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Monday, September 13, 2004


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Music: Bauhaus – Terror Couple Kill Cornel

Uggh.

My father went on a raving rant again. I am so fucking tired of it all. Today it was over the printer refusing to print. Other days it has been over the power going out in the kitchen, which is a common occurrence, it has been over papers being misplaced, keys lost, dishes broken. The normal mundane things that happen occasionally, nothing to go into a fit of rage over. But my father takes it up a notch. He’ll rant and yell, cuss at my mom, my sister and me. It wears one out, living with someone like that. I’m constantly on pins and needles, trying to not get him mad. But it’s nearly impossible to avoid that. The smallest thing goes wrong and he goes on a rampage. I just wish it would all stop.

I’m not only worn out emotionally, but physically. High school shall be the death of me. I’m constantly tired now. I have lots of homework, I need to practice and it just sucks. If it weren’t for the lack of sleep, it wouldn’t be so bad. Had I more energy, I could deal with all of his homework.

I have also been feeling pretty lonely too. Like nobody cares about me.

Uggh.

I really need a good cry now.

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