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Wednesday, August 10, 2005


   ex-friends
I went to church tonight and while i was sitting there this girl that i used to know came up to me. now for u to get the severity of this i need to explain a few things. I have known this girl for my entire life and up untill about 6th or 7th grade i thought she was my best friend. Then i started noticing things like she wouldn't stick up for me if someone was makin fun of me, when this girl called my Dad a basterd and i gave the girl a black eye she took the other girls side. she would only talk to me if there was no one else around, i was like her second rate friend. she told me that i didn't need to color cuz it wasn't cool, blah, blah, blah. so i just stopped hanging out with her. ne ways tonight she comes up to me and was like "hi, how are u? how's school?" and i'm thinkin 'sinse when do u care?' so then she started saying all this stuff abou the pic i was coloring saying how good it was and that she couldn't een stay in the lines whenshe colored somethin, all that jazz. she asked me if my friend Jules was coming and i was like "that's the reason i'm here." and i went back to coloring. after a minute or 2 she finally took the hint and left. After church i was walking with jules up to my mom. and when we got there she was talking to her! I told my mom iwas going outside and a minute later my mom came out. she said that she was glad i had come. the girl had come up to my mom and told her how she almost hadn't recognised me and that i had changed alot. and then she tried to make small talk with my mom. My mom said she had told the girl that she didn't think i'd really changed all that much. i don't think i have either, except that i'm more confident in myself. i no longer really care what people think of me. and i don't change myself to meet the standards of others. but i thought 'if she thinks i've changed that much then she never even knew the real me, she just saw what she wanted to.
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