Friday, February 11, 2005

RANT
I want to kill him. I want him to feel the pain hes brought on me. I want him to bleed his heart out to know how I feel. I want him to scream. I want him to cry. I want him to know that all hes ever done to me is bring me pain, sorrow, and a deep yurning to be alone, away from all boys and people. He is why I don't like to care. He is why I hate myself so much. He is why I hate all men.

sorry about that i just needed to get it out



from anothers site:

Have you ever hit someone forcefully? yes

Have you ever thrown anything at a moving car? yes

Have you ever been in a fist fight? definitely

Have you ever laughed so hard you cried? yup

Have you ever hit an animal on the road? no

Have you ever seen a Beatles film? yup

Have you ever cussed? yes

Have you ever been on a subway? no

Have you ever taught a little kid to cuss? I have a little sister, I swear a lot... I’d say so

Have you ever cheated on a test/exam? yes

Have you ever skipped school? no well yes if you count faking sick.

Have you ever egged someones house? no

Have you ever gotten a computer virus? yes. have one now

Have you ever cried for no reason at all? yup
Have you ever missed someone? yes so bad it hurts.

Have you ever felt actual pain on your heart? Yes

If so what from? people.

How often do you get depressed? Far too much probably

If you do get depressed do you let other people know? no

If you get depressed how do you vent? Depends, sometimes cut, sometimes cry, sometimes write

If you didn't have the thing above what would you do? I would kill myself

Has anyone ever tried to take your venting style away? Yes my parents

How do they make you feel? Like I don't deserve to be breathing.

Why do they make you feel like that? why are you asking me?

I'm only asking because you need them answered. No I don't

Than why are you still typing? Because I have now where else to go.

And? and online is the only place I can be myself even if I scare them. Which I'm sorry if I do.

And? I got nothing else

fine we'll move on, Have you ever talked to yourself? Yes

When? Right now, arn't I?

When was the last time you cried? earlier

Why did you cry? ...because

When have you wanted to cry? All the time

Why didn't you? ...i did

Who makes you the most depressed? I duno

Why? because they do the most to hurt me?

Why do you think they feel that way? I duno. Maybe they want someone else to feel their pain

Are they pushy? yes

Are you tired? Yes

Do you want to scream? Yes

Do you want to do anymore quiz? No

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