Monday, June 11, 2007

   Might be my last post for awhile...

What the subject says. This may be my last post for quit awhile. My mom and my stepdad got in a HUGE fight today, and he got so mad that he cancelled the credit card he gave us. So now we have vurtually no money. The motel for tomorrow is paid for though. On Tuesday, I guess we'll be sleeping in the car. For how long, I have no idea. I just worry about food, and all that junk. My dad shorted us $100 last week on child support, and he hasn't even paid it this week. They were supposed to be taking is straight out of his check, but I don't know. I'm sorry, but my dad's an inconsiderate asshole. He has no idea how hard we have it, he can't even pick up the phone to call us anymore. We always have to call him. And half the time we call him, he doesn't answer. *sigh* It seems like whenever things start to turn up, they just fall right back down. I think that these are the worst times we've had in the past five years. I'm pretty confident that we'll get through this, how though, I have no freakin' idea. XD I always tell myself that the glass is half full, not half empty. :) Or at least, I try to. I guess that I'm not spending my life the way that I should if I'm just hating it all of the time, so I just try to enjoy things, you know? On another note, sorry I haven't been able to get to most of your sites. The past couple of days I've been busy trying to get all of this crap packed up for tomorrow. My uncle Mark had our car towed to his house, so he and his brother can work on fixing the brakes tomorrow. He's going to pick us up tomorrow around check-out time and load up our stuff and take it to his house, where we'll try to fit it in the car. Ugh, why is my life so complicated? Lol. The thing that bothers me most is that, I've had to mature so quickly. At least I think that I've matured quickly. I think that I'm way too experienced with life for thirteen,... I guess... If I could go get a job, or anything to help out more than I already do, I would, but I'm too young. V__V I just try to help out with what I can, help my mom with anything she needs, call the hospital when she's deathly sick, remind her to take her medicine, rub her when she feels sick, but I just don't feel like I do enough, like I'm selfish or something,... But then again, I don't have the highest self-esteem. x3 But, everything will work out the way that God intended it to. :) Sorry for the rant... XD On a lighter note, I'm gonna upload a picture right after I get done typing. I don't know if it'll be up by the time that anyone reads this though. Comments are luffed, if you feel like it. :3 Oh, and the police haven't tracked me down yet, so maybe they'll call my mom and rescedule. XD I'm hoping. Well, I'll end here, you're probably tired of my long posts. XD I'll try to get on as often as I can, like going to the library and getting on. Sorry to everyone who's holding contests that I might not have the time to participate in. I feel terrible about that. -____- Well, I'll talk to everyone later, take care. :)

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