Friday, October 6, 2006

   i am SOOO glad it's friday
i should probably clarify what i said yesterday. we went to second the first time we ever kissed, and i'm not a sexual person, so that was kidna weird for me. and now, it seems like all he wants is sex and i have to put out for him to talk to me. i'm sorry, but i wont do that. i pretty much decided what i'm going to say. i just hope i have the courage to actually say it.

it gonna go something like this, "listen, i want you to be my friend. first and foremost. we used to be really good friends, but now, we're not. its weird. it's like i have to make out with you just for you to talk to me, and i'm not like that. i've always believed that you're supposed to talk to someone, get to know them, and then do all that stuff. we're just moving too fast. i'm sorry, but this just isn't what i want."

i hope that's ok, i dont really know. my "breaking up with people" skills are severly lacking.

in happier news, today is a 1/2 day of school, so i get to go to Ponte Vedra. YAY! sorry, its a district just south of Jacksonville FL. i haven't been in about 1 month, and i miss it. ok, i miss the hot surfer boys. ^_^

o, my mom is comming home from Tennesse (sp?) today around 4, and then we're leaving. ooo, my brother actually did laundry. i've slowly been breaking him into the duities of house chores, seeing as he's gonna be doing all the chores once i leave. ^_^ it was so cute. he tried to pick up the big basket of laundry last night, and he, quite literally, waddled down the stairs to put them into the washer. ^_^ it was really funny.

so um, i'm gonna go now, and i'll try to check sites before i leave for the weekend, and i'll post more on monday night. ^_^ if i remember.
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Thursday, October 5, 2006

   MY GB SIGNINGS KEEP DISAPPEARING!
i know i've said this before, but if you're deleting my guest book signings please stop. or if you do it on accident, let me know. i wont be mad if you let me know.

so, in my personal life, things are kinda interesting. i think i've got a boyfriend, but we dont really talk during shcool, we just hang out A LOT after school. its really weird. and its even more weird because i said that i didn't want to get involved with anyone this year because i'm leaving early, but i can't get a guy when i want one... i hate highschool.

schools going well. i just had a history test today. i heard his tests were hard, but they were actually pretty easy. i guess that's just because i stayed up ALL night last night studdying. ^_^ the only class that i'm really worried about right now is english. we're supposed to be reading the scarlet letter, and to be completely honest, i've been reading cliffsnotes the whole time. i just dont like the story, and the old english is too hard to understand. the only thing i'm worried about is that it will completely make my grade go down.

o, this weekend is a three day weekend for us. monday is parent teacher conferences and student's aren't required to go. actually parents aren't even required to go. you just need to go if you think there's a problem. so I'M GOING TO FLORIDA! YAY! i need a break. especially from all the dramas here.

ok, well class time is over, and i'll try and remember to check sites later. by guys. ^_^
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Sunday, October 1, 2006

   Charleston
yesterday i woke up at 3 AM to drive to charleston for a college tour. i was really tired, but i really enjoyed it. ^_^ its a really pretty campus. i could really see myself there. they are exactly what i want in a school. the only thing that i'm worried about is getting in. my grades are slowly getting better from my catastrophe in 9th grade, but it hasn't gotten better fast enough. so i hope i can get it. ^_^

um, i'm babysitting tonight, hurray. since its a jewish holiday, a lot of families are going to service. only this family, they have two younger kids who have a habbit if ruinning the serivices, so they asked me to watch them while they're gone. ^_^

OOO, this is completely unrelated and it tells you just how much of a little kid i am, tonight, disney channel's hauntober fest starts. yes, that's right! 31 marvelous nights of nothing but halloween movies. I'M SO EXCITED! actually, i think the only reason i like watching them is because they have all the movies that were first being premired when i was a kid. ^_^ for example: Under Wraps or Halloween Town 1. ^_^ i know, i'm a goof. ^_^

ok, i need to go and eat before babysitting. i'm going to try and check sites before i go to sleep tonight, but i'm not making any promises. i fully expect to be falling asleep when i get home. ^_^
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Friday, September 29, 2006

   HEY GUYS! ^_^
so i kinda ranted about Tamaki leaving earlier. but everything's all better now. ^_^ if you watch the finale you will understand. ^_^ YAY! its definitely a host club, tie it up in a little bow, ending, but that's ok, i like it that way. ^_^ ok, lemme explain...

WARNING: spoilers ahear
tamaki is leaving to go to the airport with Eclaire, and everyone chases off after them. one by one, the host club members have to leave the chase until haruhi is the only one left. when she finally catches up with him, she falls off a bridge intro a river. and just like before, he jumps in after her. YAY! and after that, tamaki decides to stay and keep the host club open, however, haruhi is no longer a part of the club, she has repaid her debt and can now admit to everyone that she is infact a girl... or at least that is my understanding of it. i can't be too sure because i watched it without subs. ^_^

i'm in school now, everything's going ok. i'm kinda tired, but i waited until 10:30 at night before i finally decided to do my homework. so i guess i'm the only one to blame for that. ^_^ but its ok, i woke up on my own this morning and i DIDN'T fall off my bed when my alarm went off (i've kinda been doing that a lot, i think by now i should just go a head and sleep on the floor. hmm)

in other news, my mother is FINALLY returning from sascatune, Canada tonight. YAY! but i feel kinda bad for her because she's got symphony tickest for tonight, and then tomorrow we've got to wake up at 4 in the morning to for a tour of the College of Charleston. we're driving there, and it takes 5 hours, so yeah. ^_^

byt the way, thanks for all your support for what i should do if i get mugged. i'll keep that in mind. ^_^ they were some really great suggestions. however, ElvesAteMyRamen, i dont even know where to find a mace. plus i dont think they'd let me onto the bus with it. ^_^
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Thursday, September 28, 2006

   thanks you SO much!!!
i feel much better today. but i probably wont be able to say the same thing later. i dont know. i always seem to feel bad around lunch. hmm

i have a quiz and a test today. i would say its nothing to worry about, but i'm really nervous. more for the test than the quiz. the test, there's one section that i REALLY dont understand, but no one else does either, so we're all really nervous. ^_^

today, we're going to Peidmont Park to go and help out with some volunteer doctors. i'm a little nervous that some Hobo is gonna come out of no where at just jump me, but i guess i'm prepared for it. ^_^

ok, i need to go brush my teeth and then go to school. have a good day. ^_^
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Wednesday, September 27, 2006

   sorry guys
i haven't really checked in in a long time. i've been kinda busy with other things, and i've been sick so many times. jeez. i always thought it was a myth that being stressed enduces sickness. but i guess i was wrong.

i went to Anime Weekend Atlanta with my friend Marah, more well known as Tanuki Bandit. it was so fun. but i kinda didn't have any clothes to wear all weekend, so i felt kinda weird walking around on sunday still wearing friday's clothes. hmm.

um, this weekend i'm driving up to charleston to go see the college of charleston. i'm really excited, but i have to wake up on saturday morning at 4 so we can make it there by 9. fun fun.

O, yesterday, well actually, the day before yesterday, i was episode 25 of Host Club, and i'm really depressed now. (well, i went from watching this entire 12 episode series called Paradise Kiss, which has a TERRIBLE ending, to seeing that, and it made me so mad). Eclaire needs to go and die. she's got the coolest eyes of anyone i've ever seen, but she's completely EVIL!

other than that, nothing's going on. i dont really feel very good, but that's my normal condition. hmm. i've only got 2 classses left today, and they're relatively easy classes, but i dont think i can make it through them. DAMNIT!
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Thursday, September 21, 2006

   TOMORROW IS AWA!!!
Anime Weekend Atlanta starts tomorrow and i'm SO EXCTIED!!! i can't believe it! this will be my first ever event. YAY!!! "i'm so happy! oh so happy!!! I'm so happy, and happy, and GLAD!!!" (sings to the "i fell pretty" song)

in other news, well, thre realy isn't any other news, unless you want to hear about school.

OO! this is kinda school related but not really. at my school, the students are responsible for building the sets that they use for all the plays and the musical in the spring. normally there are just two shows and a couple of chorus and band concerts, but this year, there are almost double the concerts (the younger students want to perform too) and we're putting on a second musical. MULAN! they made mulan into a musical and they want our school to test it, weird huh? this year is not going to be an easy one.

um, other than that, there's nothing else going on. i'm just so proud of myself that i actually checked almost everyones' sites last night. YAY ME! ^_^ i'm gonna try and do it again tonight. ^_^
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Wednesday, September 20, 2006

   sorry about my last post.
HELLO PEOPLES!!! i'm so happ ynow that its colder. i hate the heat and i'm just plain old tired of it.

this weekend, there's the AWA here. the Anime Weekend Atlanta. HURRAY! this will be my first ever anime weekend/convention/thing. i'm really excited.

so in boy news, i must appologize for my previous, incredibly emo post. things are better. so i'm happier. if only my allergies would go away then i would be COMPLETELY happy. ^_^

so i'll try and check sites later. i have to go to History class now. bye. ^_^
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Monday, September 18, 2006

   sorry, this is only because i was watchin AMVs about couples
You asked if we could be together
And it made me so happy
So happy that I couldn’t speak
I couldn’t speak for a whole week
And by then you’d moved on

My friends tried to console me
Tried to get us together, but they failed
You had moved on because I was silent
And now you’ve said like another
A friend who tried to get us back together

I want to tell you how I feel
But I can’t ever find the courage
If I could, I would say, I want to hug you
Every minute of every day, just to be near you
All I want is just to be with you

I want you more than anything else
But I don’t want you to like me because of that
I want you to like me because you like me
So I will sit by you, knowing you don’t feel the same for me
Constantly hoping, that one day, you just might like me back


sorry about the emo-ness. i just felt like i had to post it.
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Thursday, September 14, 2006

   hey guys!
its THURSDAY!!!! i'm so excited. i'm babysitting tonight and hopefully with my money i'll be able to buy some anime or pay back my friend. i should probably pay her back. (we went bowling this summer and i she payed for me and i was really happy, and even though she says it doesn't matter, i want to pay her back.)

i think i'm getting sick. i went home last night and i fell over for about 5 minutes and when i woke up this morning my throat was sore. plus i already had a mild fever ealier this week. i hope i'm not getting sick. that would be bad.

other than that, nothing is going on. i've got loads of work to do today because i kinda slacked off a little bit last night. and the night before. and the night before that. ok, now i just feel plain lazy. gr. ok i'm gonna go to class now. ^_^

Edit!!!
i FINALLY changed my Background like i said i would three months ago. ^_^
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