn our laptop, so I can't even work on photoshop right now. -_- I'm currently writing this at the library. I'm doing ok, I guess. My mom's doing good, and I'm getting picked on less in school. I'm also trying to bring up my grades, since their crappy. I feel like I'm stupid. -_- our stupid landlord is threatening to evict us, but he doesn't scare me. Plus, my dad's going to pay some of the rent since his dumbass doesn't know how to pay his child support. How is everyone else doin'? Good I hope. I only have 8 minutes left on the computer, so I can't visit any of your sites. -_- Sorry... I'll do it as soon as I can, I promise ^_~ And, also, sorry for any neglected gb signatures, or private messages. One last thing, I think that Felix asked if the library had a scanner? It doesn't -_- XP Thanks everyone, talk to you laters ^_^

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Sunday, November 12, 2006

   Just wanted to update...

Well, not really much to talk about. Just wanted to update. I'm over at my dad's house again. {and no, he still isn't paying his child support right] My mom is doing better though, she trying to control her diabetes better. I'm not doin' so hot in school though. My grades are declining a bit, because I'm having a hard time at home. But the teachers don't seem to understand that emotional problems can be more powerful than physical. -_- I wish that they understood. I'm also gettin' the crap beat outta me by the preps. One pushed me into a locker the other day, and I ran at her, but her friends got up in my face and stuff. I bet that if they knew what I've been through, they wouldn't pick on me like that. I'll be glad when I go to art school next year. I guess it's true, you don't really know how bad something is until it happens to you. But I guess that I shouldn't tell sob stories so much. I could have it a lot worse. Some people are livin' in cardboard boxes, and only eat once a week. Also, I have a CRAP LOAD of art to upload, but I can't upload it, because my dad doesn't have a scanner, and my computer doesn't have internet, so I'm screwed either way. How is everyone else doin'? Better than I am I hope, lol. Talk to everyone laters ^_^

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Saturday, November 4, 2006

   ...

Well, I am soooooo sorry to everyone that I have been abusing my site. I haven't been on in weeks, and I'm sorry for that -_- I lost my internet, and my mom went back into the hospital. When she got there, her blood sugar was almost 600. The doctor said that if she would've spent one more day out of the hospital, she would've died. She stayed in the hospital for about three days, and I had to stay with my aunt Sherry. She didn't have internet, so I couldn't get on the computer. I couldn't get to the library, because noone would take me there, and once my mom came home, I definately couldn't go, because we don't have a car. My dad just got internet, and I'm at his apartment right now typing this. (and no, he still isn't paying his child support) I don't know when I'll get more art up, and as for the requests, and gifts, I'm sorry they're late, well, super late acually. And I'm also sorry for the neglected messages and such, that you all have been sending me. Don't take it personally if I don't answer you for a while. I just now got to the 11 messages I had in my inbox. I'm also sorry if I don't get to all of your sites. I am just so busy with my life, and all of the crap going on. -_- I wish that I had more time on here. I also don't know when I'll be on again, so please don't get mad at me. **puts paw over face** Take care everyone, I'm going to try to get to all of your sites now. Buh-bye.

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   ...

Well, I am soooooo sorry to everyone that I have been abusing my site. I haven't been on in weeks, and I'm sorry for that -_- I lost my internet, and my mom went back into the hospital. When she got there, her blood sugar was almost 600. The doctor said that if she would've spent one more day out of the hospital, she would've died. She stayed in the hospital for about three days, and I had to stay with my aunt Sherry. She didn't have internet, so I couldn't get on the computer. I couldn't get to the library, because noone would take me there, and once my mom came home, I definately couldn't go, because we don't have a car. My dad just got internet, and I'm at his apartment right now typing this. (and no, he still isn't paying his child support) I don't know when I'll get more art up, and as for the requests, and gifts, I'm sorry they're late, well, super late acually. And I'm also sorry for the neglected messages and such, that you all have been sending me. Don't take it personally if I don't answer you for a while. I just now got to the 11 messages I had in my inbox. I'm also sorry if I don't get to all of your sites. I am just so busy with my life, and all of the crap going on. -_- I wish that I had more time on here. I also don't know when I'll be on again, so please don't get mad at me. **puts paw over face** Take care everyone, I'm going to try to get to all of your sites now. Buh-bye.

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Monday, October 9, 2006

   ................

Hmmm, not really much to post about, just wanted to update. I put up a new pic today ^_^. It's of Renton, and it's in a blue scheme. I think that overall, Eureka Seven is sort of a sad, and emotional anime. I'll also be doing a lot of EurekaXRenton fanart soon. I'm also working on getting Black Tail's picture done, for the favorite place thing. And I still don't have Mid night monica's b-day pic done yet -_-. Sorry. Yeah, not really much to talk about... I guess I'll stop wasting everyone's time, and end it, lol ^___~ Hope everyone is doin' ok. I'll talk to you all laters.

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Sunday, October 8, 2006

Dusk Skies: Chapter one. Meetings.

Yes, I am finally starting my story. It is called DUSK SKIES. You will find out why in the next chapter. Tell me if you like the opening, and if you like it, I'll continue it. The next chapter will have more information on the characters, and their stories. Hope you all likey ^_^ The gravel glistened under the dim light of the cloudy sky. Water splashed the wall of the narrow alley, as a young girl ran through frantically. She was running. Running ever so quickly. Running from the man that she hated ever so much. It's funny how time passes so fast right under our noses. It's as if, the second just now, wasn't anything, and never existed at all. Just like the running girl. One person could make the biggest move, and become known worldwide. But, when the day comes that you take your leave.... from time..... from anything. The very flesh and bones that existed.... vanish, and you're forgotten. Knowing of no hope to see your living body again, people give up hope, and don't remember, in fear of..... forgetting that you ever were there. And she feared this. She was running for her life. The very life that we base our dreams, and knowledge on. The only hope... The only hope.... of anything.... of everything. She met a dead end at the alley, and she just stopped. She turned to meet his cold stare. The tears running from her eyes, she spoke. "You already killed the rest of my family! Do you have to kill me?" She breathed, through sobs. "You don't understand... You have no knowing of my reasons." He spoke just above a whisper, but it was muffled by the bandana he wore over his face "What reason could you possibly have for taking so many lives?!" She spoke more boldy now. He just answered by raising his gun, and putting it to her forehead. His cold stare held sadness, but the greed and lust had had its toll on his sympathy. She closed her eyes, waiting for everything to end. One lonely tear rolled down her cheek, and fell to the ground, and mixed with the rainwater. The small ripple held all of the life she could muster out. Comfort, sadness, anger, everything put into that one small tear. The man dropped the gun, and grabbed his shoulder in pain. Thick, sharp fangs, dove into his arm, as a large wolf lunged at him. The wolf pulled his fangs away and jumped from his shoulder, to stand in front of the girl. He snarled, and pounced at the man again, this time to be met by a strong fist to the side of his head. The man was wearing a ring, which cut the wolf across his eye. The wolf closed his left eye, to keep the blood out. The wolf growled like crazy now, and he ran at him. He took hold of his left arm, and sunk his teeth in deep. The man pulled his arm away, and stared coldly into the wolf's eyes. He then turned and ran out of the alley, holding his left arm, as he ran. The wolf didn't bother to run after him, seeing as how the girl was more important. He turned to her, and stared into her wide blue eyes. She stared back into his dark red ones. Suddently, a bright blue light came from the wolf. The shadow of the light, worked up, and turned into what looked like, a human shadow. The light died down, and a man stood in the place of the wolf. He looked back at her, and she had fainted. He picked her up, and carried her out of the alley.

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Saturday, October 7, 2006

   Requests are up.... my life is down...

Mood:Depressed Song I'm listening to:Red Sky - Thrice Well, Wowie's and BlueKitty's requests are finally up. Sorry guys. The one for BlueKitty isn't really all that good... I might redo it. Well, things really haven't turned up. My rent is two months behind, and my landlord is gettin' ready to kick us out. My mom is sick again, and in a lot of pain. I think that she might have to go in the hospital. My Jackass of a dad still won't pay his friggin' child support. And we still have no car, my mom can't gather up enough money to pay for the brakes. So, I can't make it to art club, my mom can't make it to her doctors appointments, and I can't make it to my counciling sessions. And I got in a fight with one of my friends the other day. She got mad at me 'cuz I was making fun of some manga book that she was reading, that had a bunch of girls with big boobs in it. So she started yelling at me, and cussing at me. And she also makes fun of me for bein' less fortunate than her. That has got to be the lowest thing someone can do to a person. Do you know how much it hurts when someone makes fun of you for those matters that you have no say-so in? It's like getting stabbed, right in the back or somethin'. She's a spoiled brat who gets whatever she wants, while I, have to work for practically everything I get, including food. I just wish that people like that could feel what it was like for one day, just to worry about where your next meal was going to come from. It's scary. But, sorry for the sob story. I'm on a ranting rampage today. Sometimes I just wish that I could go back to when I was little, and when I didn't acually know what life was really about, and the cruelties the world can offer. Talk to you all laters...

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