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Friday, March 18, 2005

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I don't know if I can do this. I started out the day acting like everything was okay but it wasn't. I broke apart soon because I couldn't do it anymore. I miss him so much. I ended up crying for the whole lunch and part of the art period and barely said a word to anyone today. I just can't talk. Everythign reminds me of him and it just hurts so bad. I can't eat anything because when I do I feel sick and then when I try to sleep I alays wake up in tears. I don't understand why it has to be like this. Why is it that everyone else can move forward but I am stuck in pause. I just want him back. It is killing me and I can't stop thinking about him. I want the pain to end but I don't know how to. I can't forget about him even when I try and I miss him to death. I need him back. Everyone is sayign I am depressed and you know what I feel that eay too. I just can't go on like this, I need to get rid of this pain somehow. There has to be a way.....
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