Saturday, November 20, 2004

   LINES!!!!!
Wow
I have no idea what to type about!!! oO;;

NOODLES!!! oooOOOoooOOOoooOOOooo so long and skinny!!!
Like a line!!!

__________________________________________

^_^

WOOOOOOOOOOOSH!!!!!

ARROWS!!! ===========> middle!!! <==============

w00000000000000000000000000000000000000000t!!!!!!!!!

hehe Jens is staying over tonight!!! hehe I love it when she does!!!!! ^_^

*opens back door* LOVE YOU!!!!!! ^_^ ^_^ hehee she’s the greatest!!!! xD

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Friday, November 19, 2004

   No Rest for the Wicked
w00t!!! i'm in the chrissy pagant again tomorrow!!! they are so fun!!!! i'm going as a witch!!! xD *cackles* hehe i went as a witch last year too!!! ^_^

i will see if i can get some piccies of it up, and you can see me and DJens, the crazy freak with a flag!! ^_^ go AUSTRALIA!!! lol

wow... shocking thought... i've been in this pagant every year since i was 7 xD oO;; i'm shock-a-fied... i didn't think it was that many!! ^_^'' this is only my second time with DJens though, and this time we will watch out better for the evil balloons across the other side of the road oO;; the red ones are the most evil apparently xD
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Thursday, November 18, 2004

hehehe it is funny =D

my older sister got her hair straightened for the very first time yesterday. It looked very good, but i was the only one that noticed which is really strange as i don't normally notice things, even the really obvious.
She asked our dad if he thought her hair looked good straight. here this is what the convo was like
Rebecca: do you like my hair straight dad?
Dad: I thought your hair was always straight?
Me: HAHAHAHAHA ^^
Her hair has always been really curlly and it goes into cute lil ringlets *squeals* hehe its so cute!!!!! xD

HEHE but her hair didn't stay straight for long.... *whistles innocently* WHAT!!!! IT WASN'T ME!!! NO I DIDN'T TIP THE WATER ON HER!!!!.... ok ok... i did xD xP

ITS SO CUTE!!!!!

my friend Taz (yes Taz not Kaz oO;; ) got a lil kitten!!! hehe its so cute!!! i just want to SQEEZE IT!!! xD hehe its really snobby though, and will only eat kangaroo meat oO;;

Misty is so cute though!!! she bites her tail and runs around in circle for like 10 minutes!!! hehehe ^_^


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Wednesday, November 17, 2004

well i made a more psychotic quiz... got really bored again lol Take my IdiotTest
don't feel bad if you do bad lol.. i was well... high when i made it... lol i'm not even attemptin to try it =P

well not much happened today... we got out early coz it was 37 and we get out if its over 35 which was good... apart from me hating the hot weather and all...
i am starting to catch up with my science revision... though i just realised that our exam for that is next week, and our maths exam is in 2 weeks... i just started my science revision too... only halfway through chapter 1... but the good thing is they're only incorportating 4 of the chapters into it, which is good, less studying for me lol
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Tuesday, November 16, 2004

well i finally got round to closin my quiz thingy...

the results are:

H i g h s c o r e
1 Seph 60 / Mr Pie 60
3 YM 54 / Vivi 54
5 Vivi again!! 53 / Lauren S, the cool 1! lol 53 / VIVI 53
7 Marochre 48
8 someone 47
9 Jared again 46
10 Shellz 45
11 someguy 43
12 vaughn 41
13 HiEiLoVA 40 / bradlz 40
15 Soujiro 39 / kayne 39 / kevin 39
18 Mohams_loves_Faye 37
19 Lauren :) 35
20 jared 33
21 Raymond 29
22 Xiahzeuni 29

The correct answers where


1. hehe what colour is my hair?


brown (5 points) 11 people picked it

pinky brown (10 points) 12 yes it is so NAH!

blond (3 points) 2

black (pick this and i will personally kill you) 1 yes I know who picked this YM!!!

hair? you don't have hair (2 points) 1



2. what is the name of my keyboard?

Bob (10 points) 14

Charlie (3 points) 1

your keyboard doesn't have a name (0 points) 3

Bill (3 points) 5

Garry (1 points) 4




3. why is the sky blue?


it just is (5 points) 7

its blue? since when was it blue? (... points) 3

whats the sky? (5 points) 2

i have no clue (3 points) 2

well it has to do with those little things that do stuff and they do other stuff... (10 points) 13



4. click a button

CLICK ME! (2 points) 4

CLICK ME! (4 points) 4

CLICK ME! (8 points) 12

CLICK ME! (4 points) 5

CLICK ME! (2 points) 2




5. who am i talking to through IM, that is also on MyO?

Chocobo Gene (6 points) 3

poo62 (7 points) 3

moogle claire (5 points) 11

Destinyssweetman (9 points) 9 you do realise there was a clue in my post to this one right?? Right???

number 5 (2 points) 1




6. whats my house number (OOOOH STALKER!!! O.o o.O)


1 (6 points) 0

14 (2 points) 11

4 (2 points) 4

12 (10 points) 10 STALKERS!!!!!

2 (8 points) 2



7. what came first the chicken or the egg?

chicken (1 points) 5

egg (2 points) 4

poo!!! lol (9 points) 4

food (3 points) 7

axolotyl!!! (uh.. ok?) (10 points) 7


8. is the glass half empty or half full?

its just... half (4 points) 1

*drinks*now its empty (8 points) 14 **gasps** it might of being poison!!!

half full (1 points) 5

half empty (2 points) 3

the glass is just 2 sizes too big (9 points) 4 well it is

hehe well thanks to all the people who took it…. Hehe I took it for times and I NEVER ONCE got 100 xD lol but I did get the top 4!!! (I took them out of these results, that’s why they’re different to the one’s mailed out)

ok… well now on to something else… I’ve decided its BL that doesn’t like ME as it’s happened again, with a different browser -_____- well o well… I’ll just have to live without it again… for another couple of days….. **sigh**

exams next week…. heh I’m so gonna fail… it took me 4 hours to cover the first THREE chapters in math, and I haven’t even started science yet… oO;; so it looks like I’m grounded over the hollies =’( **sobs**

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Sunday, November 14, 2004

hey

things are going much better now ... i'd like to say thankyou to Destinyssweetman for all the talks on MSN lol THANKIES!!!!

^^ um well i made a psycho quiz (i was really bored... well at least more bored than usual ^^) you can take it at Take my FriendTest

lol the top three are me... I WILL NOT STOP UNTIL I GET ALL OF THEM RIGHT!!!!! well... heh heh ... ^^''
so take it and have fun!!!
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Wednesday, November 10, 2004

   Another Bad Day
This day has been so absolutely crap =(

It seems that all I can ever do these days is piss people off...

I tell my friend I'm worried about her coz she's not eating properly, and all I get is a face of abuse... this was last week. now she just bad mouths me to everyone. I'm not the only one worried about her either, I'm just the only one who will voice it to her, I guess they're all to scared to have her do what she done to me to them.

next I ask my friend if they're ok, when they seem really upset and down, and all I get is another face full of abuse.

I really dont know why I bother showing concern for other people any more...

I'm sick of just being abused when I want to help. If I didn't want to help I wouldnt ask or say these things.

Its like people see me as a scape goat for all their problems and blame them all on me, even if it isn't linked to me or my falt at all...

Then they turn around and say I'm cold hearted, distant, uncaring, remote.

I think my friend, Kaz is turning suicidal, but she wont even tell me whats wrong =( and its tearing me to pieces to see her like this =( the worst thing is I cant hug her or anything, she moved interstate... but I don't think she'll last to the holidays. =(

I hurt someone real close to me, and they want to end their lives also... they slit their wrists... this is the second time I done this to them... and I don't think I can forgive myself for doing it...

I can't even apologise=( coz I can't even speak to them now...

So I guess I deserve what ever comes my way... and I DO deserve those names...

heres a poem I wrote...

My Face

All these people that I’m surrounded by
So many of them smile, joke and laugh
I smile back with no emotion
This act I execute to perfection
No one must see the real me.

The pain inside knows no end
Bound roughly behind a incomplete mask
Does no one realise these incredibly evident flaws
In the way I act, so incomplete
One minute exultant, the next so secluded

No one must know my true emotions
No one must open me up
I’m scared of what they might find
Not even I know what lies beneath
The composed act I put on
Release is very much more excruciating
Than to imprison them all inside

It comes as no surprise
That I waste my life away
The existence I crave is swiftly diminishing
I find no solace as not a soul knows

To live is emptiness
My heart finds rest from electric insanity,
I have no alternative; this is the path I chose
And so I die,
My mask unmoving, secured closely on my face.

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Tuesday, November 9, 2004

Strange Day
Strange day today

BL has decided it doesn't like my browser, so I am sad :(

But then I downloaded Yahoo!Messenger again, because my PC had rejected it before and I'm happy!!! ^^:)

I got a new nickname ( I go through them like anything lol) and this one, is Poppy. :)

Strange, but well lol it started out as Poppet, so I am happy with Poppy. :)

I "forgot" to turn up at school until the middle of lunch, and then "conveniently" forgot my next two lessons books, and slept through the last lesson. :)

Luckily on Tuesdays is VISTA sport, so there was only like 10 people in Science, the last lesson. Which meant I could sleep peacefully without being woken for once by people yelling. :) Yes. I regularly sleep through Science. :) :) ^^

It's strange though, every night when I go to bed, the minute I try to go to sleep, I start crying.

Well today was strange because for once I was not my happy cheerful bubby self. I turned back into the big impassive depressed lump I used to be. I just felt so dead. :(

song lyrics...

You Can’t Take Me

You can't take me - yeah!

Gotta fight another fight,
I'm gonna run another night.
I get it up, check it out -
I'm on my way,
And it don't feel right.
I've gotta get me back -
I can't be beat,
And that's a fact.
Its ok, I'll find a way.
It ain't gonna take me down,
No way!
Woah...yeah...

Don't judge a thing till
you know what's inside it.
Don't push me,
I'll fight it.
Never gonna give it,
Never gonna give it up, no.
If you can't catch a wave,
Then you're never gonna ride it.
You can't come, uninvited.
Never gonna give it,
Never gonna give it up, no.
You can't take me -
I'm free.

Why did it all go wrong?
I wanna know what's going on.
What's this holding me?
I'm not where I'm 'supposed to be.
I've gotta fight another fight.
I've gotta fight, with all my might.
I'm gettin’ out, so check it out.
You're in my way -
Yeah you'd better watch out.

Oh, cause...
Don't judge a thing till
you know what's inside it.
Don't push me,
I'll fight it.
Never gonna to give it,
Never gonna give it up, no.
If you can't catch a wave,
Then you're never gonna ride it.
You can't come, uninvited.
Never gonna give it,
Never gonna give it up, no.
You can't take me -
I'm free.

Oh yeah, I'm free....

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Saturday, November 6, 2004

Booby trapped
Wow. Geez.

its really funny, i think my mother must have brain damage by now or something. oh yeh i better start at the start.

Theres a cupboard in my room, like one of those ones that are like just below the roof. Well anyway, I put random junk in this cupboard, coz well I'm really short and I have to be on a chair to reach it ^^... and beleive me, this cupboard is FULL.
So my mother decides she wants to go in my room and open the cupboard. Of course, like most things in my room its very badly packed and avsolutely EVERYTHING falls onto her head.
So i go in, pick it up, and what do you know, two minutes later..."AMANDA COME PICK UP YOU'RE STUFF!!!"
Well anyways, after like 10 more minutes, and 8 times picking everything up, I thought 'thats it, I'm just goin' to lock this cupboard'.
I locked it, and my mother comes and asks me what I have in the cupboard. I tell her she should know, its tipped on her head 10 times already, but she said she didn't remember and wanted to have a look.
I agreed, and opened the cupboard for her, everything fell out (this time not on her head!!! ^^) and she went "ok, so why did you lock it?" i mean seriously...
-_-''
this happened all morning... then I realised I could stop this!!! how?? by leaving everything on the floor.

well at least i had lots of excercise gettin off and on chairs all morning ^-^

As some people know (that dont come here thank god) know that this happens regularly in my house, but this time was different.

I wanted to see what was so entertaining about it, so i opened the cupboard doors while i was standin' under it... OMG IT WAS SOOO FUN!!!!!

I KNOW WHY SHE DOES THAT NOW!!!! lol its so addictive i swear!!! ^^

wow, i just realised how long this post is ^^ its my longest yet!!!! ^^ well catch yas all later

buh bui
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Tuesday, November 2, 2004

WOW!
WOW!!!

The weekend was sooo fun!!! No one slept at all... we were all to scared that someone would attack us with the lipstick and eyeliner!!! O.O
we attacked Brad a couple of times when he dared to doze off. Then we pinned all the guys down and attacked them... lol we went through 5 tubes!!!! they need to make those things stronger!!! i just hope Rychelle's mum don't miss them too much ^^ O.o

LOL then on Sunday, in true Halloween style, we went ... dun dun dun... HOME!! lol none of us had the energy to go trick or treating... o.O

we all were addicted to the dancemats... all night we were on them every night ^^ XP

lol we all are still catching up on our sleep ^^'' sleeping through classes... on the sofa... lol ... every where... so i might go nap now lol ^^


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