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• loving anime
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Saturday, May 12, 2007

*sigh* why do i try anymore
ok.....so.........
*picks up a gun*
for those of u who r my friends.....im sry....but its kill the pain now or let it eat away at me till im dead inside.....so
*points the gun at my head*
for those of u who dont care....as in the ones who wont be reading this....i will just be one more loser who went mad because of the pain and commited suicide.........
*puts finger on the trigger*
so for all of u who r my friends whether u read this or not.........im so sry.....but the pain inside is too much.........so.........goodbye



.............*takes a deep breath and.........*


BANG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*the ringing ecoes as i hit the ground sprawled in a pool of my own blood....leaving all my friends behind and leaving the pain behind as well.....at last im free of pain and guilt and sorrow and suffering.......dont let this get to u.....dont let it interrupt ur lives.....forget about my pain........and about my face.....forget me and move on*




i wish getting away from the pain were as easy as doing wat i just said i did.....wat i wish i could do....but cant for fear of pain....and for fear of leaving the ones who truely care....even though the ones who dont care out number the ones who do.......by 10 to 1.....but still actually i dont kno why i dont do this....is it only because i have no gun???
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