Sunday, May 15, 2005

o.o Question
To all teh people
Whom are out
And about
on this site

If you found out
Someone liked you
And you didn't know
How to say or show
Any love for them

What pray-tell
Would you do?
Would you let them in
Underneath your skin
Or reject it

If you're afraid
Of something bad
Happening in the midst
No longer to be kissed
By them anymore

._. overprotective parents...
How cruel they can become sometimes...

<3 yuri-chan
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Saturday, May 14, 2005

Time stands still
I'm waiting for
Something to happen
Go by the shore
But nothing can happen
Time stands still
And all ceases to drive
I come to my feet
And come to derive
That this in turn
Is calmer than calm
Nothing comes to bother
To my soul its a balm
It gently holds my heart
And let me feel no pain
Tis a beatuful feeling, yes
But theres nothing here to gain
I want time to start again
Because I enjoy that single rush
Where anything can happen
And you have this nice brush
So goodbye peaceful moments
I hope to come here again
When my heart gets too full
And am in need of this feelin'

<3 to my mommy's house. It's reall such a beautiful escape from the things that get underneath my skin

<3
Yuri-chan~
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Wednesday, May 11, 2005

   The keys to my heart?

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

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Sunday, May 8, 2005

Make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And break away...

^___^... i finally...

I broke away

From you


^___^ and god..damn... am i proud of it...

<3 Yuri-chan~
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Thursday, May 5, 2005

Be that as it may...
Here, deep within
This broken heart
I know I can't
Begin to start
I can't ever tell you
I love you... anymore...
I'm trying hard
To let you go
And my heart just
Hurts so much, you know
I just have to tell you..

That it's
Here...
Deep deep within my heart...
And it's
Here...
Its tearing me apart
(Tearing me apart...)

I've taken so much
That I feel so numb
And now I'm staring
At this loaded gun
Call me crazy
Whatever you want
But this pain stays here
And continues to taunt

And its
Here...
Can't stop all these tears...
And its
Here...
Silent all these years
(Silent all these years...)

Oh, I want you to know
I'll always love you
I just might never show
It all to...
You...

And its
Here...
Recurrent twards me
And its
Here...
Can't you... see?


these lyrics to me seem alot more stable...
maybe if i can i'll make a recording of it... i really like how this turned out...
*btw... yeh, thats how i feel right now...*

<3
Yuri-chan
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Wednesday, May 4, 2005

Sedated
As I sit here...
I wonder
Do you even care?
As I wait here...
I wonder
Are you still there?

This life has
Taken me away
This life has
Left me forever

As I am here...
I wonder
Can you go away?
As I ride along...
I wonder
Will your spirit stay?

Please can you
Save me from this?
Please can you
Save me from myself?

As I sit here...
I wonder


._. their lyrics to a song I'm currently just fiddling with...
._. I have such a broken... and empty feeling inside...

<3
Yuri-chan~
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Sunday, May 1, 2005

...Someone, please help her
As she sits there
She knows whats going on
She see's him with her
And ignores the playing song

She drowns out everything
And fills up with tears
She's hurt, just by him
He's the best of her fears

She's trying so hard
She feels so pathetic
Because she's held on so long
And she's become deathly sick

Her friends see she's ill
But are all still behind
She's trying to get better
But first, she should find

Some way, to let go of all
That pain she hold's inside
She'll keep the memories, sure
But her feelings, she must hide

She'll never stop loving him
She just might never show
Her love to him anymore
Because she's trying to let go

She's tried to hard
To block everything out
Can she open back up?
Or continue with doubt

Yuri-chan~
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Monday, April 25, 2005

Something’s quarreling deep within
Its trying to come out
I don’t know quite how to begin
I just want to scream and shout

I want to share it with all
What I’m feeling here inside
But I don’t know how to call
This thing that still abides

Some tell me that this feeling
Its called… happiness
Whatever it is, I hope it’s staying
Because its keeping me so bliss

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Sunday, April 24, 2005

o.o


._. I drew a piccy!
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Sunday, April 17, 2005

o.o; video game addict
o.O gewd or bad?

I am 50% Video Game Addict.

Video games are a big portion of my life, maybe too big of a portion. They are not a means of social interaction, despite what I might think. I should just go outside.

Take the
Video Game Addict Test
@ FualiDotCom

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