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Sunday, March 20, 2005

   *sigh*
Have you ever felt like everything was ok but so wrong at the same time? Have you ever noticed how some people want to do the right thing for someone else but do nothing for themselves in return?? The families of the people I know are not all good... It makes me feel like my life is to good, like something needs to go wrong, before I can really fit in with the people around me. Just when you think things are good something happens that you don't expect. Something happens that hurts, it hurts so bad that you feel like someone is jabbing a knife into your heart and twisting it until something snaps. Because one person is a good person he wants to make sure other people have a better life then he did. Because very few people try to do what is right. It hurts so much that you don't know what to do. That when you find a good person he wants to be just that... A good person... but for someone else. You know he just wants to do something to help someone else but it still hurts. It dosn't seem like that to your heart. When he tells you if he could he would he would go back with someone else... just so her kid has a father... but it's not his kid. Why does he think that for the kid to have a good father it has to be him?? I guess that is the kind of thing you ask when you find a good person. When you fall in love with one of the few good people in the world. But what would be the point in going back to her just to help with the kid? Why would he do that if he didn't love her that way? Why would he give up the happiness he feels for someone else? OH you know what I think... I think it is all an excuse. A way to cover up the way he feels about her. A way to hide the fact that he still loves her. Why else would he do somehting like that? Why would he do something that could make him unhappy? The answer is he wouldn't. Which leads to another question... Is he really the good person you though he was???....
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