Monday, August 6, 2007

   I'm really a mental-instution escapee..... >_>;;
Umm... Yeah really bored. Life get's really boring when mi hermanita isn't around. She went away for a couple of days. [FYI, mi hermanita isn't technically my little sister, I just call her that...] Anywho- so it's just me and m-chan here. All I ever do is get on the internet and draw and all m-chan ever does is play video games. We're boring people, oh well. I have to go back to school in a coupla weeks. [*grumble-grumble*] I'm not particularly looking forward to it. It's not that I don't like school.... Hmm... Nevermind that's a lie. I find school to be boring, and I know I have to go so I should just shut-up and stop complaining because that's not going to make things better. I always get really bored and jittery in class and end up not paying attention. I also dislike getting bad grades, which didn't happen until last year [stupid algebra!] so now I'm like- why work hard if it's not going to pay off in the end. So like all last semester I was working really hard to bring my math grade up- but it still wasn't enough. [It's not that I failed, I got a B, which is really annoying... I was .5 points away from getting an A, it's my first B on a report card, so I was getting all stressed like I'm in highschol now, no college is gonna take me when my grades are lame and all over the charts like this.... I had a A+ then I had a C- then I had a B for the loooongest time, so I go up and them down.... Oh well.] I don't even remember what I was ranting about...

Hmm... What else is going on?

I don't know.

Hmmmm..... Do ya'll wanna know a fun fact about me?

You're gonna hear it anywayz, so stop reading if you think it's lame to know my secrets.

Here goes:
I hate wearing shoes. Hate it. I never see a point in it. I've payed the price for not wearing shoes outside before, I got stung on the foot by some bee or wasp or something. And my foot swelled up and turned black and purple. It was cool, in a nasty sort of way! Haha. But I still haven't learned my lesson because I walk around barefoot all the time. I'm kinda like L from Death Note. I always sit with my feet up on my chair like that too. I used to get in trouble for it during class; because I can't have both feet on the ground when I sit, they either have to be tucked up under me or crossed or I sit like L or something... I'm weird.... XD
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Sunday, August 5, 2007

   It's 4 o'clock in the morning... I can't sleep. Well-- I slept from 11 until 3 then couldn't get back to sleep and my laptop looked so inviting. It just said, "Ink. I~nk! You know you wanna come and get on the internet." And I was like, "No, Napoleon-sama [that's my laptop's name] I can't it's 3 in the morning." Of course Napoleon doesn't take no for an answer, so he retorted, "Ink, you are a lame excuse for a internet-junkie you can't sleep, you have nothing better to do, just turn me on. C'mon ya know you wanna." So Napoleon won and now I'm on the internet. He has a smug look upon his face [er...screen? It's hard to describe a laptop's facial features. -.-;;] Whatever.

I'm going back to be now. Good night-- despite the fact that it's technically morning... Oooooh well... It's still nighttime, the mantra works.
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Thursday, August 2, 2007

PRAY FOR THE FAMILIES OF THE VICTIMS OF THE MINNEAPOLIS BRIDGE COLLAPSE! ALSO- PRAY FOR THE PEOPLE WHO SURVIVED SUCH A HORRIFIC EVENT.

OUR HEARTS ARE WITH YOU.
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   Ker-smaaaaash!
I need to get a better sleep pattern. Somehow I don't think that's going to happen. :/ I'm told that before school starts up again I have to start going to bed at a reasonable time and waking up at 7.... [Whereas I usually go to bed anywhere from midnight to 2, and wake up at 9.] But, I've gotten so used to this pattern that it's going to be hard to break it. Oh well. I'm also told I need to start eating 3 meals a day. Which I find dumb- I can't eat 3 meals a day, I feel weird and heavy. If I actually eat breakfast then I don't eat lunch and if I do eat lunch I don't eat dinner. I usually end up getting a Kaiser roll [AKA the largest rolls on the face of the planet, bread be good. XD] and then eat dinner. But I don't like eating much more. I'll occasionally have the random chocolate bar or some pizza pringles, but other than that I don't eat. Of course I don't need much food all I do is sit around on the internet all day.

Except for days like today, of course. I went "shopping" this morning. And by shopping I mean walk down the streets of my town going into shops my family wanted to go into and waiting desperately until the time came for us to head over to the new Barnes and Noble's. And of course the first thing I did was look for manga, but noooo this store doens't carry manga!! I asked an employee [who looked at me like I was from some different planet when I asked her where the manga was. When she looked it up in the little computer thingy I had to spell it for her.. *shakes head*] if they had manga and she was like ummm no. So I left there empty handed and in a dire need of coffee. This afternoon we went swimming at the local waterin' hole [AKA a lake] and that wasn't bad. I don't particularly like sand. But oh well.

I'm bored if ya'll hadn't noticed that just yet. And I have nothing else to do besides rant/blog/be annoying to all of you wonderful people who are actually reading this.

Hmmm... I was looking at colleges this weekend, I think I know where I want to go, now all I have to do is graduate highschool! I'm still brooding over what I'm going to major in. I want to write but don't want to take like a gazillion literature courses. So if I could be a novelist without all that mess, then I'm all for it! ^^ But I also want to be an artist. If ya'll didn't know-- I do other art than anime, I just don't post any of it. I do photography when I feel like it [despite not having taken any photography classes, I think I'm pretty good though], I also paint. My painting skillz aren't all that good though. Oh well. I'll just have to pray about it. Ya know? I mean whatever I do it's to the glory of God so whatever He wants me to do I'll do it. I know I've been blessed with a talent, so I just have to wait for God to reveal Himself to me. ^^
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Tuesday, July 24, 2007

   Galileo!
I have Bohemian Rhapsody by Queen stuck in my brain! It's so stinkin' annoying! I like that song though, so it's all good! ^_^ haha. I have issues.

Me hermanita es jugando el Legend of Zelda. Ella es muy buena. Yo quiero me hermanita. Yo hablo en espanol. Porque? No idea....




I'm in a video game mood.



OH MY GOSH!!!!! When my best guy friend gets older, this is what he's gonna look like! >.<



Look at the look on her face! I bet she's listening to Bohemian Rhapsody! JK....
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Thursday, July 19, 2007

I seem to have a talent for finding AMV's that make me cry. Me gusta el L pequeno.... *cries*
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I cried.... Read my rant about crying in anime if you want more background on this....
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Sunday, July 15, 2007

I really don't like replying to messages. So, LGA775-san, can I reply to you here? Is that OK? I'm going to do it anyway! ^_^

Thanks so much for always sending me such kind messages, to tell the truth at first it kind of freaked me out. But now I know that you are a kind person. Thank you for commenting on my emo post. It really made me feel better. I know I have a long way to go before I can achieve the kind of art style I want. And to know that there are people willing to help me along the way gives me hope that I'll achieve that goal.

I'm sorry if I upset you with teh emo post. I truly was just in a [really] bad mood. I know God has blessed me, and He's going to help me with my dream of someday becoming an artist.

Thanks, LGA775-san, and God bless you!
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Saturday, July 14, 2007

Has anyone ever realized that my art looks like crap? I mean, seriously. I'm horrible. Like I'm totally in an emo mood because of it. RAH! I wish I wasn't such a crappy artist. I guess I should take drawing off my the "talents" section on myOtaku page.... I should put it on goals. Nah, even I cannot hope to acheive it as a goal. I know I just stink. And I'm OK with that, mainly because I have to be. Oh well.

[Somebody had emO's for breakfast today. *check out my comment on the animefood thing on the mainpage for the emo's thing....]

Someone, I need a confidence booster. Please save me from drowning in my own crappyness.
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Saturday, July 7, 2007

Buh-buh-buh BEEEEEAAAAACH!!!!
We just got to the beach, and it's raining. So, we're inside. But that's ok, I got to spend about an hour in the water so that's cool. I was boogie-boarding and have thus far been beaten-to-a-pulp 3 times! I've only bled, from being beaten against the sharp shells, once though. I'm going to miss not having my tablet *cries* Oh well. That's not the point, but OK. Once I get back I'll post the random little comic I drew on the way down here. Let's just say it has to do with one annoyed ink.black.sky, a chibified Jonathan, and beign random in the car. I was attempting to save several of my new volumes of manga for when I got reaaaaly bored. But they lasted me. So that's good.

I just wanted to say, that toxictherapy-sempai, I miss you. Hopefully you'll get on sometime this week so I'll be able to talk to ya. And hopefully by the time I get back; I won't be too badly bruised that I'm incapacitated. Haha. You can tell I'm bored, right?! Ha, this is great I'm so bored, and I'm cold. Even though it's summer, and I'm at the beach. That's so sad. I'm pathetic. I think I'm going to go draw or something. I don't know. I guess I'll get back to ya'll later. Rock On and God Bless!!!!!!!
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