Saturday, January 1, 2005

happy new year everyone
:D HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!! NEW POEM Y0! ^__^;
o.o hope ja'll likez it

I ended this last year
While thinking of you
And I hoped that you were
Thinking of me too
I began this new year
While hoping for your love
Will it even come?
I really hope it does
I don't know quite why
But I want you so bad
And all those days I've spent with you
Were the best I've ever had
And as I sit in my chair
And listen to my song
I wonder if I might have
Done something wrong
In our relationship that is
Because I don't know why
But I feel like I might have
Passed something by
Well, in this new year
I hope to share it with you
I want to love you and I hope
You want to love me too

:D; good or bad y0?
^__^ happy new year again everyone...
~Yuri-chan~
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Friday, December 24, 2004

I can't sleep tonight
Cause' I'm dreaming of you
And you keep me awake
No matter what I try to do
I toss and I turn
All about in my bed
But I can't seem to sleep
When I lie down my head
You wander through my mind
Like nothing has before
And it makes me feel good
So I start dreaming more
I love you so much
I could hold up my hand
But it never can match
It makes it seem bland
I love you this mUcH!
*raises her hand high*
=P beat that silly head
Cause' j00r shorter than I!
:3; Its a little mean yes
But he knows I mean well
And I can't truly decribe
No matter how often I tell


:3; hope ya'll like it... x.x; not to0o0o0o great... but I think its.. ok? o.o oOo, and a little quote thingy...
"When I first met you
I was afraid to talk to you
When I first talked to you
I was afraid to like you
When I first liked you
I was afraid to love you
Now that I love you
I'm afraid to lose you..."
._. i found that very nice.. and relative i guess to what i ish goign through with my buddy :3 *i heart 00 buddy* X3;;

hearts to everyone!!!

:3!~ OH YEAH!!!
MERRY CHRISTMAHAUNAKWANZAKA y0!!!!!

<3
~Yuri-chan~
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Sunday, December 19, 2004

this is my current cosplay idea...
I've only dun a cosplay outfit once before... x_x and it was for SakuraChan o.o; I had made a sukura kitty costume for her and it was.. er... ok...
o_o;; but she ran around way too much in it and wore it to school and it was worn out well before the actuall convention ^^;
o_o; as for my costume, it'll be rather tough yeah -_-;;; o.o; but i'm willing to work meh ass of to keep me occupied durring winter break *to keep my mind off of certain past events...* o_o i need a way to make the head gear... and the hip armour things... o.o any suggestions?

=3 omg tiz GIR!

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Friday, December 17, 2004

death
when someone dies... someone close, What do you do? What CAN you do? A friends family member dies... what can you do? what comfort can you give them, if any? What would you say to them? How do you act?

When something really bad like death happens... what is there to do, other than mourne with the people close to them

When your informed of someone passing away... would you do what i did?

Me> what happened to his mom?
*anonnymous friend*> ...well...
Me> please tell me...
friend>... lets just say... she's no longer with us...
Me> *stands there and goes into a shock of astonishment and tears begin flowing from her eyes down her cheeks*
friend> hey..hey..*hugs* its ok.. she's in a better place now anyways..
Me> *begins sobbing while standing there in the lunch line* ...but why her? why did she have to die?...why?
friend> ...i don't know... but she is in a better place now..
Me> but she's without her family... she's all alone... and... *starts crying even more* they're all probably sobbing worse than i am...
friend> i know... but beleive me... she's in a better place now... she's not suffering...
Me> *still crying* ok...
friend> *hugs*... it'll be ok..

was this a good or bad reaction? or a normall or overdramatic reaction?
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Wednesday, December 15, 2004

-__-...why do i feel empty?
o_o new poem

dunno, this one's just...

meh.. read and you'll find out

Why do I feel
So empty right now?
I really should try
To cure this somehow
But nothing will work
And its starting to grow
Its the pain from this feeling
I don't wanna let go
My friends tell me
It'll all go away
And then I'll be happy
Happy they say?
I just can't be happy
Without that one touch
Or without that feeling
That I desire so much
I can't just LET GO
And leave at this
I still want his love
And that loverly kiss
But it seems to have gone
Or its extreemly faint
And its leaving me empty
And leaving me saint

~yuri-chan~
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Monday, December 13, 2004

BRIGHTNESS!!!!
o_o good or bad? whats j00r oponion y0?


**and i wrote a new poem**
^^-

I keep listening to your shit
And can't take it anymore
Now I'm getting my revenge
And I'm settling the score
I'm gonna kill you tonight
Cause' I'm just so deranged
But the second your gone
This will all have changed
I'll finally be free
From everything you say
And finally at peace
With everyone today
Its weird how I can't feel
Any sympathy for you
But maybe its because
You hated me too...
Doesn't matter anyways
I hate you all the same
You ruined my life
And gave me so much shame
But now its all over
And i can finally say
That i'm happy to be here
And everythings ok...

o.o what j00 think?
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Sunday, December 12, 2004

merry holiday's y0
o.o ya, erm, sry for not posting in so long x_x *dies*
-_____- i'll bring up a new poem soon
o.o; been kinda lazy in teh writing region..
^^- later ya'llz o.o
<3
~yuri-chan~
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Monday, November 15, 2004

...
Do I love you?
I'm not sure
But I've never felt
This way before
When you're not here
My body feels weak
And i start to seem
Oh so bleak
My heart is torn
over what you do
Should I move on?
Or go after you?
Do I have your love
And not realize it yet?
Is it already mine
And safely set?
I love you truly
With all my heart
It will and has always
Been there from the start...

~yuri-chan~
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Sunday, October 31, 2004

What are you?
Your kiss is passionate...
Your hugs are willowy...
Your eyes glisten...
Your touch is fulfilling...
Your smell is what i crave...
Your smile is assenting...
Your love is unforgetable...
You are... you were...
My first love..

o_o; yeah... well this is for someone i love..
IF i had someone to love... *or who loved me back...*
~yuri-chan~
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Thursday, October 28, 2004

What a sin to hate...
But how it can express so much...

These things that are,
Falling from my eyes,
They seem to come,
From my despise,
The hate I have,
Mixed with my fears,
They're telling me that,
These are my tears,
Some tears, they say,
Are happy and glad,
But mines are not,
They're gloomy and sad,
And now you see,
They just won't stop,
My tears keep flowing,
Every last drop,
You know you caused,
This entire mess,
And you made me feel,
Completely depressed,
You ruined the life,
I shared with him,
And I hate you for,
Being just so grim,
Thanks to you it,
Won't be the same,
So i'll give you credit,
And all the blame...

*~yuri-chan~*
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