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Taking People's Souls ((You're Next!))
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Vickie! But you can call me that or Rain-chan, or Kiki-chan!
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Either my first anime was Pokemon, Sailor Moon, or Digimon
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Thursday, December 13, 2007
Status~ Close to Crying
"My heart feels like in a million pieces,
I feel like an infinite number of tears can flow,
Because someone close to me releases
Gone forever into Heaven she goes..."
Poem by Me.
I'm sorry guys but I won't be on for a while. *sighs* I'm soo depressed.
I act all happy outside, a little too happy, but it's like any time the shield can shatter and I could break down any moment and start crying.
I'm going to tell all of you this, and only because I don't know who you all are..except Madie of course!
My cousin in China...had committed suicide.
Because of a guy.
I just found out this afternoon, and I feel like crap already. I was so happy...but then..>__>
My dad just blabbered on how stupid it was, that she risked her life because of a guy, and when he talks about her, it makes me cry more.
Because I haven't seen her since last summer, and we were going to visit again in 2009...but now we can't...
she wasn't exactly old too..around her 20's...
Okay I can't talk anymore or I'll start breaking down. I'm in the computer room and I'm the type of person who doesn't want people to see me crying...
sorry I can't get to your sites and comment..you understand right?
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