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Thursday, July 1, 2004


I'm so retarted.... ^_^;;
Music: None (seeing as Im at schoolE

I finished it, that evil paper of doom. (For the record, right now its 11:30-ish) I am so happy I am finally done. I was really panicking over nothing, as it was pretty easy once I got down to it. ^_^;; Its amazing how quotes make your paper substantially longer. Its great. xD

After school yesterday, I went to the stable to begin my first day helping my trainer exercise her horses and say bye to Jack. It was so sad. I think hes already in Pasa Robles by now. I rode him for four years. He taught me almost everything I know about riding English style. Hes a great dressage horse and I have many ribbons on my wall and trophies on my shelf thanks to him. Im going to miss him.

Well anyways, enough crying over a horse. My first day as exercise rider was great. I rode Flash. Hes really pretty, black with a blaze. He was also really fun to ride. He has a lovely canter. Im going to ride him in my lesson on Saturday. Its going to be fun.

I cant wait for Anime Expo!!! Its going to be so much fun.

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Regarding Miss ZeldaDeath's guestbook entry-
I'm not nearly as open as I could be... ^_^;; And if I can get access to a scanner, i'll put more of my work up.

Edit:

Ifm feeling all shitty and depressed. I hate it. I have no reason to be, but I just am. Itfs just this heavy feeling in my heart. Itfs like I just donft want to go on. I feel like I have no reason or will to live, I wouldnft be too upset if I didnft live to see tomorrow. The stress and just everything makes it hard for me to go on. I just feel like Ifm not liked and nobody would care if I went, for good.

Arg. I just needed to let that all out.

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