Thursday, July 15, 2004

   ^^;; Update!
XD haven't posted in a while... o.0; been drawing alot lately ^^;; o cam up with another poem.. ^^;; not sure if its so great.. but i'm trying

I wish you were here
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I wish you were here,
Right here by my side,
Oh, you'd hold me so dear.
I wish you were here,
So i could feel your warmth,
And not feel so drear.
I wish you were here,
'Cause you lift my spirit high,
And rid all my fear.
I wish you were here,
Because when your with me,
I dare not shed a tear...
...i wish you were here...
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Sunday, July 11, 2004

o_O;; umm
uh yeah.. this is a poem for umm o_O; my buddy?

I Love You
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what else can i say?
i love you...
so few words...
yet they have so much meaning...
can can either build someone...
or break someone...
three words...
just three words...
they make you think...
don't they?
they make me think...
they make me feel...
just so happy...
especially when i hear it from you...
when you say it to me...
and only to me...
it wakes me up inside...
and makes me say...
^^ i love you too...
because i do...
more than life itself...
^^i'm glad that you love me...
because i love you too...

o.o; and figured i put this in here too XD


-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.


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o_O; uhh
umm had a piccy here... but it dissapeared.. o_O;; so replacing it with this



Playful


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Saturday, July 10, 2004

ugh --;
oh is it that time again?
...better get it over with now...
i hate being here...
here with all of these people...
here in the real world...
i want to be back home...
where no one can ridicule me...
maybe they'll dissapear if i close my eyes for a bit?
...nope... they're all still here...
>_< i wish they would go away...
why are they staring at me?
what did i do?
o_O nothing... i just sat here...
what? is it because i'm different?
because i seem to "make a statement different from you?"
i'll make a statement right now to the real world...
"FUCK YOU!!!!"
i only desire to be with my freinds and loved ones...
why must the world ruin that for me...
why do you consider me different?
is it because i dress differently from you?
do you shun me because of that?
do i shun you?
i don't think so...
if u JUST got to know me...
i'm not a bad person on the inside...
but no...
you don't want to know me...
all because i'm different...
WHO CARES REALLY?!?!?!?!?!
i don't care who you are...
or what u wear...
if your a good freind then what does that matter?
clothes mean nothing...
makup means nothing...
their just ways we like to express ourselves...
freindship means something...
and being a good freind is everything...
o_o; hey..
its all over...
i'm back in my own world...
talking to my own freinds...
talking to my loved ones...
this is the best place in the world...
an escape from the real world...
my world...
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   SUCKY poem
you must understand me...
if you truly wan't to know...
i'm hiding in this darkness...
with no where else to go...
people who detest me...
don't know me at all...
i CAN be a good person...
atleast untill i fall...
i fall into the darkness...
farther than i ever have before...
i want to get out...
cause' i can't take it anymore...
help me through this darkness...
help me find the light...
get me out of this place...
so i can fall asleep at night...
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Friday, July 9, 2004

are you all sure?
...can someone please find me...
find me through this forest...
this firery forest...
a hellish forest...
where all the animals have fled...
fled far away...
away from this fire...
who caused this fire?
i did...
and i'm not sorry for it...
i wanted this forest to burn...
its the forest in my mind...
the forest that used to be so peaceful...
this forest that used to have cyute little furry animals...
now their all gone...
now all thats here is the heavily burning wood...
and me sitting right in the middle of it...
sitting there just waiting for everything to burn...
why hasn't the burning stopped?
i guess i'm still feeling my pain...
i wish to make the pain go away... but i can't...
some things are holding me back too much...
help me out of this forest...
and undo what i have done to myself, my mind, and others
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   umm..
...sitting here at my computer...
asking myself what to do with my life...
there is nothing...
there has to be nothing...
because if there was...
wouldn't i be doing it?
life really bites you know that?
i wish my life were better than it is now...
it may seem like i'm a perfect child...
kids parents love me...
they think i'm polite and have manners or something...
thats in real life though....
on my computer i can be a cold person...
or i can try to be an uplifting person...
people judge me too quickly sometimes...
sometimes it take quite a while to know me...
i might seem like the girl who would never do anything about her life...
i hope i'm not....
but if i was...
would i still be here typing out this pathetic exuse for a poem?
...i really don't know...
i wish some things would just change for me...
they say "she's got it easy..." or "she shouldn't be like that... her parents let her do anything"
bull shit...
i can do nothing...
but feel like nothing...
especially around here...
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Thursday, July 8, 2004

   umm..
uh.. hello there everyone... none of u may know me, atleast not yet...

How to make a yuri-chan

Ingredients: 1 part competetiveness 5 parts self-sufficiency 1 part beauty

Method: Blend at a low speed for 30 seconds. Add a little fitness if desired!

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Gender	MaleFemaleUndecidedIn Bewteen
Your SOUL is:	That of the DEVIL ^_^
Your AURA color:	Baby Blue (cute, funny, smart)
Your LUCKY NUMBER is:	48
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Goddess of the Moon. Beauty, yet a sadness lurks
about you at times. But hey, pain is beauty,
right?


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My inner child is ten years old!

The adult world is pretty irrelevant to me. Whether
I'm off on my bicycle (or pony) exploring, lost
in a good book, or giggling with my best
friend, I live in a world apart, one full of
adventure and wonder and other stuff adults
don't understand.


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You have a Lost Soul. No one is really sure what
that can always mean, because it can be defined
in many ways. As Legend goes, lost souls were
the spirits of passed away people who are
neither in heaven nor hell. They walk the
earth, brooding mysteriously, always appearing
when you expect it least. So hence, if you have
a Lost Soul, then you are probably very
insecure and shy. Stuck in your own little box,
you watch the world fly by as a loner. You dont
know your place. You seemingly dont have a
place in society or an interest. You are a very
capricious person, and are confused and
frustrated about where you belong. You crave
for the sense and feeling of home-but have not
obtained it yet.


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Humor!You are able to cheer people up. You are
funny and caring. It seems that you always
knows what people need and want, if it's a hug
or a joke, you will choose the right thing.Go
you!


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you are the "you suck, and that's sad"
happy bunny. your truthful, but can be a bit
brutal.


which happy bunny are you?
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Sad... You use the darkness to hide yourself from
the world. Something has really hurted you,
which made you turn dark. Darkness makes you
feel save and that is why you stay there.

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W	Weird
I	Important
L	Loud
D	Desperate
E	Exquisite
M	Masculine
I	Innocent
S	Smart
T	Twisted
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