Sunday, May 20, 2007

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Hellllloooooo everyone. Things aren't going well right now. V_V You know how we moved in with my Aunt Sherry, right? Well, today she was being a total bitch, saying that my mom wasn't helping her at all, when my mom cooks and cleans everything, brings in all of the groceries, and takes my aunt with cancer to her chemo appointments everyday. Not to mention, she takes care of my aunt's son, more than his own mom does, that's sad. My cousing Brett (sherry's son) got in a fight with her today, because he had no money, and he wanted to borrow some money for about 10 minutes to go pay his loan off, and bring the money right back. He was in tears begging her, and she still said no,... to her own son... He's only twenty years old, and he has his own house, which his mom pushed him to buy. Then she started screaming at my mom, and told us to get the hell out of her house, not even considering me and my brother. I mean, we're only thirteen and eleven, what can we possibly do? Well, we got our stuff, and went to my uncle Scott's house, and stayed the night there. He's great, he's always there for us, I love him. As if things couldn't get worse, my aunt called my grandpa, and started badmouthing mom, Brett, and Scott, so he got mad at us. He called Scott saying that Grandma would be turnin in her grave, if she knew how we were fighting and stuff. What gets me mad though, is that grandpa is the one who kicked us out of our original house, when I was ten years old, not even worried about his grandchildren... We're staying in a motel right now, and it allows pets, so my dog is here with me. So that's one good thing. My whole family is screwed up. No matter how hard we try, as soon as things start to turn up, it always comes crashing back down to the damn ground. Sometimes I think that I know way too much about the world than I should at my age. My dad's being an idiot too, He's about $5,000 back on his child support now, and he still isn't paying a dime. And I haven't seen him in about three weeks, but I really don't mind. Sometimes I think that my life would be a whole hell of a lot better if he would just stay out of it. He doesn't really even like having me around anyway... I guess it's sad that I can't even talk to my own dad, because he never even answers his damn phone... ... Well, that was a good vent. Now that I'm done complaining, how is everyone else? I hope you're all doing wonderful. ^_^ I finally got my half of Blue, and I's trade up earlier, hopefully it'll show up soon. ^_^ Well, I'll try to post tomorrow, if I can. I don't really know if I'll have internet access after we leave the motel, so I can't tell how much longer I can be posting within reasonable amounts of time. I just noticed that all of my posts are usually reeeaallly long. O.o Sorry everyone, don't read if you don't want to, XD. Laterz.

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