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Wednesday, November 15, 2006

   something really bad happened today
i was sitting around, just after math. it was near the end of the day and for some strange reason we had tutorial and then town meeting, which is basically when all the highschoolers gather in what was once a theather and give announcements. somethimes there are skits, which are normally pretty funny, but otherwise, it's nothing you dont hear every morning in the morning announcements.

so i was sitting down, figuring out whether or not i wanted to go to towm meeting or not. i decided not to, which is rather odd for me, i normally go and spend the whole time talking with my friends, or laughing at the skits. ^_^ so midway through town meeting i see the school's guidance counselor. i've talked with her a couple of times, and she's always really nice. so i had some questions about my scheduel, because i'm graduating early thing are kind of a mess. so i explain all of my obligations and we discuss some possibilites. after she leaves, i start feeling really sick.

it started off as just a stress fever, probably from realizing that i was doing WAY more than the average student. and then i started getting neausus (sp?), which is REALLY rare for me. so i went to the bathroom, and i felt bad, but i didn't get sick. then i went to the computer lab to hang out with marah-chan (tanuki bandit), and i just started feeling even worse and worse. soon, my chest was hearting, my beart beat was too fast and it wasn't beating normally, i was hyperventalating, and i was starting to get the shakes.

by now i realised that there was NO possible way i could drive home like this. so i look over to marah and ask her to call my dad and have her tell him what's wrong with me. after a little while i got my voice under contol and he told me that i was having a panic attack. i have NEVER had a panic attack before.

after a while, things calmed down, all my symptoms were starting to go away, but my chest pains and the shakes were still there. i decided that if i was going to get worse, i should do it at home. (plus it take me 10 minutes to get home from school, and no highway driving, so if i started feeling worse, i could always pull over.) so as soon as i got home, i went to my room and fell over for a little while. then my mother called from canada, and i told her what happened, and she also said it was a panic attack. so, she just told me to relax, so i fell asleep for about an hour. it was scary, and my chest still hurts whenever i try and drink something, but it's a lot better. i hope that that never happens again.

and that was basically my afternoon. i would tell you about my day, but it's not nearly as interesting. ^_^ so, thank you marah-chan for not deserting me. ^_^ and happy birthday dad. you are officially OLD. ^_^ thank God he will never read this.
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