Wednesday, January 16, 2008

   What to say...?
There really isn't that much going on. I feel like my entire schedule is thrown off though... My school has a worship service every Thursday but due to the fact that the guy who leads it has college on Thursdays, we now have to dress up in nice clothes and do it on Wednesdays. This wouldn't really be so monumental if not for the fact that I've been doing it on Thursday for the last 11 years. [I've been going to the same school for 11 years...sigh...where did my life go?]

As said before, I want to post a collage. Probably won't happen but yet again maybe if I say it I might remember.

So...I haven't really mentioned my anime list for a while...I don't actually remember where I left off...So I got a couple new ones, mainly from randomly clicking on links to manga on onemanga.com. [Note: I do not suggest doing this, because there is some adult manga there, and if that stuff bothers you, then...don't do it, be careful what you click on!!]

So...
#33-40 are thus:
Voices of a Distant Star ['cause I forgot to put it on the first list]
Black Cat +
The Bride of the Water God +
You're My Girfriend +
Bloody Kiss +
Whisper of the Heart [yet again 'cause I forgot to put it on the list when I first posted it.]
The Cat Returns [another one I forgot...>.>]
Hoshi wa Utau [also known as Twinkle Stars] +

Sooo...I really like all the manga [which I have cleverly marked with a plus sign!] but by far I was probably the most excited to read Hoshi wa Utau, becase I adore Takaya-sensei and it's her latest manga; and I've been looking for it forever and I just randomly clicked on it on onemanga because the name sounded interesting and then just about had an anuerism because it was the one I'd been searching for.

Little things like this make my day. :)

So... I was supposed to have a good day today; and, actually I did. I mean it wasn't like anything horrible happened yesterday I was just being mean to myself. So, today I knew that I had someone to try to have a good day for, and when she reads this I hope she knows that whenever I started to get depressed or think badly about myself I thought of her encouragement and it made me feel better. Anyway, to that lovely person you know who you are and I treasure your friendship. And I would hug you; but, I too lack the ability to drive [legally], one day! One day, I promise we'll actually get to talk to each other sans keyboards and laptop screens! It will happen!!!!

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After Youth Group post:

Oh my. God is so great. Let me say that again, only caps lock for emphasis...GOD IS SOOOOOOO GREAT!!!!! I attended before service prayer, and let me tell you God was tangibly there. It was so cool. I mean you couldn't help but to cry out to God and then to hear everyone else's voices just singing and praising was awesome. We all kind of had this moment where everyone just held their breath and was in complete awe of God. It was amazing. My brain couldn't even comprehend words at that point so I was just repeating praises over and over again. GOD IS SO GOOD! And then, I helped out with the tech team and that was really fun; so I just got back home from a really awesome night of just praising God and having fellowship with my friends.

I've been so down on myself lately and I just realized that I need to stop, and take a deep breath and realize that God doesn't make mistakes. He didn't make a mistake when He created me and I'm not perfect. I know that, nobody's perfect; and God doesn't expect that of me. He wants me to be the best me possible and with His help I can strive to do that. Wow. How amazing a feeling that is. So I guess whenever I'm feeling down I should come back and read this post and just realize how truly unfathomable God's love for me is. He's so awesome, I just want to tell everybody.

It can seem so overwhelming at times and it's tough to even realize you can't understand it all; but, God is bigger than any insecurity. Don't look at God and say, "Look how big that mountain is," look to the mountain and say, "Mountain, do you know how big my God is?" I've always loved that little analogy.

So yeah...now I'm back at my house praying that it snows tomorrow so I get out of school. [laughs] I'm such a slacker... But, yeah.

So everybody, I want you to know that God is so good, and when we are faithless He is faithful; and He's mighty to save. His love will never ever fail. And you can always [and I mean it...always] rely on Him.
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