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• Lindsey:" St-.......st-" *can't say the evil word* "stu- " Shenzi: "Student", Lindsey :"Thanks Shenzi. And I am a ninja-pirate!:P"
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• Getting over the biggest hurt in my life and becomign a better person for it
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• To not let this heartbreak mess up my life
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• uh wiggle eys back in forth super fast and bending my elbow in the opposite way of the way it is supposed to go.




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Wednesday, March 23, 2005

   hey guys.
For all of you who have been very worried about me, I think I am ding better. I am not going to hide any of it anymore. It has been 6 days now and everyday something happens that turns the knife. So what if I have open wounds. I am building a shell that no one can pass and guess what it is makign me stronger. Sure I may be more bitter and violent than I ever wa in the pass. But no stupid fucking little bump in the road is goign to bring me down. I didn't get teh nickname demon from giving up. I will be persistant and embrace this new chance for friendship. I mean hell, it may hurt, but I have dealt with pain my whole life, what is the difference with this. Killin gmyself would be giving up and Demon doesn't give up. As I matter of fact go back a couple years and I would have beaten myself up for even thinking about it. I have become more shallpow bitter and secluded but I have also become about 17 times stronger and have learned more than one valuable lesson. I will go on with my head held high and forget about a commitment. Hell, I am too young to be stuck to one person my whole life and to even choose them now. As long as I still have my friends and can be good friends with him, my life means something. Throwing it all away is dumb* smiles* see ya around my friends! ^.^
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