Saturday, March 12, 2005

   Here r some Poems/Songs i've written that i hope u'll like
I’ve Lost you
By: Kathryn M. Evans

I’ve lost you out somewhere to day
But I keep searching for you
But there's no ware you can be found
But I keep searching anyway
I search and search
But can not find
The one I truly want to find
And so I say good bye
Good bye to all
Good bye.
Good bye.
Good bye.

What’s Reality?
By: Kathryn M. Evans

And what’s left for reality
Nothing I guess but you and me
I don’t know how it all will end
But I’ll still be with you my friend

Voices are screaming in my head
My mom yelling “Just go to bed!”
Reality, it’s such a shame
We all just have to play this game

Nothing left of reality
All I can see is you and me
I guess this is how it all ends
But we’re still here with all our friends

Love
By: Kathryn M. Evans

Every morning when you say
“Morning“, joy fills me

Every day when you say
“Bye“, pain sickens me

How can you fill me with
So much joy and cause me
So much pain at the
Same time?

You should be the one
To answer that.

The Setting Sun
By: Kathryn M. Evans

I can see the sun setting, setting on us
Cartouche, Crimson, Mauve, Aqua, and Violet
The mixture of hues fall around our shaded forms
And I hang my head in the rainbow of life

Music
By: Kathryn M. Evans

Drumming in your ears
The rush of lyrics
Influences
Steady and even beat
Catchy thyme that gets stuck in your head for hours on end
Smooth guitar solo
Head banging rhythm
Crescendo
Decrescendo
Whammy bar
Notes
Toe tapping beat
Techno motions
All in all, it all adds up to one thing
Music

Weather
By: Kathryn M. Evans

Winds gushing around my lithe form
The downpour of the God’s sadness
Shivering from the form of another casting their hatred over me
Burning under the gazes of a celestial star
Freezing from the cold fury of the ones who truly hate me
Shining after a long time in the darkness
Glowing after the downpour of sadness
Changing as time moves on
Moving on, but always staying the same

“It’s Saturday”
By: Kathryn M. Evans

Lugging home a 500 lb. book bag full of useless things just to take up your time
Working your butt off for 5 hours straight just to get it all done
Dragging yourself over to the computer to check the mail
Talking for 3 and ½ more hours just because you feel like it
Being called out to dinner with the family
Food
Rushing back to your room to play games on your PS2
Beating your high score but continuing to play
Finally shutting everything down and hitting the sack
Tossing and turning in your bed because you forgot to get your English paper signed
Waking up at 3 am to use the bathroom
Going back to bed but finding you can’t get back to sleep
After a ½ an hour of tossing and turning finally falling back to sleep
Waking up at 7 am and finding you’re going to miss the buss
Rushing to get outside with the 500 lb. Book bag on your back
Standing at the corner for 15 minuets waiting for the buss
Your neighbor asking you “why are you standing on the corner this early in the morning”
Informing them your buss is late
Finally figuring out the buss isn’t coming
Going back inside and making a crater in the floor as you drop your useless knowledge
Falling back into bed and muttering to yourself
“It’s Saturday.”

Life Goes On
By: Kathryn M. Evans

Life Goes on
Going out with my best friend
Going out with my x-boyfriend
Back stabbers
Betrayers
Anger swelling within me
Fury rushing in my blood
Hatred
Anguish
Pain
Being betrayed like this is worse then death itself
The low-life thinks he knows
But he doesn’t
And neither does she
Both of them are clueless
They don’t know what I’ve been through
They don’t know what love is
And so, life goes on
Betrayal
Hatred
Anguish
And fake love
Life goes on

I Hate Him
By: Kathryn M. Evans

I hate him
He always does this to me
He never leaves me alone and I can’t take it anymore
He is such a fucker
I wish I could just take a gun and shoot him in the head
Repeatedly
I just wish he would die sometimes
No I wish he would die all times
He is such a bastard that I can’t stand him anymore
I just want him to die
Die
Die
Die
God listen to me, he should die!

Tears
By: Kathryn M. Evans

I rarely cry
Let alone cry for real
I can feel the stinging in my eyes
The wetness forming at my lids
I rub my eye, as if my contacts are bothering me again as they often do
I sniffle and then cough to make it look like I have a cold
I’ll bite my lip or bounce my foot
I’ll do anything to stop them from seeing me cry
I end up having the tears spill from my eyes anyway
I cover my face with my hands
I try to hide and yet it doesn’t stop them from staring at me
I’ll cry
And cry
And cry
And no one can stop me from shedding the tears of my pain
The only way to get rid of pain is through tears
And so my tears fall
And fall
And fall
My tears
Tears
Tears

Days Of Our Truths
By: Kathryn M. Evans

Bitter
Cold
Darkness
Hatred
Loathing

The night has passed

Sunshine
Melodies
Love
Caring
Happiness

The day is here

And all follows as it was before
And will follow until time ends

And truths pass as they are
And time ends in an instant

Why?
By: Kathryn M. Evans

A solemn expression darkening his face
I come to him
It changes
He smiles
We great in the normal manner

It’s all over in a second
I pass and I think

Why must it be the same every day?
Why must this happen to me?
To us?
To who we are truly and to who we are now?
Why oh dear lord, why?

…Because it is becoming.

The Living Reaper
By: Kathryn M. Evans

One spin of the hour-glass.
Two.
Three.
Four.
On and on.
As speed picked up, I lost count.
All I could do was stair at the spinning sand and gold.

Then it stopped.
I blinked as it began to spin again.
It buzzed, hummed, whirled, and whistled .
The sounds it made were distracting and I did not notice the things around me.
Everything was dissipating.
Moving.
Going backwards.
Time was rewinding.

A minute or two, then several, and then hours at a time.
I tried to grab onto something, to get something to stop for me.
As I grabbed on, I passed through it.
I was a phantom in my own body.
Everything was unattainable.
Finally things began to slow down.
It ended not soon enough.

I grabbed onto the first solid thing there was.
It turned out to be not as good as I thought.

I was hanging onto my worst nightmare.
I tried to run, but it had latched onto me as I had fallen and it was holding me up.
I stared up into its cold face and its eyes held a mischievous glair to them.
A wicked smile played on its lips.
I was rooted to the ground as if my feet had turned into plants and wouldn’t move.
I tried to speak but all that came out were fragments.

Can’t speak.
Can’t move.
There’s one thing left to do.
And I did.

…I fainted.

Be With You
By: Kathryn M. Evans

As long as you want
I’ll stay with you
I mean come on
What else is there to do?

There’s nothing in my future
Nothing I can see
I just want to be with you
Living happily

(chorus)
Baby come on now
It’s not so tough
I know the seas ahead
May be rough

But baby can’t you see
From my point of view
There’s nothing more in the world
I’d like to do
Than be with you

I’ll stay by your side
Every ware you go
I thought that maybe
You would like to know

(chorus)
Baby come on now
It’s not so tough
I know the seas ahead
May be rough

But baby can’t you see
From my point of view
There’s nothing more in the world
I’d like to do
Than be with you

Oh baby can’t you see
I want to be with you

…I want to be with you

‘Cause Emotions Change

Because emotions change
(emotions, emotions)
Because emotions change

Yea, no
I don’t want you to get hurt
No, no, never hurt
Not like that, no
It’s ‘cause I want you safe
Yea, yea outta the way
It’s just something I gotta do
Because emotions change
I gotta stay away from you
Yea, yea.

(chorus)
I don’t want you hurt
No, no, oh no
You just in the way
Yea, yea baby
I don’t wanna fight
No, no, not right
‘cause emotions change
And so did I.

No, no never hurt you
Never do it like that
Baby you gotta see what I’m gettin’ at
It just can’t be like this no more
I don’t know what’s wrong baby
It’s just not like before
Things have changed and I know it’s true
Baby if you could only see what I’m goin’ through
I’m not gettin’ in this fight
Not no more
I just can’t deal like I did before.

(chorus x2)
I don’t want you hurt
No, no, oh no
You just in the way
Yea, yea baby
I don’t wanna fight
No, no, not right
‘cause emotions change
And so did I

I don’t want you hurt
No, no, oh no
You just in the way
Yea, yea baby
I don’t wanna fight
No, no, not right
‘cause emotions change
And so did I
And so did I
‘cause emotions change
And so did I

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