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Birthday
• 1989-08-15
Gender
• Female
Location
• Land of the Laptops
Member Since
• 2004-12-24
Occupation
• like I want a job!
Real Name
• Katlyn

Personal

Achievements
• I can draw/color almost anything if you give me a drawing, writing fan fics, I am CPR certified, and I have been to China XD
Anime Fan Since
• long time ago (I don't even want to think about how long, it might hurt) first anime was battle of the planets if that helps
Favorite Anime
• Papa to Kiss in the Dark, Ai No Kusabi, Gravitation, Wolf’s Rain, Princess Princess, Cowboy Bebop, Samurai Champloo, DN Angel, Gundam Seed, Enzai, Sensitive **********, Yu Yu Hakusho, G Gundam, Full Metal Alchemist, Rurouni Kenshin, Scryed, Cardcaptor Sak
Goals
• Finish reading all of my manga series, become a translator or script writer for Squaresoft or Nuaghty Dog, Survive College
Hobbies
• coloring, reading, playing video games, drawing, writing, cooking
Talents
• drawing, clarinet, coloring, singing, cooking, writing

myOtaku.com: InuKaglover815

Thursday, April 21, 2005

fed up
I'm ready for this to be over. It's hard to tell who's mad at me and who's not. My friends are divided, and I feel like there isn't anything that I can do. I keep catching myself looking back on how things were just last week, and wishing I could return to it.

The worst part is, my best friend in almost the whole school keeps making fun of what I love. She told me that I was a retard for going on that Mission trip to Mexico, told me that it was stupid for me to spend hours at a time on 1 single picture, nonverbally telling me that because Andy isn't leaving Kayleigh that I shouldn't talk to him, and now she won't even sit with me at lunch. I don't know what to do, I don't want to say anything to my friends cuz I don't want to say, or worse do, something I might regret, and then chance ending our friendships forever instead of a week or 2. Why is life so hard to deal with? Why do people betray one another? Why do they assume that just cuz ur friends with someone they don't like that you automatically are an enemy too?

You should see our lunch period. Used to be that me, Danny, Wendy, and Amanda would all sit together on the far table. Now, Danny and Amanda sit with Cody and Tony 3 tables away from our old one , I sit with Misty at they table across from our old one, and Wendy, she sits with Kayliegh and Andy 2 tables up and 1 over. My new table is 2 tables in front of Kayliegh, Andy, and Wendy's. And I have to sit with my back to them so that I don't have to watch Wendy glare at me like I'm a demon straight from Hell. I still know she's watching, but at least I don't have to see her do it.

Yesterday, there was a brief pause in the fight. My friend Amanda started to get dizzy, meaning she might be starting to go into a siesure. We called her mom and afterwards, Judy and Kayliegh helped her to walk outside, around the school, to the front office by supporting her wieght on one each of their shoulders. Kayleigh asked me to carry Amanda's stuff and alsoo walk behind them to catch her if she went backwards. I didn't hesitate to get it, and once we got her safely to the office we went back to class talking with eack other like nothing was going on between us. But once we set foot back in that classroom we once again split ways.

I just want this nightmare to end. Not only do I have to deal with this but, exams are coming up, my cats have no flea/tic medicine, I have run out of medicine, and my family has no money and will not have money till the beginning of next month when my mom gets paid.

Today at school, Misty kept asking me what was wrong and did I feel bad. I heard my reply of,"I just have to much to deal with right now," but the words didn't voice in my mouth. There sre a couple of times, yes, that I can forget the pain and just have fun woth my friends. But they are very few and far between. I need help. Please pray for me and my friends, that we can get through this and be friends again. It would really help.
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