Monday, November 20, 2006

   the reason why i did not post all weekned:
on firday, i just went to sleep as soon gas i got home.

saturday, i spent the day doing chores. it wasn't all that fun, but then i got to go to the basketball games with my friend sam. it was fun. the girls lost, and i didn't stay to watch the end of the boys game (after the 1st quarter it was 12 to 4, and the other team was already falling apart. so i think it is a safe bet to say we won). then i came home and watched a movie, and went to sleep.

then sunday i spent the WHOLE day doing reasearch. in retrospect, i got almost 1/2 of my research done, but i'm still missing a lotof stuff. o, and i didn't fall asleep until 2:30 so i'm realy tired right now.

ok, i'm going to go to class now.
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Friday, November 17, 2006

HELLO!
so, i guess today is friday. wow, this week was way too long. i'm just really excited for the tanksgiving day break. i really want to go now because i just want to sleep and know i have at least a few days that i can blow off. ^_^

so, my panic attack finally went away. even though i was still having problems swallowing stuff for a few days.

school is insane as always. i still have a major project due in under a month that i haven't done half the research on. DAMN! but that is ENTIRELY my own fault.

um, other than that, things are going good. but it's been raining for so long here. i though just 1 day would be enough, but nope, its still going. i can't stand THIS! sorry (i'm a sunlight person).

ok, so i'm going, i have to finish my math and then i'm going to sleep.

EDIT!!! *SPOILER ALERT!!!*
i think Kyo is proposing to Tohru!!! i really hope he does. ^_^ (chapter 134... book 23??? not quite sure).
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Wednesday, November 15, 2006

   something really bad happened today
i was sitting around, just after math. it was near the end of the day and for some strange reason we had tutorial and then town meeting, which is basically when all the highschoolers gather in what was once a theather and give announcements. somethimes there are skits, which are normally pretty funny, but otherwise, it's nothing you dont hear every morning in the morning announcements.

so i was sitting down, figuring out whether or not i wanted to go to towm meeting or not. i decided not to, which is rather odd for me, i normally go and spend the whole time talking with my friends, or laughing at the skits. ^_^ so midway through town meeting i see the school's guidance counselor. i've talked with her a couple of times, and she's always really nice. so i had some questions about my scheduel, because i'm graduating early thing are kind of a mess. so i explain all of my obligations and we discuss some possibilites. after she leaves, i start feeling really sick.

it started off as just a stress fever, probably from realizing that i was doing WAY more than the average student. and then i started getting neausus (sp?), which is REALLY rare for me. so i went to the bathroom, and i felt bad, but i didn't get sick. then i went to the computer lab to hang out with marah-chan (tanuki bandit), and i just started feeling even worse and worse. soon, my chest was hearting, my beart beat was too fast and it wasn't beating normally, i was hyperventalating, and i was starting to get the shakes.

by now i realised that there was NO possible way i could drive home like this. so i look over to marah and ask her to call my dad and have her tell him what's wrong with me. after a little while i got my voice under contol and he told me that i was having a panic attack. i have NEVER had a panic attack before.

after a while, things calmed down, all my symptoms were starting to go away, but my chest pains and the shakes were still there. i decided that if i was going to get worse, i should do it at home. (plus it take me 10 minutes to get home from school, and no highway driving, so if i started feeling worse, i could always pull over.) so as soon as i got home, i went to my room and fell over for a little while. then my mother called from canada, and i told her what happened, and she also said it was a panic attack. so, she just told me to relax, so i fell asleep for about an hour. it was scary, and my chest still hurts whenever i try and drink something, but it's a lot better. i hope that that never happens again.

and that was basically my afternoon. i would tell you about my day, but it's not nearly as interesting. ^_^ so, thank you marah-chan for not deserting me. ^_^ and happy birthday dad. you are officially OLD. ^_^ thank God he will never read this.
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Thursday, November 9, 2006

   sorry, i have the new Christina Agulera song, "hurt" in my head, it was playing this morning on the radio. i like it, but it's kinda depressing.

in other news, yesterday was a no homework night, so just went home and watched 5 hours of Le Femme Nikita. it's a canadian show that is very similar to Alias (even though Alias is a rip off because it came after). anyhoo, there were many happy and sad moments and my brother had to listen to both my insane mood swings from watchign the show. then, when he saw me at dinner, he just kinda laughed at me for being so obsessed. thanks buddy.

um, i have a little bit of work tonight, but i just checked sites so i dont think i'll check again. is it just me or do people not check as much during the school year. it seems like evryone is always checking during the summer and around holidays. i dunno, maybe its just my immagination. ^_^

ok, so i'll talk to ya guys tomorrow. ^_^
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Wednesday, November 8, 2006

   FEAR MY WRATH!
i was FINALLY able to log on at school again. do you have any idea how happy this makes me??? well, simply said, it makes me really happy because i can only seem to remember to check here first thing in the morning when i'm at school. i have no idea how that works.

anyway, my week has been ok. i had a test today and i think i did ok, i'm just not sure. i think i messed up on a MAJOR part of it, so i am kinda nervous. i also had a paper due monday, today, and another one on friday. its just loads of fun.

o, if you check my portfolio, or if you remember, i posted a picture called Ang the Avatar. well, i know i mispelled his name (it's really Aang) but i've been slowly editing it on photoshop and i'm almost done. i'll try and post it by the end of the week. YAY! ^_^ also, i've been editing the one of Lord Raenef. that's an old one so you might have to go and check it. ^_^

um, in other news, my sister is comming home this weekend. i'm really happy because i haven't seen her in a while and i like it when she comes home. ^_^ also, my mom will be home (she's been in canada for the last week and a half and she's still got another week and a half to go. she comes home on weekends though).

other than that nothing is going on. since i have time right now i'm going to check sites. YAY! ^_^ i've missed reading about people's lives.
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Saturday, October 28, 2006

   i passed my drivers exam!
hurray me! i went through all the stuff and i am ALMOST an official GA driver. lemme explain. there's a program that is now required before you take your exam. its called Alcohol and Drugh Awareness Program, or ADAP. i took it 2 years ago, but i didn't get a cirtificate, so i can't actually get my lisence until i have it, even though i passed. so, as soon as i have to form, i go, give them my form, get my picture taken, and it's official. its very sad that i passed but not officially. oh well.

in other news, i'm having 3 of my friends over to watch movies and possibly the Femme Nikita, which is a canadian show about an internation spy. it's very similar to Alias, staring Jennifer Garner. i think Alias is actually based off of La Femme Nikita. ^_^

my mom left for canada today. she's going to be gone for 3 weeks. which is ultra terrible becaue not only is she missing halloween, but she's also missing my dad's birthday. i hate her employers. the all seem like nice people, but the ask her to be in Canada way too much.

other than that nothing is going on. i'm just killin time until my friends get here. ^_^ i hope everyone has a good weekend.
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Thursday, October 26, 2006

   LOOKEY LOOKEY! i'm posting two days in a row, FEAR ME!
ok, so last night i got caught up in my English/History project, and ended up spending 5 hours doing it before i realized i was actually doing it. and the funny thing is, i spent most of the time reading informational web sites that had NOTHING to do with my assignment, so it was kinda just a wasted day. gr.

ok, it was pretty much decided yesterday that i need a hospital bed to be wheeled around in all the time. i'm just that clumsy. dont ask me why, i honestly couldn't tell you. and BEN IS SITTING HERE MOCKING MY CLUMSYNESS!!!

yesterday we had a lock in drill. its where we have to turn off all the lights and hide from the windows incase anyone suspicious walks on campus and starts shooting people. it sounds really random, but we just found out that Mark Car (sp?), the guy suspected for the Jean Venea Ramsey (sp?) case just moved into the neighborhood right near our school. so that's kinda scarry.

um, other than that, nothing is going on. i really need to get to class, and i WILL try again to get around to visit sites tonight. i just have to stay awake long enough to read everything i'm supposed to and work on my project some more. fun stuff. ^_^ bye guys.
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Wednesday, October 25, 2006

   HELLO!
it is wednesday! gosh, it only feels like teusday. i LOVE 3 day weekends. ^_^ even though this one felt like a 4 day weekend b/c we only had a half day on Friday. ^_^

so, i'm pretty positive i said this, but if i didn't, i just finished with my photography class and i have a WHOLE lot of pictures. i spent all of yesterday scanning them and i've been slowly posting them on DA. um, if you wana go and check it out, my site is: here .

tell me what you think, ok. ^_^

um, in other news, i got my report card. i got 1 C, but i'm ok with that because in 9th grade (i'm in 11th grade) i got almost all Cs. so YAY ME! ^_^

um, so class is gonna start soon and i'm still haven't had anything to eat, so i'm gonna get some breakfast and then i'm going to go to class. ^_^ bye guys. (i'll try and check sites later, but i don't know how much Homework i'll have)
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Thursday, October 19, 2006

   TOMORROW IS YET ANOTHER 1/2 DAY! HURRAY!
why am i being so bad about posting this year? i dont understand it... it's not like i'm all that busy, i just get home and always seem to fall asleep. that stinks.

ok, so i was over at Tanuki Bandit's house yesterday and we played pool, watched the episode of the flying circus with the lumberjack song, "did our homework" and drew. i decded to draw a Byakuya picture. i posted it so you could see it. ^_^

um, this weekend, i have no idea what i'm doing. i'm just so drained from yesterday. lemme explain. yesterday was PSAT day, but i didn't do the PSATs. instead, i spent almost 4 hours in the school's dark room developing 20 some-odd pictures. so i'm tired and i'm sick of being in the room. i'm so happy that i'm almpost done with the class. i'm gonna slowly start posting my photographs on Deviant Art, so if you guys wanna go and see my pics i'll post the URL for it. ^_^

ok, so class is over and i get to go to photography class now. ^_^ bye guys.
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Monday, October 16, 2006

   its monday,,, oh no!
so i can't believe it took me this long to finally sit down and type this. i dont even remember the last time i posted.

well, incase i didn't talk about it, florida was fun, even though i got seriously yelled at for being an agressive driver. i am a little bit, but the person who told me that has no right to judge. they're just a bad.

this week was filled with tests, english was by far the worst. o, and my math teacher got fired. i actually wasn't that sad about it because i heard he got fired from his previous job for sexual harassment and after all the random stuff he did (like asking a student to safty pin his pants together when the button broke because he "couldn't" see over his tummy) i can honestly believe it.

then this weekend i took the SATs. i think i did ok, but i sat down and realized i didn't have a calculator, so it made me kinda sad. but hey, if i do really well with math, that only means that i am a human calculator!!!! YAY ME! ^_^

then my friend Tanuki Bandit came over and we watched Monty Python- the flying circus, The Life of Brian, Underworld I, V for Vendeta, and The Princess Bride. surprisingly we both got all of our work done and we colored in my BRAND NEW princess coloring book. it made me really happy when i got it. ^_^ i know, i'm weird.

then my friend sam came over and we tried to work, but working with three people just doesn't happen in a room as small as mine. its just weird that way.

o, yea, i can't believe i forgot to talk about this. recently, i've been reading a Fan Fiction about ranma and akane, its really long, i honestly think it should be a book. so basically Shampoo put a spell in Ranma and Akane so that akane has been transported "away" leaving ranma to eventually fall in love with shampoo. the only problem is, both akane and ranma realize they truly love eachother, so that can never happen. (o, i sould mention that Akane is in the Kami plane, or the Spirit Plane, where she's been taken under the wing of the Yuki-onna, or the snow princess. while she's there, she's also learning to fight from one of the creaters of the martial arts. the Yuki-onna is slowly working to get rid of the spell that was cast on akane, but it's difficult so it will take 7 years for her to get it all.) so i'm really excited to see what will happen. yay fan fictions. ^_^
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