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Tuesday, October 9, 2007
Hard to Resist
with all this pain in my heart
its hard to resist
this feeling i have inside
i wish i didnt exist
i want to turn
in a new direction
a driection where
i have no reflection
so hard to resist
when im in a rut
so i pick up the blade
and begin to cut
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Smiles and Tears
i smile all day long
everyone see me shine
then a new friend goes by
and they leave me behind
all alone i stand
tears about to fall
i reach out to them
but they leave me there to call
i slide to the floor
but still i keep inside
the tears i want to shed
the urge i have to cry
i want to hate them so
i want to walk away
from the pain and tears
but i cant help but stay
i want to be free
from this spell fo pain
i feel so alone
and have everything to gain
smiles and tear
combine are not good
poeple notice these things
or so they should
the truth of the fact
is that the only thing they see
is my smiles, not tears
so they dont see me
sure they ask whats wrong
that is when i let tears out
but they should see it too in my eyes
and ask without a doubt
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Eyes
these eyes show nothing
nothing but haze and fog
nothing in these blank eyes
no color like the skies
but once laughter could be seen
happiness could be heard
then she grew up
the happiness faded
then sorrow could be seen
sorrow and sadness and knowledge
or being hated being teased
a broken heart once was released
she wanted to get away
but there was no escape
so she built up a wall of fog
over her eyes and her sorrows
she hid behind a haze
the sorrows though dont like to hide
they'll get out
and then she'll die
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Try
i fit in just great
just being myself
i have plently of friends
then i move to a new place
at first im alone, and all by myself
but then i find some friends
i think they are great, then they arent
they leave me to bleed
they rip my heart to shreds
when they leave me and tease me
then leave me there to die
oh why couldnt i have stayed with my true friends
so i try so hard to be what they want
try so hard to fit in
but it doesnt work
and they leave me again
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Notice Me
i again go unnoticed
and it hurts
and i hate it
again i am left behind
my heart is being torn
i find a friend
they lead me on
then push me aside
again they see right through me
again they look over my head
i kno they see me
yet again they walk past me
they rin from me
then giggle about it
they talk about me
and keep their secrets
i walk alone most of the time
though sometimes i am with someone
but as soon as another friend comes along
again i go unnoticed
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Unnoticed
i sit in the front row
i sit in large groups
yet no one sees me
yet again i go unnoticed
they ignor and criticise
they gather without me
they whisper around me
unnoticed again
i kno im not invisible
i kno i am seen
yet they still see right through me
they look right over me
i look in the mirror
nothing to change
i like who i am
but i dont want to go unnoticed
i want to burst out crying
i want to break down and scream
but i keep these feelings inside
and once again go unnoticed
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Alone
i always want to be alone
by myself to read or think
in the quiet that is clear
where no one makes my heart sink
always to be by myself
always to sit alone
reading silently in mymind
in this place i call my home
while snow gentle falls
rain pours and drips
sun shines all day
through the air wind rips
i always want to ba alone
or so people make me say
maybe i just am alone
by myself throughout all days
alone is who i am
whats inside of me
i dont want to be alone
because alone is so lonely
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Hell
this prison of a place
has guards in every space
clocks everywhere u turn
flames rising high that burn
chairs in every inch
it is such a pinch
torcher to the mind
brains crack all the time
sleepy heads lay down
then roll on the ground
demons guards the door
and come up from the floor
bars that keep u in
always working with a pen
then comes the end of the day
we leve this hell for today
(this one is kinda funny if u kno wat "hell" is)
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"The Scary Truth"
Demons screech from the fire.
Burning hot, growing higher.
Pointed forks in their hands.
Devil music plays in bands.
Human screams all around.
Coming up from the ground.
Human moans from above.
In the air like a dove.
Cracks everywhere you look.
You'd think you were in a book.
Rocks linger all about.
In the middle of a drought.
Burnt bodies lay around the place.
Burnt from toes to their face.
Stab wounds in their sides and back.
Suddenly there comes a whack.
A door acrossed the room.
Opens to release doom.
Send shivers through the spine.
He screeches in a whine.
This site would make a brave man run.
His heart pounding like a drum.
These sounds would make a def man cry.
Then flee that place to go and hide.
So frightful this place is.
As the fires never fize.
Yet new people enter in.
As a result of their sins.
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(i think this one is kinda funny)
"Horses Rein"
Horses once roamed this earth.
From the time of their birth.
Horses once roamed free.
Through and around the trees.
Now man has taken their land.
And turned it into what they call grand.
Man has taken horses freedom.
And what was once horses kingdom.
But i think one day horses will rise.
And take back their land with fire in their eyes.
Once again horses will rule.
Or so in the thoughts of a fool.
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