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Gender
• Female
Location
• HELL
Member Since
• 2004-08-03
Occupation
• Lindsey:" St-.......st-" *can't say the evil word* "stu- " Shenzi: "Student", Lindsey :"Thanks Shenzi. And I am a ninja-pirate!:P"
Real Name
• Lindsey

Personal

Achievements
• Getting over the biggest hurt in my life and becomign a better person for it
Anime Fan Since
• like forever
Favorite Anime
• my favorite anime is ....uh this is tough. I would have to say Naruto
Goals
• To not let this heartbreak mess up my life
Hobbies
• I horsebackride and watch anime and play Dungeons and Dragons
Talents
• uh wiggle eys back in forth super fast and bending my elbow in the opposite way of the way it is supposed to go.

myOtaku.com: InsaneDemon

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Thursday, April 14, 2005

A song that matchs my feelings.....
You know that feeling you get
You feel your older than time
You ain’t exactly sure
If you’ve been away a while
Do you the reciepts
For the friends that you buy
And ain’t it bittersweet
You’re only just getting by
But I hope you know
That it wont let go
It sticks around with you until the day you die
And I hope you know
That it’s touch and go
I hope the tears don’t stain the world that waits outside
Where did it all go wrong?
And until you’ve repaid
The dreams you’ve bought for your lies
You’ll be cast away
Alone under stormy skies
Alone under stormy skies
But I hope you know
That it won’t let go
It sticks around with you until the day you die
And I hope you know
That it’s touch and go
I hope the tears don’t stain the world that waits outside
Where did it all go wrong?
But I hope you know
That it won’t let go
It sticks around with you untill the day you die
And I hope you know
That it’s touch and go
I hope the tears don’t stain the world that waits outside
But I hope you know
That it won’t let go
It sticks around with you untill the day you die
And I hope you know
That it’s touch and go
I hope the tears don’t stain the world that waits outside
Where did it all go wrong?

Oasis-Where did it all go wrong?
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Tuesday, April 12, 2005

Ohne Dich-rammstien ( in english)
Just a bit more, a little bit
The bridge is burning, no way back
No fear of the infinity
Because the end is not far
High time, now I must go
We will see each other again soon
For so long this addiction tortures me, which drains my strength

[chorus]
and I fly (3x)
each night I lift off
and I fly (3x)
tonight I lift off

A small step, it is very easy
Why did I suffer with ease
Rather born dead than lonely in life
Can longing really be a sin?
Just a step straight ahead
I spread out my arms
A last greeting, a last kiss
What a victory

I jump off, there is nothing to it
Soon I'll be out, soon I'll be free
I am alive like never before
in my fantasy

[chorus]
and I fly (3x)
every night I lift off
and I fly (3x)
tonight I life off
tonight

every night I lie awake
every night I am high
every night I lift off
tonight I fly free

every night I am up
every night I get up
every night I am high
tonight I fly free

every night I lie awake
every night I am hight
every night I lift off
tonight I fly free

and I fly...

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Sunday, April 10, 2005

I dunno
Well.....I spent all day yesterday being a shadow and a food nazi. I was ushering for the school play. It was fun I guess. However, when you told most people that there wasn't any food or drink allowed in the auditorium, they rolled their eyes and walked in anyways. Oh well......^.^
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Tuesday, April 5, 2005

Back in Action
Well my main computer is fixed....duh. Well anyways. hmmmmm seems no one knows their anime well judging by the last post. That came from hellsing guys. Hello? Don't you guys watch hellsing?!??!?!?!?!? If ya haven't I strongly suggest you do. It is awesome. Well demon is heading out. Bye!
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Wednesday, March 30, 2005

......
I am the bird of holmes. I eat my wings in order to become tame..........In the name of God, impure souls of the living dead shall be banished into eternal damnation.Amen.( i am not catholic I am wiccan, but hell)
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Tuesday, March 29, 2005

Lies
I am so tired of being lied to. It turns out that I was lied to by the one I trusted most and no9w I am lost. I decide to trust people and give them another chance and I am stabbed in the back. I thought they were my friends and they cared about me, but I guess now. THe anger inside ime is burnign up adn bubbling over. I can't take this any longer, one more dissapointment and I will snap and snap badly. I need the truth from people and I need to be able to trust. I am infruriated!
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Monday, March 28, 2005

Heartache
Can someone please tell me ow to get this ache to go away. I have tried everything and it isn't working. I miss him and I feel used and abandoned. Someone help........
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Wednesday, March 23, 2005

hey guys.
For all of you who have been very worried about me, I think I am ding better. I am not going to hide any of it anymore. It has been 6 days now and everyday something happens that turns the knife. So what if I have open wounds. I am building a shell that no one can pass and guess what it is makign me stronger. Sure I may be more bitter and violent than I ever wa in the pass. But no stupid fucking little bump in the road is goign to bring me down. I didn't get teh nickname demon from giving up. I will be persistant and embrace this new chance for friendship. I mean hell, it may hurt, but I have dealt with pain my whole life, what is the difference with this. Killin gmyself would be giving up and Demon doesn't give up. As I matter of fact go back a couple years and I would have beaten myself up for even thinking about it. I have become more shallpow bitter and secluded but I have also become about 17 times stronger and have learned more than one valuable lesson. I will go on with my head held high and forget about a commitment. Hell, I am too young to be stuck to one person my whole life and to even choose them now. As long as I still have my friends and can be good friends with him, my life means something. Throwing it all away is dumb* smiles* see ya around my friends! ^.^
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Friday, March 18, 2005

..........
I don't know if I can do this. I started out the day acting like everything was okay but it wasn't. I broke apart soon because I couldn't do it anymore. I miss him so much. I ended up crying for the whole lunch and part of the art period and barely said a word to anyone today. I just can't talk. Everythign reminds me of him and it just hurts so bad. I can't eat anything because when I do I feel sick and then when I try to sleep I alays wake up in tears. I don't understand why it has to be like this. Why is it that everyone else can move forward but I am stuck in pause. I just want him back. It is killing me and I can't stop thinking about him. I want the pain to end but I don't know how to. I can't forget about him even when I try and I miss him to death. I need him back. Everyone is sayign I am depressed and you know what I feel that eay too. I just can't go on like this, I need to get rid of this pain somehow. There has to be a way.....
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Thursday, March 17, 2005

.....
I don't know what to do with myself. I am heartbroken and I feel sick. Shane broke up with me. I can't do this anymore and I know I can't. I love him so much.............but, I guess that isn't enough. The pain I feel right now is unexplainable and unberable. He has never hurt me before until now and I have no idea what to do with myself. I just want to die. I don't even know if I can do My Otaku anymore because he was the one that introduced me to my otaku. I am so confused and dazed. All I want is him and I don't know how to go on.
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