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Monday, April 30, 2007
ok i have no idea wat i was gonna put
anyway....see wat i mean by unnoticed??? of course u wouldnt....b/c only one preson read it......*sigh**sad sigh*
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Saturday, April 28, 2007
ok i just wanna do this
actually i am gonna do this
i am going to go in my room
i cant turn emo cause i dont like pain so cutting myself is out of the question
im gonna go into my room
and cry
then when im done crying
im gonna lay face down in my pillow
and cry some more
until from crying and being smothered all at once
i die
yes my life sux this bad right now
so far by one guy in less than two months
ive been called three names
twitchy-fatso-whale
its one thing when ppl who kno me
call me names
and r joking
or even not joking
but its another when ppl who dont kno me
call me names
or hate me for no reason
yes ppl who kno nothing about me
hate my guts
they kno nothing
and hate me
so tonite
im gonna go in my room
and cry
and cry
and then die
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Saturday, April 14, 2007
ok ok i get it
no one likes my poems...so i guess i will just delete them when i get around to it
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Sunday, April 8, 2007
smiles and tears
i smile all day long
everyone sees me shine
then a few friends go by
and they leave me behind
all alone i stand
tears about to fall
i reach out to them
but they leave me to call
i slide onto the floor
but still i keep inside
the tears i want to shed
the urge i have to cry
i want to hate them so
i want to walk away
from the pain and tears
but i cant help but stay
i want to be free
from this spell of pain
i feel so alone
and have everything to gain
smiles and tears
combined r not good
ppl otice these tjhings
or so they should
the truth of the fact
is that the only thing they see
is my smiles, not tears
so they dont see me
sure they ask whats wrong
that is when i let tears out
but they should see it too in my eyes
and ask without a doubt
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eyes
these eys show nothing
nothing but haze and fog
nothing in these blank eyes
no color like the skies
but once laughter could be seen
happiness could be heard
then she greww up
the happiness faded
then sorrow could be seen
sorrow and sadness and knowledge
of being hated, being teased
a broken heart once was released
she wanted to get away
but there was no escape
so she built up a wall of fog
over her eyes and sorrows
she hid behind a haze
the sorrows though dont like to hide
theyll get out
and then she'll die
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try
i fit in just great
just being myself
i have plenty of friends
then i move to a new place
at first im alone, and all bymyslef
but then i find some friend
i think they r great, then they rnt
they leave em to bleed
they rip my heart to shreds
when they leave me and tease me
then leave me there to die
oh why couldnt i have stayed where i fit
so i try so hard to do wat they want
try so hard to fit in
but it doenst work
and they leave me again
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notice me
i again go unnoticed
and it hurts
and i hate it
again i am left behind
my heart is being torn
i find a friend
they lead me on
and push me aside
again they see right through me
again they look over my head
i kno that they see me
yet again they walk past me
they run from me
then giggle about it
they talk about me
and keep their secrets
i walk alone most of the time
though sometimes i am with someone
but as soo as another friend comes along
again i go unnoticed
they all kno my face
they all kno my name
they all ignor me
but they notice me too
they notice my face
they notice my smile
they even notice my name
but they have yet to notice my pain
they memorize the outside
of everyone they meet
they notice the smile
and clumziness
but i hurt inside
because of them
and they dont even notice
i smile they see it, i cry they dont
i hurt for my true friends
and for myself
but ppl only see my smile
please notice my heart, and notice my pain
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 unnoticed
i sit in the front row
i sit in large groups
yet no one sees me
yet again i go unnoticed
they ignor and criticize
they gather w/o me
they whisper around me
unnoticed again
i kno im not invisible
i know i am seen
yet they still see through me
they look right over me
i look in the mirror
nothing to change
i like who i am
but i dont want to go unnoticed
i want to burst out crying
i want to break down and scream
but i keep these feelings inside
and once again go...unnoticed
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SO CONFUSED!!!!!!!!!
hows come ppl on the internet.....on myotaku.....myspace....all of them...hows come they r more like my best friends...and the ppl here who r my "friends" r like my enemies...the ones i wanna get away from b/c they hurt me so....and yet ppl who havent even seen each others faces can be best friends...even like sisters???
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Thursday, April 5, 2007
Waking up in the hospital bed. Scared cause I cant move. I asked the doctor whats going on. He said it happened all at school. He told me......"Your friend had a problem with some people and almost got herself shot. But a good friend like you was there to jump in front. Luckily you didnt die. Your going to be ok".............Now I think to myself Im happy I took That bullet for you. Because it would've hurt even more to see you lying in this hospital bed. Send this to 6 girls and 6 boys you know for sure you'll ride or die for u...
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