Monday, July 20, 2009

   I don't have A.D.D. I just think faster than you, and this proves it!
* Listening to: this movie im watching
* Reading: ummm...eldest
* Watching: save the last dance
* Playing: contemplating playing jak 2 or 3
* Eating: nuthin
* Drinking: purple fanta

This is something I wrote in my deviantART journal a couple years ago and I just recently refound it and thought I would post it for the heck of it. this is going to be writing from my head. anything that i think im writing down. i like this movie, but i havent seen it in a while. i want to go eat at kfc. but the one i gainesville sucks. why is the world round. i mean i get the whole advantage of turning on an axis. but what about a triangle? they work. u can rotate it. and it loks so much cooler. im tired. but i know i cant go to sleep. kids these days dont use their imaginations. they have to much education crap shoved into their brains. they are told not to look at imagination and what could be. but to learn the facts and that their life has no meaning if they dont have the smartest brain ever. i mean what up with rub and color? where is the fun? the whole point of colorikng is to PICK the COLOR that u want to COLOR! if u dont get to pick then there is no point. i like fanta, ecspecially purple fanta. wow i havent heard that song in forever. or that one. there are 90s songs galor in my brain and on my laptop. i could listen to 90's music all day. people were\nt all wanting to die in thier songs in the 90's. the music had meaning instead of just being another wording of "my life sucks please blow me so ill feel better." when can i go watch a jrock concert. course in order for me to go to a concert there would have to be one in a state near me. unfortunatly the closest one so far was in california. wow, theure beating a person up. and she has to go look of course like a little pathetic has to depend on someone else for everything ditsy blonde airhead. now theyre having a family argument. now that reminds me of me. shes all 'la-di-di-di-da" wow, thats is not the way i dance. u cant dance someone elses way. u have to dance ur way. thats the whole point. shes an idiot.....and this commercial is getting old. how many times have i watched it now? oh thats right. numbers cannot expess. when the heck did i write that? old origional disney movies are good. kids shows hve gotten extremely stupid and dont stimulate ur imagination to think of what would happen if...."the world went purple for a day"...or if......."gravity allowed for things to fall up to a certain extent before letting them hover instead of falling and then letting them come down at their own rate".....or if...."people could fly.....or even hover" why is up up and down down? who decided this? who gets to decide what is what and what is something else? why could horses be named radishes? or whats from stopping a carrot to cll itself a mushroom? why does everything have to make sense? things are what u make them to be. make ur own world, its more fun. were people ride on wisps of air. and the rain is the color of the sun and moon all at the same time. where time is only a matter of preception and you can create something just by creating an image of it. where thought and creation is valued over mony and fame. wy does water create such amazing patterns? how does it decide where it wants to go? can people really do anything they want as longas they want it enough. why is being different so bad? what point is there to living if u cant have a sense of self and a an ACTUAL personality. wow im tired. and i have soooo much homeowr....ok, not thinking of that. have u ever noticed that if u tell urself that u are not going to think about something that is ALL u can think of? y do people think that blame should always fall to someone else? spying is a bad thing. things arent what they seem to be. have fun, but dont go to the extremes. that girl in that book was an idiot. i mean, come on. u dont mix beer and drugs. its like asking for a death sentence..........i love ballet. too bad i dont have the body for it. i remember all the steps, but its too late for me. i need a different body structure and that wont happen. do u think that i could be a journalist? i wonder if i could. someone told me they thought that thought i could be a journalist because of an assignment i had for class. i miss ballet. i was supposed to be in the nutcracker u know. waltz of the flowers. i still cry when i listen to it. i know all the steps. so many things. bad things come in packs. its a theory ive been working on. or maybe its just that when uve already had a really bad time bad things just seem more readable to u. dreams are important, without dreams u have no purpose. u have to have apassion sometimes more than one. but what is the point of life if u dont have something to live for to look forward to and to inspire to be. i remember those classes. i am going to see it this year. i mean i live in the building its being shown in so y shouldnt i go watch it? even if it makes me cry. they know it will. i already told them. that looked like it hurt. hey i know that song. all americans are immigrants. i want to see that. i think it would be fun. i also want to go everywhere else. wow, that was retarded. dont u miss shows like el kabong? and the snorks? what about jabberjaw? and battle of the planets. i miss shows like that. they were fun. wow, blankness......... ................... .................... ..................... ...................... ....................... ........................ ......................... .......................... ........................... ................... .................... ..................... ...................... .............................i like chinese. wow, i keep messing up.......maybe thats cuz its now 1:11 do u think? i miss my cats. shes right outside but i cant go get her. id get eaten. or so someone who didnt leave here would think. i just know that the swarms of invading bugs would cover me and then get inside once i opening the door. did u know that u can kill a spider with a ruler? u didnt? i did, ive done it before. it ws funny. wow, havent heard that song in ages. i love to dance. im tired. im going to sleep. see u in a few hours when i have to get up to play my clarinet. i love the clarinet. brain shutting down............ . . . . . . .. . . ...... ... ... .... ..... ..now..... . . . . . . . . .
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