Tuesday, March 20, 2007

W-What!?

Today is family day but, who says I'm going to go. Geez. If I even did want to go with my family I would only go because there would be food. MMMM...fooooooooooooood. Ha Ha. And besides, I don't want to go to the stupid park. I hate parks, I hate the outdoors, I hate sweating, I hate crowded places!! AGH!! Last night I stayed up till like 3:00. I didn't want to go to sleep. To be honest I was kind of scared to. It's just because I hate dreaming. Which is kind of weird. Dreams just confuse me and I hate being confused because, with me, confusion causes anxiety. I hate anxiety. I wish I didn't have that problem...being in a state of panic for no particular reason really sucks. Well, there is a reason I just never can figure it out. **sigh** I'm thinking about playing some more Final Fantasy 12 today. I gots to finish it. Soon! I don't want that game to effect my school life again, that was the worste. I got so lazy out of nowhere. I hate that feeling when you just don't feel like doing anything even though you know you should, Eech! I think I'm just going to stop writing before I just go on and on about how much I hate being lazy. I tend to ramble, and get off subject so I'll just stop....I can't wait till next year so I can start my choir and vocal classes. It's going to be so much fun! The only downside to it though is that I'm going to be stuck in a beginers class. Ugh! And I'm going to have to learn how to read music. What a pain. Oh well, maybe that's a good thing...maybe. It's weird. I play so much music and stuff but I can't read it. It's not that I play bad or anything...oh well, I don't feel like explaining myself. Oh yeah...where was I? Right, I'm going to leave you all in peace. Hopefully you weren't bored to death...if you even read it. I feel that nobody appreciates my art on this site. Whatever. As long as I like it then I'm fine. Woah! Ok, for serious this time, I'm going to stop talking! Geez! G'day everyone.

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